There are just so many things going on around my mind right now.. My semester exams have just passed, leaving me free to do the things i want to do once again.. I am very relieved to have finished all 3 of my papers, although i have to admit that i am only confident in 2 of them..
Well, i was hoping to get a A, or at least a B for each of my modules undertaken this sem.. I guess i will not be seeing it in the module i took yesterday.. It was totally dissapointing.. And, i feel so cheated by my module lecturer..
Hardly anything came out from the study guide he posted on the blackboard.. The study guide had great emphasis select pages in the different chpts.. This, plus the fact that only the later few chpts were to be for short answer questions. The earlier few chpts were reserved solely for MCQS..
Or so we thought..
It was only during the exam that i finally realised one thing.. I was alla lie.. I was very frustrated during the exam.. I guess you could say that my mind was a complete blank for quite a few questions..
Alright.. so what of my coursemates?? Within one hr more than half the class was gone.. Giving up their papers and slamming the doors on their way out.. Well, i did the same.. My final act of defiance towards that lecturer for doing what he did to me..
This sem is quite different from the other sems that i undertook.. I am studying so much better than the previous sems.. Ok.. i was a slacker in the past 2 sems.. I'm guilty, but that does not mean i'm down and out..
A random recollection of my life this sem..
- My hair was brown.. But the colour faded away so much that only the underside of my fringe was coloured in the very end.. And, when i look at it, i get the feeling that it's like multiple strands of copper wire..
- Exams are over but its SO different from the last sem sch break.. The last sch break, i had enough money to dye my hair.. Enough money to buy my stuff.. But.. this time, i'm totally broke.. This means, no contact lenses or hair dye.. Hey, i've been enduring black hair and wearing my specs for almost an entire semester ok!! When will this end??
- I'm trying hard to promote environmental/social/activism etc. everwhere.. Hey.. its a worthwhile cause.. And this is what most of my blog stands up for.. I'm rying to see changes everwhere.. In ending world hunger.. In seeing climate changes.. In helping the refugees..whatever..
- I've finally overcome my infatuation problem.. Or so i think.. After so long, i'm so glad i took a stand and avoided the problem..
- I've become more hardworking this sem? My gosh.. Amazing.. Simply amazing..
And, this is for those who view my blog but don't tag.. Please tag.. I'm not desperate or anything.. But, it would be nice if you responded to how you feel after reading my postings.. Hope to see your post in my tag box yeah.. Peace out.
Got this from a friends blog.. and i'm happy to say tht i'm officially 8 more postings to my 200th post.. Cool.. and, i'm sad to say that CRAP.. i missed both the 2 wilber pan mini concerts tht i wanted to go.. One is coz no tickets.. the other is coz my church got in the way.. by the time i came, i think all the action was over..
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
How are you feeling today?
Fallen - Sarah McLachlan (Kinda true..)
Will you get far in life?
I Don't Know - Heart Attack + Interesting.. =/
How do your friends see you?
Ciara Ft Missy Elliott - 1,2 Step (Huh???)
Will you get married?
this love - Maroon 5 (Ok.. BAD NEWS MAN)
What is your best friend’s theme song?
Indescribable - Avalon (Ok.. what's a Christian song doing here siah..)
What is the story of your life?
Move For Freedom - Pulsedriver vs. Ole van Dansk (SO TRUE MAN..)
What was high school like?
Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children - The Ultimate One Winged Angel Remix (WTH is this?!?!)
How can you get ahead in life?
Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own - U2 (Ok this is kinda true..)
What is the best thing about your friends?
Liar Liar - Various Artists (My friends are LIARS?!?! Ok.. since this is a techno song..lets forget it..)
What is in store for this weekend?
Silent All These Years - Sun Yan Zi (Huh? Huh? Huh?)
What song describes you?
Right About Now - (Gaudino & Jerma Remix) (Ok.. so lame..)
To describe your grandparents?
Someday - SugarRay (Hmm.. this gets me thinking)
How is your life going?
Guns N' Roses - Sweet Child Of Mine (Dunno what the crap this means..)
What song will they play at your funeral?
Cleaning Out My Closet - Eminem (Hey this really is the song.. don't laugh)..
How does the world see you?
BORN TO BE ALIVE - (ORIGINAL RADIO MIX) (Ok.. i'm not gg to try to make this song name seem right. so lets move on..)
Will you have a happy life?
Take Me Out - Franz Ferdinand (Dorts..)
What do your friends really think of you?
Stay with Me - Various Artists (Ok.. dunno who the singers of this song are.. some boy band lah.. Weird answer to the question anyway..)
Do people secretly lust after you?
Crazy Baby ( Extended Mix) Fantasy Project (Weird.. Weird.. Weird..)
How can I make myself happy?
Quiet Night C.E.73 (Dunno.. some jap song.. Maybe it means spend a quiet night with myself? BORING..)
What should you do with your life?
I Swear - All-4-One (Swear.. -.-")
Will you ever have children?
Fallen - Sarah McLachlan (And, out of pure coincidence, my first and last song are exactly the same.. very interesting..)
You know.. i just realised something.. I haven't been posting much about my poly coursemates.. My postings are always involving things outside..
Well, one things certain, there's just too much CRUSADE lately this year in all of my posts.. I have gotta stop this nonsense..
I mean. i have been posting more abt that organisation than those "active", "spiritually filled", "holy" leaders do.. This does not make any sense man..
And then all of a sudden every other "active" Crusader has jumped into this blogging craze.. BORING.. All their blogs are updated for a short while and then left at one corner to collect dust.. I hate this kind of blogs.. All act smart try to get a blog.. But, after a few irregular postings, they start getting lazy to update.. Like this must as well don't have a blog.. Waste the blog name and clutter up the blogosphere only.. =.="
And don't try to comment abt whatever objection you have to my remarks if YOU do not have the discipline to keep an updated blog.. Like they say.. Keep YOUR comments to yourself..
