Alright.. it seems awfully long since i last posted.. family problems are mostly solved.. and i also realised a few very impt things..
1. If you are willing to compromise, your family will also do the same.. (but you have to compromise first and thats the bad part.. hahaha)
2. Your parents are not out there to make your life difficult for you.. (they are usually just too overly concerned.. -.=")
3. Prayer works in a way even i cannot explain.. (2 words.. its awesome?)
4. I realised that prayer is always necessary when i'm facing problems.. (i should never had turned to my own strength.. asking for god's help is not the same as asking a favour from friends.. )
5. The actions that i do should only be for God alone.. not for anyone else.. (don't be lead astray by the world and choose to follow its ways)
6. I feel i am still leading a self directed life and not a christ directed one as i am still concerned about worldly things (like people's impression of me, trends.. etc.. )
7. I feel that i do not know God personally but only know of him as God.. (gotta work on this)
8. I realised that i need to fear the Lord instead of just regarding him as a friend.. (fear of lord = respect of him and having awe and reverence of him..)
9. I know that many actions in my daily actions in life are not pleasing to God and i should change that.. (hahaha.. this is gonna be the hard part.. =P)
Mostly, i'm gg to be posting in point form coz i dun have the time to keep 'spamming" in THIS blog anymore.. THIS BLOG = GOOD GAME LIAO LAH... =/
Who said that even though my family is having lots of problems it means there's no silver lining..
Bet yah all you'll never guess what news i have man..
cause i'm going with my family to Germany for the WORLD CUP!! (a 3 day Paris visit included)..
Woo Hoo!! I'm gg to visit places like the louvre muesuem.. that damn place where the plot of the Da-vinci code took place and so many other places like the Eiffel tower!! COOL RIGHT??
And its all thansk to my families friends in germany.. one german couple whohave no children and so get to enjoy their life like mad.. their house in germany is like so high tech lah.. got solar panels.. gardens.. etc.. ok in all its like 2 million net worth man!!
Ok.. i'm going to have to study like siao this sem.. coz the trip is like during my e-learning week and 2 week term break.. Hmm.. no choice.. have to forsake blogging and msn.. i'm gg to study like a mad dog man!! =)
After having so many family problems, and after having so many accusations and etc abt me turning bad or having a bad group of frens, i have decided on one simple thing.. I will never give in to them and accept any allowance.. i mean its CRAP.. why accept it when i know i am still gg to stand on further accusations that i use it to smoke etc.. F**KING BULLSHIT MAN..
My parents say they belive that i dun turn bad? HAHAHA.. they can tell my frens this.. but during conversations with me at home?? YEAH RIGHT!! They will say CRAP like i'm smoking.. turning bad.. hanging with a group of pai kia's.. etc.. they think i cannot survive without their money issit?? Must go to them and beg for cash?? WTF.. i am not going to do that man.. this is stupid SHIT.. and oh yah.. the family battle goes on..
Alright.. its now the first day of sch and i am now sitting for my java class.. but i have lots to CRAP out..
the past 2 weeks, i have been having lots of spiritual warfare.. ok i have to say that a lot of events at home (quarelling.. etc) were sparked coz of me.. but yesterday, i was accused of smoking by my family.. WTF.. dun feel like talking abt it rite now but its BULLSHIT!!
Ok.. wednesday i checked my class timetable and found to my atmost horror that i had an extra subject on wednesday, when i thought all along that my wednesdays should be free.. D= So well, i quickly checked my progress report to find out the name of that unknown subject and i was shocked to find that it was another GEM ( general elective module) !! i always thought that my nxt sem only need to take one GEM.. thats why, on the day of the GEM SELECTION, (the very first appointment allocated) i was so confident. i even double checked to see if i could get another GEM but when i tired, the sas system tell me to remove the GEM i selected first.. pfp..(personal financial planning) So i thought it was ok lorx..
I should have suspected there was more that meets the eye when my subjects for nxt sem only 4.. and plus my pfp is 5.. now i'm stuck with one stupid GEM called music, electronics and robots!! #%$%@#%!!! Kanasai!!