You know sth.. I've started to become Anti-Crusade.. Just like my Church's stance.. And, instead of encouraging ppl to join Crusade, i can now give you a 101 good reasons why you should steer clear from it..
I think i shall soon become the Singapore Campus Crusade's no 1 debunker if this keeps up..
Ok.. now.. the MAIN TOPIC of the day.. *drum roll*
Its about.. -----> POLY LIFE..
A brief overview of my life in Sp so far.
1. Use one word to describe your poly life so far.
Ans: Boring.
2. What did you expect Poly life to be like before you entered Sp?
Ans: Clubbing.. Clubbing.. Clubbing..
3. Do you enjoy your Sp life currently?
Ans: *coughs* *coughs* No way.. Its boring man..
4. What was your biggest regret ever since coming into Sp.
Ans: Wasting my time inside Campus Crusade..
5. What was one thing you have benefitted since entering Sp.
Ans: Coming back into God's family..
6. Rate you current poly life according to the ideal Poly life meter. 10 being the best.. 1 being the worst.
Ans: 4
7. If you could go back in time and start all over, which poly would you choose?
Ans: Still SP..
8. If you could go back in time and start all over, which poly course would you choose?
Ans: Definitely not the DIT course i am currently taking.. Hmm.. maybe Logistics Management in Sp biz sch or Maritime Transportation Management in Sp Maritime sch..
9. If you could go back in time and start all over, What would you do/do more in Poly.
Ans: Chilling more with friends outside.. Making more friends in Sp.. Studying harder so as not to become what am i now.. ---> a forward student.. *shudders*.. Joining a "COOLER CCA"..
10. What are your goals after Poly?
Ans: University.. Preferably NTU..
This GOES out to all my course peeps out there.. YOU GUYS ROCK.. Poly life will definitely not be the same without you all.. *Definitely* =.="
--to be continued--
OK.. Lets talk abt today.. I am very disturbed by today's chain of events and i just wish to blog it down.. What did i do today?
Morning - Mugging at Home.. (Well, for the first time, i've been hitting the books and studying hard for my future)
Afternoon - Went Science centre for Job Briefing..(Which i'm not pleased about)
Evening - Helped tutor a friend in his weaker module.. (Been doing this for quite a few friends already)
Night - Msn and surfing the net..(Which includes writing this post..)
But what i wish to talk abt is this.. The science centre briefing.. Hmm.. Just what do i have to say abt it?? Well, when my friends and i went there for the briefing, i had to be so unlucky as to chance upon another Crusader gg for it too..
I am really very pissed with so many ppl inside Crusade, and when i try my best to avoid that damned organisation,along with those ppl inside, i still see them everywhere.. this is not fair man!!
Why can't they just confine themselves inside Crusade and continue "fellowshipping" with their "close-knit" group of "brothers" and 'sisters"??
I'm very sure this brings about great satisfaction in their lives along with the clouding of their minds so much that they do not realise the urgency of spreading the Gospel.. Let them live their disillusioned lives.. Let me live mine..
I know that due to anger, i may not be making much sense now.. But i was wondering.. God!! Why am i being "tortured" like this?? Why aren't they paying for whatever they have done?!?! Why hasn't this cause and effect thing that i've always believed in come into the picture?? Why am i the one having to feel such hurt..
"These eyes have seen no conviction.. Just lies and more contradiction.. So tell me what would you say? I'd say its time too late.." - Sum41
And sometimes, i just cannot restrain myself and i will most probably turn completely vulgar.. I've taken steps to control this, and i've even asked my friends to watch out for me, just as i would for them..
But, taking a step back, i'm also looking at how i've turned hypocritical.. How i've begun to judge others based on their flaws and not based on their merits.. How i've failed to understand that they too have hurts..
Well, i tried my very best to be friendly to her, but deep down inside, i just wanted to avoid her as much as possible.. I just didn't wish to communicate with her in any way.. Maybe its my way of saying.. ----> "I'm sorry Crusade, its over.. I never wish to associate or have anything to do with you ever again"..
I guess it was further aggrevated by how our friendship was reduced to simple greetings each time we met.. So much that i just feel uncomfortable talking to her whenever i talk to her at all.. I mean.. What's the point of being friends if you can't even hold simple conversations with each other?? Yeah, i'm sure you get my point..
But the thing is.. i was really quite affected by her presence.. As i was sitting down awaiting my turn to be called, i watched as how my friends slowly departed into different groups, leaving me as the only one of our group left along with several other people in the briefing room. It was very disturbing.. as my friends were assigned in their respective job posts together, leaving me to fend for myself alongside the other students..
As i was waiting for my turn to be assigned, i was in deep thought.. God's plan for my life was starting to make me very very confused and i was affected by lots of things that he has planned out for me..
Maybe this is truly his way of moulding me into a person with Chirst-like character. But, i'm just so hurt beyond words.. I've always felt like giving up this race. I've always felt like it was pointless to go on.. I've always felt i wasn't good enough to be used by God to do his will.. And it doesn't help that there are so many Christians out there who aren't encouraging, but instead displaying themselves so negatively that it just stumbles other's faith..
Well,as the time flew by, i was very worried that the ppl in charge would assign me to a job post alongside her.. just wasn't ready to talk or associate with any of those Crusader's who have hurt me before..
But, thanfully, i was posted in a different position.. One that will have me running around the entire science centre trying to gather info and typing stuff etc.. But,that does not mean i won't see her again while working.. I took up this job basically to occupy my time, pay my debts and also to forget abt Crusade.. I guess this just seems to be another impossible notion in my life..