I wanna appeal fast siah!! In the science and technology option of the GEMS, (there are 3 options for gems..) so happens music electronics and robots falls under that option.. it adds no value to my studies.. and it has nothing to do with my IT course!! ITS TOTALLY UNRELATED CRAP!! and its one of those lame GEM modules!! I really want to appeal fr another GEM in that science and tech option.. ( In ur sp life u need to take min one GEM from each option) I took a GEM from the buisness option last sem and another this sem.. (pfp) GUYS!! please please pray that i can get mobile internet for my GEM this sem!!
OK.. sunday was a crap day for me.. after leaving my spccc dgl's church i went home and had to prepare to go to meet my church dgl.. Well, i thought we arranged to meet in church but oh crap.. Miscommunication ah!! He thoguht it was monday meet.. ok so it was my fault.. i guess i must have msged him typing "meet tml" instead of "meet today"..
Ok CRAP.. it was a stupid case of go there and come back.. didn't even feel like stopping at bukit timah shopping centre or any of the weird shops nearby.. family problems at home still not settled.. i stay to window shop for what..
So then this weird thign happened while i was on the bus back home.. this old lady was boarding the bus.. took an awfully long time to get her ez link card out of her back.. well, kept the queue at the back waiting.. (i was sitting at the seats that were sideways facing the ez link card machines btw) ok.. so she finally got her ez link card out and tapped.. then she procedded intot he bus looking for a seat..
one of the young mothers sittigng down immediately put her young toddler son onto her lap and moved aside for the old lady to sit.. I was like ok.. she's civic minded.. So the old lady was like quiet.. UNTIL IT WAS CLOSE TO THE END OF THE TRIP..
then she started to look at me and point at me continously and kept mouthing out words.. Ok i think she was trying to say why i did not let her have my seat.. but even that would have been so unreasonable coz the crowd kept moving in the bus and its like so not logical for me being the one to move.. besides, there was an empty seat next to me!!
Well, when she saw that she could get no attention, she went to touch the arm of this other guy seating across her.. then went to say the same thing.. but the guy ignored her quickly and after she turned away, he began to wipe the part of his arm that was touched by the old lady.. then, the old lady looked at me angrily again and then point finger and talk cock again.. -.="
Wah liao ehx!! I damn freaking scared of her lah!! She was freaking me out big time.. then when the bus reached Bkt Batok interchange she got out of her seat and advanced towards me.. I freaked out man!! Almost to the point that if she got any closer and did anythign funny, i would have raised my legs to defend myself.. She look like she want to pinch me and slap me siah.. Kana sai.. When the bus doors open i rushed out siah.. Crazy woman!!
The other passengers all think the same.. some even giggling and shaking their heads when they left the bus.. clearly mental dudes.. stay clear..
Hi all.. a new post for the coming new sem.. here's 2 photos with me inside which one of my campus crusade seniors took while we were attending the campus crusade freshmen chalet.. Well, good things must share right.. LOLX.. i post this pics coz i hardly have any updated pixs of myself.. well, my hairs highlighted brown.. but from the time this pix was taken till now, the colour has faded alot!! No thanks to that "Biolyn" shampoo i have been using!!
Schools starting soon and my gosh.. i have been posted to the mobile application option in my course. Its like all forward students will surely kena that lousy option. WTF.. i want the information systems option man!! that way year 3 got enough space to finish my forward module thing and then graduate in 3 years!!
Having lots of spiritual warfare inside of me so its shit..
Spiritual Gifts Test Results(adopted from the Ministry Tools Resource Center)
The Spiritual Gifts Test you just took asseses which of the seven gifts listed in Romans 12:6-8 you may have. Look at the list of gifts below and pick the gift, or two, in which you ranked the highest score. That gift(s) would probably be one of your primary gifts.
You can learn more about your gift by clicking on the word "define."
Print a copy of this page for your records.