Well, I 'm not sure what God expects from me.. But i sure know that i need to read his word daily and get right with him first.. i need the Lord to speak to me and guide me according to what he knows best for my life.
The Lord is my sheperd.. I am but his humble servant, following his orders.. It is a great honour and privilege to be able to serve him.. Thank you Lord for all the things you have done in my life..
After leaving Crusade for quite some time, i am now free.. I've had more time with my friends, and i've also had more time to do the things i wanna do.. I'm also seriously thinking of serving in my Church.. I've never experienced freedom so sweet.
Well.. my Pastor's call to the youth to serve in Church couldn't have happened at a better time, as i was already out of Crusade.. If there was a chance to serve in Church, and if God wills me to, i would trust God and take that step of faith to serve him in whatever ministry he calls me to..
I'm slowly getting back upon my feet, after being crushed spiritually in Crusade.. I hope that i will continue to seek God and be more Christ Like in everything i do.. This are just not words meant to please men, but words that come from the bottom of my heart, to my Lord and Savior..
"Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called sons of God." - Matthew 5:9
As i tutor my classmates in their weak subjects, so as to prevent them from failing their modules, i begin to agree more and more that our studies can be used to glorify God.. Imagine.. we can continue to be a good testimony to our friends, just by helping them in their studies..
Its not about getting A's or being the best in class.. I mean.. so what if you are the best? This are just temporary victories that will only give us happiness in our lives for no more than a few days.. It just won't fill the emptiness in our lives..
If you are a top student but act so stuck-up like some of my friends do and just refuse to help out your fellow classmates when they are weaker in that subject, then i can tell you that these people are no better than proud arrogant and selfish bastards.. If they keep playing this "pushing of responsibility" around each other in helping the weaker classmates, and always act as if they have no time for their classmates, then what kind of friends are they??
My friends i coached have said that they have learnt far more within the few hours i spend coaching them, then they ever could have studying on their own.. This in its own way, has encouraged me further to really perservere through my studies for God..
No more am i concerned about mudane things in life.. This all seem so unimportant than glorifying God's name and pursuing my goals to go to University.. Lord.. I thank you once again for all you've done for me.. May my actions continue to be pleasing unto you.. Amen. =)
Damn!! I've been studying so much that i want to faint.. Too much info in my head thank you.. I've been forcing myself to read the books and do the past yr papers.. (I've done amost ALL of each of my modules past yr papers btw..) From 2001-2006.. Its TORTURE man!! But what to do.. i wanna aim for my A's..
Okok... i know tht this is a far cry from my times in year 1.. Where i was busy slacking away and skipping classes like nobodies business.. Which, if i'm not wrong was very bad.. I still remember being the 2nd best in skipping classes.. haha? And, i'm so proud of it? zzzzzzz..
And well, back then, i was fighting to PASS.. and also not to be the last in class.. hahahaha. those were the days.. (of famine and darkness and sword.. still we are the voices in the desert crying.. prepare ye the name of the lord)
Alright.. besides studying, i have seen impossible things happen at home.. Who would have guessed that my mum will ever start touching a Christian book ever again?!?!
Nope, its not the bible.. its this book titled ("A Christian approach to Chinese traditions an beliefs" - Daniel Tong) OH MY GOSH!! Simply Amazing..
Also, my Laptop is filled with Spyware.. Its lagging my lappy, giving me internet problems,causing me to be unable to view blogs properly.. downlod stuff, get popups everytime i surf the net...etc.. Oh well, the usuals.. I mean, its not just one spyware.. its a whole lot of them!! OH MY GOSH.. One day after the sem exams i'm going to have to reformat this whole damned lappy..
And now for some totally random propoganda..
Lets add to the drama of the pictures..
George W. Bush sat down one day on daddy's lap and said "Daddy, I'm president. I want to go to war." Daddy Bush (George H.W. Bush) said "Well you have to have a good reason to go to war, son." George Jr. said "Well daddy I don't have a good reason." George Sr. said "Well have to make one then." "Well since I didn't quite get Saddam Hussein last time, let's get him this time." George Jr. said "Ooh Daddy, Oh Daddy heh what a great idea!!" Let's say that Saddam has weapons of mass destructions, we'll call 'em "WMD's". "We'll convince Congress with falsified intelligence with the help of our British friends and the CIA." "Then we'll head 'em up and move 'em out son." Goody! Goody! Daddy, you're the best.!!!"
--to be continued--
Yesterday 13 aug.. Hmm.. quite eventful.. mostly coz it was my Dad's bday..Usually i would not give a care abt blogging abt such mudane issues surrounding my daily life, but i've decided to do so mostly out of boredom..
BUT, my family had some issues and some quarrels etc during tht day too.. to cut a long story short, i shall not talk abt this.. Rather, i shall talk abt the dinner i had with my dad and my bro at one of Singapore's best hotels?
If i'm not wrong, its Furama hotel.. Well, we went to its Japanese themed resturant, named "Square".. I still cannot understand why they named it Square.. The entire resturant space was everywhere, and its not even close to looking like part of a Square..
I mean, for a resturant, Square sounds so boring.. zzzzz.. I bet none of you Guys have ever heard of it..
Hahaha.. its also the first time i have heard of it too.. BUT HEY!! Guess the surprising thing!! THAT resturant was voted the BEST resturant in Singapore in year 2005!!
Its not given to any one of the resturants in Orchard, or the hotels near it, BUT some Hotel in the area leading to SGH!! WTH!! Truthfully speaking, the exterior of the hotel has much to be desired.. it looks so old, and there's a nightclub (which looks exactly like one of those flashy nightclubs in Geylang) next to it... No one could ever guess that right inside it houses some way cool facilities.. Take the lounge for example..
The chairs were awesome.. And that wide screen TV situated at the lounge (that could have been used to screen the world cup) was just to die for!!
Ok.. now back to that resturant.. They have buffets for lunch and dinner.. And it cost 22 dollars pax.. But, Its VERY easy to get your money's worth.. Take my bro (who has visited that resturant for so many times) for
example..
He recommended i fill my plate with -----> Raw Salmon.. Its expensive, but its also free flow!! And everytime i went about choosing my food, i would ask him if they were expensive before taking it.. Then i went for sushi..
Jellyfish.. etc.. and there was this chocolate fountain there too.. I was in food heaven.. =) Ok, then here comes the fun part of my dinner there.. At ard 9 plus, guess which distinguished guests chose to pop by for a meal at the resturant?
Ok.. remember all those advertisements abt dunno what teams from NBA coming to SG for some competitions at the indoor stadium? Well, one of those teams was there!! HOLY CRAP!! I mean.. not because they were there, but because they were FREAKING TALL!! I was hardly even near their shoulders man!! And when my Dad asked the management where they were from, we were told they were from Angola. Hmm.. must be some country in South Africa i suppose.. But OH MY GOSH!! They were giants man!!
Ok.. shall end my posting here.. back to studies.. boring.. zzzzz..
Ok.. so its the time of the year where i just feel damn SICK of blogging.. it happened last year.. its happening again.. alright.. exams are coming soon.. gosh.. ok.. lets begin with a totally random overview of things that has happened in my life currently.. (I have no time to write and elaborate abt everything)
(This is not in order..)
Festival Of Praise - Totally wrong.. the spiritual climate was bad.
(No elaboration.. no time)
ASSIGNMENT Submissions..
Exam Studying..
Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male
Your brain is a healthy
mix of male and female
You are both
sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable,
you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to
wear your heart on your sleeve
Your Hidden Talent
You have the natural talent
of rocking the boat,
thwarting the system.
And while this may not
seem big, it can be.
It's people like you who serve
as the catalysts to
major cultural changes.
You're just a bit behind the scenes,
so no one really notices.
Your Career Type: Enterprising
You are engertic,
ambitious, and sociable.
Your talents lie in politics,
leading people, and selling things
or ideas.
You would make an excellent:
Auctioneer - Bank President
- Camp Director
City Manager - Judge -
Lawyer
Recreation Leader - Real Estate Agent
- Sales Person
School Principal - Travel Agent
- TV Newscaster
The worst career options for
your are investigative careers,
like mathematician or architect.
You Are a Visual Learner
You tend to remember
what you see,
and you have a
good eye for aesthetics.
You excel at art, design,
and computer programming.
You would be an excellent
film director - or the
next Bill Gates!
Your World View
You are a happy,
well-balanced person
who likes people
and is liked by others.
You question whether many
conventional views on morality
are valid under all
circumstances.
You are essentially a content person.
Sometimes, you
consider yourself a l
ittle superior.
You are moral by your
own standards.
You believe that morality
is what best suits the occasion.
What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are very passionate and
quite temperamental.
While you can be moody,
you always crave comfort.
You are a grounded person,
but you also leave room for
imagination and dreams.
You feet may be on the ground,
but you're head is in the clouds.
You see yourself with pretty
objective eyes.
How you view yourself is almost
exactly how other people view you.
Your near future is a lot like
the present, and as far as
you're concerned,
that's a very good thing.
For you, falling in love
has never been easy.
You can only fall for someone
who is very patient and persistent.
Your Seduction Style: Prized Object
The seduction game you play is
tried, true, and still effective:
hard to get.
You know that the best seducers
turn the tables -
and get their crush to seduce them.
The one running has the power,
and you're a challenge that
is worth the chase.
You are a master of enticing
and pulling back.
Giving a little and
taking some away.
You are controlled enough to know
rewards come after a
long seduction dance.
Even though you want to call, email,
or say "I love you" first - you don't!
You're style is the perfect mix of
hot and cold - so much
so that you have many suitors.
Think Holly Golightly from
Breakfast at Tiffany's ...
or any of those creepy guys
from the Bachelor.
You're skilled at inspiring a chase.
The real test is picking
the person to slow down for.
Your Blogging Type Is Thoughtful and Considerate
You're a well liked, though
underrated, blogger.
You have a heart of gold,
and are likely to blog for a cause.
You're a peaceful blogger
- no drama for you!
A good listener and friend,
you tend to leave thoughtful
comments for others.
Your Political Profile:Overall: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Social Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Ethics: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Defense and Crime: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
You Are 21 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart.
You still have an optimistic life view
- and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart.
You question authority and are still
trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart.
You feel excited about what's to come...
love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart.
You've had a taste of success and true love,
but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult.
You've been through most of the
ups and downs of life already.
Now you get to sit back and relax.
Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 28%
It's not likely you'll become a
multimillionaire, though could happen.
You sometimes save money and work hard -
but you don't like to do it!
You Are Likely an Only Child
At your darkest moments,
you feel frustrated.
At work and school,
you do best when you're organizing.
When you love someone,
you tend to worry about them.
In friendship,
you are emotional and sympathetic.
Your ideal careers are:
radio announcer, finance,
teaching, ministry, and management.
You will leave your mark on the world
with organizational leadership,
maybe as the author of self-help books.