Define Exhortation - 10
Define Giving - 6
Define Leadership - 10
Define Mercy - 10
Define Prophecy - 9
Define Service - 11
Define Teaching - 9
OK!! I'm back from my really tiring mission trip so its now time to write that REALLY LONG post i have promised..
Well, i had a posting i wanted to post at the starting of march but as i was publishing it, blogger kena some shit problem.. and now, its all gone.. -.-"
i was writing abt kids.. yes kids.. and how cute and adorable they are.. =P
Ok.. now back to the mission trip.. well i really wasn't having enough sleep weeks before my mission trip.. 2 weeks, to be exact.. and i was sibei exhausted before the trip began.. well, on the "friday" before my mission trip, (or so i thought that day was..) i was slacking at home, hoping to get some rest before the mission trip.. then the weirdest thing happened.. my cell grp leader called.. well, she called twice, but i wasn't there to pick up my hp.. was busy surfing the net.. then i decided to go rest.. checked my hp and saw the 2 miss calls.. so call back lorx.. then i ask her why she called me.. and she ask why i wasn't in church for cell grp.. I was like.. "HUH?!?! i thought today is friday!!" SIAO LIAO LAHX.. so bo bian lorx.. i went to church and cell grp..
The next day, (which i now know was a sunday..) i was rushing through the packing of my bag etc.. then there was a lot of spiritual warfare at home and i almost did not make it to my mission trip.. shall not elaborate on it though..
Ok.. so lets cut a long story short..
Basically.. the mission trip was OK.. until the last few days of my trip, where i suffered a huge identity crisis.. i was like so depressed.. and please.. i had no mood to share with any of the team how i felt.. alright, i guess i shall blog it down anyway..
Well, in matthew chpt 7 verses 1-5 it says :
1"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. 2For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. 3"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? 4How can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? 5You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye. see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.
Well, i had already read this verse many many times before but it struck me during the trip as i experienced what it was like to face objection because i trespassed against someone.. well.. that person may not realise what he/she was doing, but it sure hurt alot..
then it made me realise.. wasn't that what i usually did to many ppl? judging them.. commenting about them.. criticizing them.. hating them.. i soon realised that that what the bible said abt treating others how you wish others to treat you was SO TRUE...
Well, i struggled with controlling my hate and anger.. partly because my friend had done me no wrong and also because i was MOSTLY to blame..
soon, i just kinda sank into a mild depression.. coz i realised that it was SO HARD to follow a ministry based on love and forgiveness.. many times, during the trip, i kept enticipating the end of the trip.. i just wished the trip to end as soon as possible so that i could return to the world.. (if you're a christian, you would know what i mean..) i just had enough of associating with christians.. just missed my non-christian friends so much and wanted to hang + chill with them..
also, i just kept telling myself throughout the 2nd week of the trip that i wasn't a great team player.. a worthless nut in the team.. kept thinking how others were better and i also felt a bit different from the rest coz i felt i wasn't contributing on par with them.. made me feel like shit..
Then it made me realise sth.. how most of the current year 2 regular crusaders were st/sm.. and how it sort of takes up lots of their time that there isn't much to spare to bond with toehr crusaders.. well, i felt this way in crusade.. and yeah, i felt the same in throughout the end of the trip.. wtf.. i keep letting my feelings get in the way.. -.-"
Well, durign the trip, i also realised that my networking skilsss were terrible.. like shit.. coz atthe crusade headquarters where my team was staying.. i encountered things like a hub and switch and i didn't even know what they were until one of my team members, from the ict course told me.. WTF MAN!! Worse still, i thought the switch was a router coz it looked similar to the one i had at home.. -.-"
I study networking but i am like a noob to these things in real life.. CRAP.. if only my networking module had some practical parts of it!! Why did the chers have to remove that part of the module!! Now is like harm us only!!
Then during the trip, i keep seeing thigns like presidents challenge.. change the world.. be a youth etc..etc.. i tell u wad lah.. u wanna change the world?? SPREAD THE GOSPEL!!
..to be continued..