SARAH MCLACHLAN LYRICS
Fallen
Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
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[x] WorldWildlifeFund For Nature
[x] SPCA
[x] Cat Welfare Society
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[x] who lives near you
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[x]Christine(Chc)
[x]Derrick
[x]Alvin
[x]Alvin (spccc)
[x]Cuz Dawn
[x]Guoxiong
[x]Tze Wei(JUDGE)
[x]Cindy
[x]Vammy
[x]Stevanus
[x]Yik Shu Xek
[x]Wilson
[x]Fang Zheng
[x]Davin
[x]Azlan
[x]Fook Yuan
[x]YuXiang
[x]LeeMin
[x]Cara
[x]Yung Sheng
[x]Yong Xun
[x]Jian Yi
[x]Siling
[x]Amy
[x]Daryl
[x]Wen Fang
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[x]Fiona
[x]Daniel
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[x]Angela
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There are just so many things going on around my mind right now.. My semester exams have just passed, leaving me free to do the things i want to do once again.. I am very relieved to have finished all 3 of my papers, although i have to admit that i am only confident in 2 of them..
Well, i was hoping to get a A, or at least a B for each of my modules undertaken this sem.. I guess i will not be seeing it in the module i took yesterday.. It was totally dissapointing.. And, i feel so cheated by my module lecturer..
Hardly anything came out from the study guide he posted on the blackboard.. The study guide had great emphasis select pages in the different chpts.. This, plus the fact that only the later few chpts were to be for short answer questions. The earlier few chpts were reserved solely for MCQS..
Or so we thought..
It was only during the exam that i finally realised one thing.. I was alla lie.. I was very frustrated during the exam.. I guess you could say that my mind was a complete blank for quite a few questions..
Alright.. so what of my coursemates?? Within one hr more than half the class was gone.. Giving up their papers and slamming the doors on their way out.. Well, i did the same.. My final act of defiance towards that lecturer for doing what he did to me..
This sem is quite different from the other sems that i undertook.. I am studying so much better than the previous sems.. Ok.. i was a slacker in the past 2 sems.. I'm guilty, but that does not mean i'm down and out..
A random recollection of my life this sem..
- My hair was brown.. But the colour faded away so much that only the underside of my fringe was coloured in the very end.. And, when i look at it, i get the feeling that it's like multiple strands of copper wire..
- Exams are over but its SO different from the last sem sch break.. The last sch break, i had enough money to dye my hair.. Enough money to buy my stuff.. But.. this time, i'm totally broke.. This means, no contact lenses or hair dye.. Hey, i've been enduring black hair and wearing my specs for almost an entire semester ok!! When will this end??
- I'm trying hard to promote environmental/social/activism etc. everwhere.. Hey.. its a worthwhile cause.. And this is what most of my blog stands up for.. I'm rying to see changes everwhere.. In ending world hunger.. In seeing climate changes.. In helping the refugees..whatever..
- I've finally overcome my infatuation problem.. Or so i think.. After so long, i'm so glad i took a stand and avoided the problem..
- I've become more hardworking this sem? My gosh.. Amazing.. Simply amazing..
And, this is for those who view my blog but don't tag.. Please tag.. I'm not desperate or anything.. But, it would be nice if you responded to how you feel after reading my postings.. Hope to see your post in my tag box yeah.. Peace out.
Got this from a friends blog.. and i'm happy to say tht i'm officially 8 more postings to my 200th post.. Cool.. and, i'm sad to say that CRAP.. i missed both the 2 wilber pan mini concerts tht i wanted to go.. One is coz no tickets.. the other is coz my church got in the way.. by the time i came, i think all the action was over..
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
How are you feeling today?
Fallen - Sarah McLachlan (Kinda true..)
Will you get far in life?
I Don't Know - Heart Attack + Interesting.. =/
How do your friends see you?
Ciara Ft Missy Elliott - 1,2 Step (Huh???)
Will you get married?
this love - Maroon 5 (Ok.. BAD NEWS MAN)
What is your best friend’s theme song?
Indescribable - Avalon (Ok.. what's a Christian song doing here siah..)
What is the story of your life?
Move For Freedom - Pulsedriver vs. Ole van Dansk (SO TRUE MAN..)
What was high school like?
Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children - The Ultimate One Winged Angel Remix (WTH is this?!?!)
How can you get ahead in life?
Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own - U2 (Ok this is kinda true..)
What is the best thing about your friends?
Liar Liar - Various Artists (My friends are LIARS?!?! Ok.. since this is a techno song..lets forget it..)
What is in store for this weekend?
Silent All These Years - Sun Yan Zi (Huh? Huh? Huh?)
What song describes you?
Right About Now - (Gaudino & Jerma Remix) (Ok.. so lame..)
To describe your grandparents?
Someday - SugarRay (Hmm.. this gets me thinking)
How is your life going?
Guns N' Roses - Sweet Child Of Mine (Dunno what the crap this means..)
What song will they play at your funeral?
Cleaning Out My Closet - Eminem (Hey this really is the song.. don't laugh)..
How does the world see you?
BORN TO BE ALIVE - (ORIGINAL RADIO MIX) (Ok.. i'm not gg to try to make this song name seem right. so lets move on..)
Will you have a happy life?
Take Me Out - Franz Ferdinand (Dorts..)
What do your friends really think of you?
Stay with Me - Various Artists (Ok.. dunno who the singers of this song are.. some boy band lah.. Weird answer to the question anyway..)
Do people secretly lust after you?
Crazy Baby ( Extended Mix) Fantasy Project (Weird.. Weird.. Weird..)
How can I make myself happy?
Quiet Night C.E.73 (Dunno.. some jap song.. Maybe it means spend a quiet night with myself? BORING..)
What should you do with your life?
I Swear - All-4-One (Swear.. -.-")
Will you ever have children?
Fallen - Sarah McLachlan (And, out of pure coincidence, my first and last song are exactly the same.. very interesting..)
You know.. i just realised something.. I haven't been posting much about my poly coursemates.. My postings are always involving things outside..
Well, one things certain, there's just too much CRUSADE lately this year in all of my posts.. I have gotta stop this nonsense..
I mean. i have been posting more abt that organisation than those "active", "spiritually filled", "holy" leaders do.. This does not make any sense man..
And then all of a sudden every other "active" Crusader has jumped into this blogging craze.. BORING.. All their blogs are updated for a short while and then left at one corner to collect dust.. I hate this kind of blogs.. All act smart try to get a blog.. But, after a few irregular postings, they start getting lazy to update.. Like this must as well don't have a blog.. Waste the blog name and clutter up the blogosphere only.. =.="
And don't try to comment abt whatever objection you have to my remarks if YOU do not have the discipline to keep an updated blog.. Like they say.. Keep YOUR comments to yourself..
You know sth.. I've started to become Anti-Crusade.. Just like my Church's stance.. And, instead of encouraging ppl to join Crusade, i can now give you a 101 good reasons why you should steer clear from it..
I think i shall soon become the Singapore Campus Crusade's no 1 debunker if this keeps up..
Ok.. now.. the MAIN TOPIC of the day.. *drum roll*
Its about.. -----> POLY LIFE..
A brief overview of my life in Sp so far.
1. Use one word to describe your poly life so far.
Ans: Boring.
2. What did you expect Poly life to be like before you entered Sp?
Ans: Clubbing.. Clubbing.. Clubbing..
3. Do you enjoy your Sp life currently?
Ans: *coughs* *coughs* No way.. Its boring man..
4. What was your biggest regret ever since coming into Sp.
Ans: Wasting my time inside Campus Crusade..
5. What was one thing you have benefitted since entering Sp.
Ans: Coming back into God's family..
6. Rate you current poly life according to the ideal Poly life meter. 10 being the best.. 1 being the worst.
Ans: 4
7. If you could go back in time and start all over, which poly would you choose?
Ans: Still SP..
8. If you could go back in time and start all over, which poly course would you choose?
Ans: Definitely not the DIT course i am currently taking.. Hmm.. maybe Logistics Management in Sp biz sch or Maritime Transportation Management in Sp Maritime sch..
9. If you could go back in time and start all over, What would you do/do more in Poly.
Ans: Chilling more with friends outside.. Making more friends in Sp.. Studying harder so as not to become what am i now.. ---> a forward student.. *shudders*.. Joining a "COOLER CCA"..
10. What are your goals after Poly?
Ans: University.. Preferably NTU..
This GOES out to all my course peeps out there.. YOU GUYS ROCK.. Poly life will definitely not be the same without you all.. *Definitely* =.="
--to be continued--
OK.. Lets talk abt today.. I am very disturbed by today's chain of events and i just wish to blog it down.. What did i do today?
Morning - Mugging at Home.. (Well, for the first time, i've been hitting the books and studying hard for my future)
Afternoon - Went Science centre for Job Briefing..(Which i'm not pleased about)
Evening - Helped tutor a friend in his weaker module.. (Been doing this for quite a few friends already)
Night - Msn and surfing the net..(Which includes writing this post..)
But what i wish to talk abt is this.. The science centre briefing.. Hmm.. Just what do i have to say abt it?? Well, when my friends and i went there for the briefing, i had to be so unlucky as to chance upon another Crusader gg for it too..
I am really very pissed with so many ppl inside Crusade, and when i try my best to avoid that damned organisation,along with those ppl inside, i still see them everywhere.. this is not fair man!!
Why can't they just confine themselves inside Crusade and continue "fellowshipping" with their "close-knit" group of "brothers" and 'sisters"??
I'm very sure this brings about great satisfaction in their lives along with the clouding of their minds so much that they do not realise the urgency of spreading the Gospel.. Let them live their disillusioned lives.. Let me live mine..
I know that due to anger, i may not be making much sense now.. But i was wondering.. God!! Why am i being "tortured" like this?? Why aren't they paying for whatever they have done?!?! Why hasn't this cause and effect thing that i've always believed in come into the picture?? Why am i the one having to feel such hurt..
"These eyes have seen no conviction.. Just lies and more contradiction.. So tell me what would you say? I'd say its time too late.." - Sum41
And sometimes, i just cannot restrain myself and i will most probably turn completely vulgar.. I've taken steps to control this, and i've even asked my friends to watch out for me, just as i would for them..
But, taking a step back, i'm also looking at how i've turned hypocritical.. How i've begun to judge others based on their flaws and not based on their merits.. How i've failed to understand that they too have hurts..
Well, i tried my very best to be friendly to her, but deep down inside, i just wanted to avoid her as much as possible.. I just didn't wish to communicate with her in any way.. Maybe its my way of saying.. ----> "I'm sorry Crusade, its over.. I never wish to associate or have anything to do with you ever again"..
I guess it was further aggrevated by how our friendship was reduced to simple greetings each time we met.. So much that i just feel uncomfortable talking to her whenever i talk to her at all.. I mean.. What's the point of being friends if you can't even hold simple conversations with each other?? Yeah, i'm sure you get my point..
But the thing is.. i was really quite affected by her presence.. As i was sitting down awaiting my turn to be called, i watched as how my friends slowly departed into different groups, leaving me as the only one of our group left along with several other people in the briefing room. It was very disturbing.. as my friends were assigned in their respective job posts together, leaving me to fend for myself alongside the other students..
As i was waiting for my turn to be assigned, i was in deep thought.. God's plan for my life was starting to make me very very confused and i was affected by lots of things that he has planned out for me..
Maybe this is truly his way of moulding me into a person with Chirst-like character. But, i'm just so hurt beyond words.. I've always felt like giving up this race. I've always felt like it was pointless to go on.. I've always felt i wasn't good enough to be used by God to do his will.. And it doesn't help that there are so many Christians out there who aren't encouraging, but instead displaying themselves so negatively that it just stumbles other's faith..