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Alright.. it seems awfully long since i last posted.. family problems are mostly solved.. and i also realised a few very impt things..
1. If you are willing to compromise, your family will also do the same.. (but you have to compromise first and thats the bad part.. hahaha)
2. Your parents are not out there to make your life difficult for you.. (they are usually just too overly concerned.. -.=")
3. Prayer works in a way even i cannot explain.. (2 words.. its awesome?)
4. I realised that prayer is always necessary when i'm facing problems.. (i should never had turned to my own strength.. asking for god's help is not the same as asking a favour from friends.. )
5. The actions that i do should only be for God alone.. not for anyone else.. (don't be lead astray by the world and choose to follow its ways)
6. I feel i am still leading a self directed life and not a christ directed one as i am still concerned about worldly things (like people's impression of me, trends.. etc.. )
7. I feel that i do not know God personally but only know of him as God.. (gotta work on this)
8. I realised that i need to fear the Lord instead of just regarding him as a friend.. (fear of lord = respect of him and having awe and reverence of him..)
9. I know that many actions in my daily actions in life are not pleasing to God and i should change that.. (hahaha.. this is gonna be the hard part.. =P)
Mostly, i'm gg to be posting in point form coz i dun have the time to keep 'spamming" in THIS blog anymore.. THIS BLOG = GOOD GAME LIAO LAH... =/
Who said that even though my family is having lots of problems it means there's no silver lining..
Bet yah all you'll never guess what news i have man..
cause i'm going with my family to Germany for the WORLD CUP!! (a 3 day Paris visit included)..
Woo Hoo!! I'm gg to visit places like the louvre muesuem.. that damn place where the plot of the Da-vinci code took place and so many other places like the Eiffel tower!! COOL RIGHT??
And its all thansk to my families friends in germany.. one german couple whohave no children and so get to enjoy their life like mad.. their house in germany is like so high tech lah.. got solar panels.. gardens.. etc.. ok in all its like 2 million net worth man!!
Ok.. i'm going to have to study like siao this sem.. coz the trip is like during my e-learning week and 2 week term break.. Hmm.. no choice.. have to forsake blogging and msn.. i'm gg to study like a mad dog man!! =)
After having so many family problems, and after having so many accusations and etc abt me turning bad or having a bad group of frens, i have decided on one simple thing.. I will never give in to them and accept any allowance.. i mean its CRAP.. why accept it when i know i am still gg to stand on further accusations that i use it to smoke etc.. F**KING BULLSHIT MAN..
My parents say they belive that i dun turn bad? HAHAHA.. they can tell my frens this.. but during conversations with me at home?? YEAH RIGHT!! They will say CRAP like i'm smoking.. turning bad.. hanging with a group of pai kia's.. etc.. they think i cannot survive without their money issit?? Must go to them and beg for cash?? WTF.. i am not going to do that man.. this is stupid SHIT.. and oh yah.. the family battle goes on..
Alright.. its now the first day of sch and i am now sitting for my java class.. but i have lots to CRAP out..
the past 2 weeks, i have been having lots of spiritual warfare.. ok i have to say that a lot of events at home (quarelling.. etc) were sparked coz of me.. but yesterday, i was accused of smoking by my family.. WTF.. dun feel like talking abt it rite now but its BULLSHIT!!
Ok.. wednesday i checked my class timetable and found to my atmost horror that i had an extra subject on wednesday, when i thought all along that my wednesdays should be free.. D= So well, i quickly checked my progress report to find out the name of that unknown subject and i was shocked to find that it was another GEM ( general elective module) !! i always thought that my nxt sem only need to take one GEM.. thats why, on the day of the GEM SELECTION, (the very first appointment allocated) i was so confident. i even double checked to see if i could get another GEM but when i tired, the sas system tell me to remove the GEM i selected first.. pfp..(personal financial planning) So i thought it was ok lorx..
I should have suspected there was more that meets the eye when my subjects for nxt sem only 4.. and plus my pfp is 5.. now i'm stuck with one stupid GEM called music, electronics and robots!! #%$%@#%!!! Kanasai!!