Well,as the time flew by, i was very worried that the ppl in charge would assign me to a job post alongside her.. just wasn't ready to talk or associate with any of those Crusader's who have hurt me before..
But, thanfully, i was posted in a different position.. One that will have me running around the entire science centre trying to gather info and typing stuff etc.. But,that does not mean i won't see her again while working.. I took up this job basically to occupy my time, pay my debts and also to forget abt Crusade.. I guess this just seems to be another impossible notion in my life..
Well, I 'm not sure what God expects from me.. But i sure know that i need to read his word daily and get right with him first.. i need the Lord to speak to me and guide me according to what he knows best for my life.
The Lord is my sheperd.. I am but his humble servant, following his orders.. It is a great honour and privilege to be able to serve him.. Thank you Lord for all the things you have done in my life..
After leaving Crusade for quite some time, i am now free.. I've had more time with my friends, and i've also had more time to do the things i wanna do.. I'm also seriously thinking of serving in my Church.. I've never experienced freedom so sweet.
Well.. my Pastor's call to the youth to serve in Church couldn't have happened at a better time, as i was already out of Crusade.. If there was a chance to serve in Church, and if God wills me to, i would trust God and take that step of faith to serve him in whatever ministry he calls me to..
I'm slowly getting back upon my feet, after being crushed spiritually in Crusade.. I hope that i will continue to seek God and be more Christ Like in everything i do.. This are just not words meant to please men, but words that come from the bottom of my heart, to my Lord and Savior..
"Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called sons of God." - Matthew 5:9
As i tutor my classmates in their weak subjects, so as to prevent them from failing their modules, i begin to agree more and more that our studies can be used to glorify God.. Imagine.. we can continue to be a good testimony to our friends, just by helping them in their studies..
Its not about getting A's or being the best in class.. I mean.. so what if you are the best? This are just temporary victories that will only give us happiness in our lives for no more than a few days.. It just won't fill the emptiness in our lives..
If you are a top student but act so stuck-up like some of my friends do and just refuse to help out your fellow classmates when they are weaker in that subject, then i can tell you that these people are no better than proud arrogant and selfish bastards.. If they keep playing this "pushing of responsibility" around each other in helping the weaker classmates, and always act as if they have no time for their classmates, then what kind of friends are they??
My friends i coached have said that they have learnt far more within the few hours i spend coaching them, then they ever could have studying on their own.. This in its own way, has encouraged me further to really perservere through my studies for God..
No more am i concerned about mudane things in life.. This all seem so unimportant than glorifying God's name and pursuing my goals to go to University.. Lord.. I thank you once again for all you've done for me.. May my actions continue to be pleasing unto you.. Amen. =)
Damn!! I've been studying so much that i want to faint.. Too much info in my head thank you.. I've been forcing myself to read the books and do the past yr papers.. (I've done amost ALL of each of my modules past yr papers btw..) From 2001-2006.. Its TORTURE man!! But what to do.. i wanna aim for my A's..
Okok... i know tht this is a far cry from my times in year 1.. Where i was busy slacking away and skipping classes like nobodies business.. Which, if i'm not wrong was very bad.. I still remember being the 2nd best in skipping classes.. haha? And, i'm so proud of it? zzzzzzz..
And well, back then, i was fighting to PASS.. and also not to be the last in class.. hahahaha. those were the days.. (of famine and darkness and sword.. still we are the voices in the desert crying.. prepare ye the name of the lord)
Alright.. besides studying, i have seen impossible things happen at home.. Who would have guessed that my mum will ever start touching a Christian book ever again?!?!
Nope, its not the bible.. its this book titled ("A Christian approach to Chinese traditions an beliefs" - Daniel Tong) OH MY GOSH!! Simply Amazing..
Also, my Laptop is filled with Spyware.. Its lagging my lappy, giving me internet problems,causing me to be unable to view blogs properly.. downlod stuff, get popups everytime i surf the net...etc.. Oh well, the usuals.. I mean, its not just one spyware.. its a whole lot of them!! OH MY GOSH.. One day after the sem exams i'm going to have to reformat this whole damned lappy..
And now for some totally random propoganda..
Lets add to the drama of the pictures..
George W. Bush sat down one day on daddy's lap and said "Daddy, I'm president. I want to go to war." Daddy Bush (George H.W. Bush) said "Well you have to have a good reason to go to war, son." George Jr. said "Well daddy I don't have a good reason." George Sr. said "Well have to make one then." "Well since I didn't quite get Saddam Hussein last time, let's get him this time." George Jr. said "Ooh Daddy, Oh Daddy heh what a great idea!!" Let's say that Saddam has weapons of mass destructions, we'll call 'em "WMD's". "We'll convince Congress with falsified intelligence with the help of our British friends and the CIA." "Then we'll head 'em up and move 'em out son." Goody! Goody! Daddy, you're the best.!!!"
--to be continued--
Yesterday 13 aug.. Hmm.. quite eventful.. mostly coz it was my Dad's bday..Usually i would not give a care abt blogging abt such mudane issues surrounding my daily life, but i've decided to do so mostly out of boredom..
BUT, my family had some issues and some quarrels etc during tht day too.. to cut a long story short, i shall not talk abt this.. Rather, i shall talk abt the dinner i had with my dad and my bro at one of Singapore's best hotels?
If i'm not wrong, its Furama hotel.. Well, we went to its Japanese themed resturant, named "Square".. I still cannot understand why they named it Square.. The entire resturant space was everywhere, and its not even close to looking like part of a Square..
I mean, for a resturant, Square sounds so boring.. zzzzz.. I bet none of you Guys have ever heard of it..
Hahaha.. its also the first time i have heard of it too.. BUT HEY!! Guess the surprising thing!! THAT resturant was voted the BEST resturant in Singapore in year 2005!!