I wanna appeal fast siah!! In the science and technology option of the GEMS, (there are 3 options for gems..) so happens music electronics and robots falls under that option.. it adds no value to my studies.. and it has nothing to do with my IT course!! ITS TOTALLY UNRELATED CRAP!! and its one of those lame GEM modules!! I really want to appeal fr another GEM in that science and tech option.. ( In ur sp life u need to take min one GEM from each option) I took a GEM from the buisness option last sem and another this sem.. (pfp) GUYS!! please please pray that i can get mobile internet for my GEM this sem!!
OK.. sunday was a crap day for me.. after leaving my spccc dgl's church i went home and had to prepare to go to meet my church dgl.. Well, i thought we arranged to meet in church but oh crap.. Miscommunication ah!! He thoguht it was monday meet.. ok so it was my fault.. i guess i must have msged him typing "meet tml" instead of "meet today"..
Ok CRAP.. it was a stupid case of go there and come back.. didn't even feel like stopping at bukit timah shopping centre or any of the weird shops nearby.. family problems at home still not settled.. i stay to window shop for what..
So then this weird thign happened while i was on the bus back home.. this old lady was boarding the bus.. took an awfully long time to get her ez link card out of her back.. well, kept the queue at the back waiting.. (i was sitting at the seats that were sideways facing the ez link card machines btw) ok.. so she finally got her ez link card out and tapped.. then she procedded intot he bus looking for a seat..
one of the young mothers sittigng down immediately put her young toddler son onto her lap and moved aside for the old lady to sit.. I was like ok.. she's civic minded.. So the old lady was like quiet.. UNTIL IT WAS CLOSE TO THE END OF THE TRIP..
then she started to look at me and point at me continously and kept mouthing out words.. Ok i think she was trying to say why i did not let her have my seat.. but even that would have been so unreasonable coz the crowd kept moving in the bus and its like so not logical for me being the one to move.. besides, there was an empty seat next to me!!
Well, when she saw that she could get no attention, she went to touch the arm of this other guy seating across her.. then went to say the same thing.. but the guy ignored her quickly and after she turned away, he began to wipe the part of his arm that was touched by the old lady.. then, the old lady looked at me angrily again and then point finger and talk cock again.. -.="
Wah liao ehx!! I damn freaking scared of her lah!! She was freaking me out big time.. then when the bus reached Bkt Batok interchange she got out of her seat and advanced towards me.. I freaked out man!! Almost to the point that if she got any closer and did anythign funny, i would have raised my legs to defend myself.. She look like she want to pinch me and slap me siah.. Kana sai.. When the bus doors open i rushed out siah.. Crazy woman!!
The other passengers all think the same.. some even giggling and shaking their heads when they left the bus.. clearly mental dudes.. stay clear..
Hi all.. a new post for the coming new sem.. here's 2 photos with me inside which one of my campus crusade seniors took while we were attending the campus crusade freshmen chalet.. Well, good things must share right.. LOLX.. i post this pics coz i hardly have any updated pixs of myself.. well, my hairs highlighted brown.. but from the time this pix was taken till now, the colour has faded alot!! No thanks to that "Biolyn" shampoo i have been using!!
Schools starting soon and my gosh.. i have been posted to the mobile application option in my course. Its like all forward students will surely kena that lousy option. WTF.. i want the information systems option man!! that way year 3 got enough space to finish my forward module thing and then graduate in 3 years!!
Having lots of spiritual warfare inside of me so its shit..
Spiritual Gifts Test Results(adopted from the Ministry Tools Resource Center)
The Spiritual Gifts Test you just took asseses which of the seven gifts listed in Romans 12:6-8 you may have. Look at the list of gifts below and pick the gift, or two, in which you ranked the highest score. That gift(s) would probably be one of your primary gifts.
You can learn more about your gift by clicking on the word "define."
Print a copy of this page for your records.