Its not given to any one of the resturants in Orchard, or the hotels near it, BUT some Hotel in the area leading to SGH!! WTH!! Truthfully speaking, the exterior of the hotel has much to be desired.. it looks so old, and there's a nightclub (which looks exactly like one of those flashy nightclubs in Geylang) next to it... No one could ever guess that right inside it houses some way cool facilities.. Take the lounge for example..
The chairs were awesome.. And that wide screen TV situated at the lounge (that could have been used to screen the world cup) was just to die for!!
Ok.. now back to that resturant.. They have buffets for lunch and dinner.. And it cost 22 dollars pax.. But, Its VERY easy to get your money's worth.. Take my bro (who has visited that resturant for so many times) for
example..
He recommended i fill my plate with -----> Raw Salmon.. Its expensive, but its also free flow!! And everytime i went about choosing my food, i would ask him if they were expensive before taking it.. Then i went for sushi..
Jellyfish.. etc.. and there was this chocolate fountain there too.. I was in food heaven.. =) Ok, then here comes the fun part of my dinner there.. At ard 9 plus, guess which distinguished guests chose to pop by for a meal at the resturant?
Ok.. remember all those advertisements abt dunno what teams from NBA coming to SG for some competitions at the indoor stadium? Well, one of those teams was there!! HOLY CRAP!! I mean.. not because they were there, but because they were FREAKING TALL!! I was hardly even near their shoulders man!! And when my Dad asked the management where they were from, we were told they were from Angola. Hmm.. must be some country in South Africa i suppose.. But OH MY GOSH!! They were giants man!!
Ok.. shall end my posting here.. back to studies.. boring.. zzzzz..
Ok.. so its the time of the year where i just feel damn SICK of blogging.. it happened last year.. its happening again.. alright.. exams are coming soon.. gosh.. ok.. lets begin with a totally random overview of things that has happened in my life currently.. (I have no time to write and elaborate abt everything)
(This is not in order..)
Festival Of Praise - Totally wrong.. the spiritual climate was bad.
(No elaboration.. no time)
ASSIGNMENT Submissions..
Exam Studying..
Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male
Your brain is a healthy
mix of male and female
You are both
sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable,
you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to
wear your heart on your sleeve
Your Hidden Talent
You have the natural talent
of rocking the boat,
thwarting the system.
And while this may not
seem big, it can be.
It's people like you who serve
as the catalysts to
major cultural changes.
You're just a bit behind the scenes,
so no one really notices.
Your Career Type: Enterprising
You are engertic,
ambitious, and sociable.
Your talents lie in politics,
leading people, and selling things
or ideas.
You would make an excellent:
Auctioneer - Bank President
- Camp Director
City Manager - Judge -
Lawyer
Recreation Leader - Real Estate Agent
- Sales Person
School Principal - Travel Agent
- TV Newscaster
The worst career options for
your are investigative careers,
like mathematician or architect.
You Are a Visual Learner
You tend to remember
what you see,
and you have a
good eye for aesthetics.
You excel at art, design,
and computer programming.
You would be an excellent
film director - or the
next Bill Gates!
Your World View
You are a happy,
well-balanced person
who likes people
and is liked by others.
You question whether many
conventional views on morality
are valid under all
circumstances.
You are essentially a content person.
Sometimes, you
consider yourself a l
ittle superior.
You are moral by your
own standards.
You believe that morality
is what best suits the occasion.
What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are very passionate and
quite temperamental.
While you can be moody,
you always crave comfort.
You are a grounded person,
but you also leave room for
imagination and dreams.
You feet may be on the ground,
but you're head is in the clouds.
You see yourself with pretty
objective eyes.
How you view yourself is almost
exactly how other people view you.
Your near future is a lot like
the present, and as far as
you're concerned,
that's a very good thing.
For you, falling in love
has never been easy.
You can only fall for someone
who is very patient and persistent.
Your Seduction Style: Prized Object
The seduction game you play is
tried, true, and still effective:
hard to get.
You know that the best seducers
turn the tables -
and get their crush to seduce them.
The one running has the power,
and you're a challenge that
is worth the chase.
You are a master of enticing
and pulling back.
Giving a little and
taking some away.
You are controlled enough to know
rewards come after a
long seduction dance.
Even though you want to call, email,
or say "I love you" first - you don't!
You're style is the perfect mix of
hot and cold - so much
so that you have many suitors.
Think Holly Golightly from
Breakfast at Tiffany's ...
or any of those creepy guys
from the Bachelor.
You're skilled at inspiring a chase.
The real test is picking
the person to slow down for.
Your Blogging Type Is Thoughtful and Considerate
You're a well liked, though
underrated, blogger.
You have a heart of gold,
and are likely to blog for a cause.
You're a peaceful blogger
- no drama for you!
A good listener and friend,
you tend to leave thoughtful
comments for others.
Your Political Profile:Overall: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Social Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Ethics: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Defense and Crime: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
You Are 21 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart.
You still have an optimistic life view
- and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart.
You question authority and are still
trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart.
You feel excited about what's to come...
love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart.
You've had a taste of success and true love,
but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult.
You've been through most of the
ups and downs of life already.
Now you get to sit back and relax.
Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 28%
It's not likely you'll become a
multimillionaire, though could happen.
You sometimes save money and work hard -
but you don't like to do it!
You Are Likely an Only Child
At your darkest moments,
you feel frustrated.
At work and school,
you do best when you're organizing.
When you love someone,
you tend to worry about them.
In friendship,
you are emotional and sympathetic.
Your ideal careers are:
radio announcer, finance,
teaching, ministry, and management.
You will leave your mark on the world
with organizational leadership,
maybe as the author of self-help books.
SARAH MCLACHLAN LYRICS
Fallen
Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
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