Define Exhortation - 10
Define Giving - 6
Define Leadership - 10
Define Mercy - 10
Define Prophecy - 9
Define Service - 11
Define Teaching - 9
OK!! I'm back from my really tiring mission trip so its now time to write that REALLY LONG post i have promised..
Well, i had a posting i wanted to post at the starting of march but as i was publishing it, blogger kena some shit problem.. and now, its all gone.. -.-"
i was writing abt kids.. yes kids.. and how cute and adorable they are.. =P
Ok.. now back to the mission trip.. well i really wasn't having enough sleep weeks before my mission trip.. 2 weeks, to be exact.. and i was sibei exhausted before the trip began.. well, on the "friday" before my mission trip, (or so i thought that day was..) i was slacking at home, hoping to get some rest before the mission trip.. then the weirdest thing happened.. my cell grp leader called.. well, she called twice, but i wasn't there to pick up my hp.. was busy surfing the net.. then i decided to go rest.. checked my hp and saw the 2 miss calls.. so call back lorx.. then i ask her why she called me.. and she ask why i wasn't in church for cell grp.. I was like.. "HUH?!?! i thought today is friday!!" SIAO LIAO LAHX.. so bo bian lorx.. i went to church and cell grp..
The next day, (which i now know was a sunday..) i was rushing through the packing of my bag etc.. then there was a lot of spiritual warfare at home and i almost did not make it to my mission trip.. shall not elaborate on it though..
Ok.. so lets cut a long story short..
Basically.. the mission trip was OK.. until the last few days of my trip, where i suffered a huge identity crisis.. i was like so depressed.. and please.. i had no mood to share with any of the team how i felt.. alright, i guess i shall blog it down anyway..
Well, in matthew chpt 7 verses 1-5 it says :
1"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. 2For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. 3"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? 4How can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? 5You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye. see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.
Well, i had already read this verse many many times before but it struck me during the trip as i experienced what it was like to face objection because i trespassed against someone.. well.. that person may not realise what he/she was doing, but it sure hurt alot..
then it made me realise.. wasn't that what i usually did to many ppl? judging them.. commenting about them.. criticizing them.. hating them.. i soon realised that that what the bible said abt treating others how you wish others to treat you was SO TRUE...
Well, i struggled with controlling my hate and anger.. partly because my friend had done me no wrong and also because i was MOSTLY to blame..
soon, i just kinda sank into a mild depression.. coz i realised that it was SO HARD to follow a ministry based on love and forgiveness.. many times, during the trip, i kept enticipating the end of the trip.. i just wished the trip to end as soon as possible so that i could return to the world.. (if you're a christian, you would know what i mean..) i just had enough of associating with christians.. just missed my non-christian friends so much and wanted to hang + chill with them..
also, i just kept telling myself throughout the 2nd week of the trip that i wasn't a great team player.. a worthless nut in the team.. kept thinking how others were better and i also felt a bit different from the rest coz i felt i wasn't contributing on par with them.. made me feel like shit..
Then it made me realise sth.. how most of the current year 2 regular crusaders were st/sm.. and how it sort of takes up lots of their time that there isn't much to spare to bond with toehr crusaders.. well, i felt this way in crusade.. and yeah, i felt the same in throughout the end of the trip.. wtf.. i keep letting my feelings get in the way.. -.-"
Well, durign the trip, i also realised that my networking skilsss were terrible.. like shit.. coz atthe crusade headquarters where my team was staying.. i encountered things like a hub and switch and i didn't even know what they were until one of my team members, from the ict course told me.. WTF MAN!! Worse still, i thought the switch was a router coz it looked similar to the one i had at home.. -.-"
I study networking but i am like a noob to these things in real life.. CRAP.. if only my networking module had some practical parts of it!! Why did the chers have to remove that part of the module!! Now is like harm us only!!
Then during the trip, i keep seeing thigns like presidents challenge.. change the world.. be a youth etc..etc.. i tell u wad lah.. u wanna change the world?? SPREAD THE GOSPEL!!
..to be continued..