Teacher's day celebrations... (31-08-2005)
.
In the past few days i tried to bring my mp3 to sch again.. (Miss my techno so badly.. then also no timr to listen to my techno at home..) Haixx.. Last thursday i got bring my mp3.. but it was not charged!! Arrghh! Low battery!! Friday i charge my mp3 and brought it to sch.. but.. i left my earpahones plugged into my home comp. -.-" ok, monday i was determined to bring it to sch.. I took the earphones from the comp. and stuffed it into my bag.. But, holy shit!! My mp3 was still in the charger!! Wahh!! I give up liao lahx!! Dun wanna bring my mp3 to sch anymore!!
Hmm.. went back to my sec sch today.. BBSS lorx.. All my sec 4 clss mtes agree to meet up at 7.30 near the peps bus stop.. But haiyo.. In the end almost everyone all nvr come.. I also paiseh.. Live so near bbss yet can come 10 min late.. In the end msg my fren when still at home and he msg back saying the meeting place changed to macdonalds coz got ppl haven't eat breakfast yet and want to eat dere.. So i was like "Ok lorx.. Easier for me coz mac is much nearer to my house then that Bus stop.." When i went inside mac, wahh!! Almost empty siah!! Only 2 of my former classmates sitting at one corner.. Haixx..They all like dun believe how long my hair is now.. Diao.. maybe they tink i still veri good boy?? -.-" Inside mac is juz wait.. wait.. wait.. zzzzzz... Alot of bbss contacts were called but they all still at home sleeping siah!!Haha.. Expected.. not the first time this has happened.. haha.. Then later got more ppl come.. Haixx.. 5 more ppl consider alot mehx.. haixx.. So i dun care, go ahead with 2 others back to bbss.. (Btw they also now in Sp..) When i go back Sp ahrx, we all immediately rush to the teachers room area.. Hey, where else u expect us to find most of the teachers!! =( Saw 3 more clssmates.. (girls) And hey, saw my math teacher.. Wahh.. she could not believe how i had changed.. Always thought i was that good boy.. Well, she remebered me the most out of the whole class.. (Even though more than half the class was not in sch..)Why ah?? Coz b4 'o' lvl my maths grades were F9 all the way lorx.. Then 'o' lvl period i improved the most in my class.. From F9 to B3.. Hahaha.. Later met my chemistry teacher inside a room.. i Dunno how to describe it , but its juz a room thats very close to the staff room lahx!! And hey, she also expressed a bit of disbelief at how much i've changed!! LOL.. I tell her that she cannot recognise me coz of 'Lao ren chi dai zhen" Haha.. I veri the Qian Da.. haha.. I also ask her why she nvr see me during the 'o' lvl oral.. (It happen exactly one week ago..) After talking ah, went to the car park area where the bbss ppl were still watching celebrations.. Hah.. Saw my form teacher (And also social studies teacher) Haha!! She pregnant liao!! (Indian lady ah btw) Lol..When i saw her, i say she -----> "FAT!!" ROFL.. She then become very xiao qi.. haha.. chill cher.. U noe its juz a joke.. But then, she got tell me that i have changed alot.. haha.. After that, those ppl that were slacking away at home finally come.. We all go to staff room again and see more of our chers.. Some of them did'nt even recognise me!! WTF.. Have i really changed that much?!?! But others at least a bit better.. Say things like .. "Is that bing hao?" Or things like.. " Wow u have changed so much!" Hah.. this sucks.. i go to my former sec and i get this kind of shit treatment.. =( Somemore, all those my batch bbssians give me that "I dun believe it.. Is it really Bing Hao?" look.. One guy even say.. "Wahh Bing hao's hair is now very gangster lehx".. -.-" I really wanted to tell them.. "My hair has seen better days.." But haiyo, dun feel like lehx.. Then after i see all my chers.. (I saw my physics teacher again on the 1st of september, the day after the celebrations.. Said hi and told him to take care, coz his throat was really worsening after shouting at batch after batch of bbssians.. He said thank you and then we parted.. haha..) Well technically one of my chers was left out.. My history cher.. Nvr got to see her on teachers day celebrations.. But hey, she was the onli cher who saw me last week when i was retaking my engish 'o' lvl oral.. (I was walking out of sch after the oral that day and she drove out of sch in her car.. Then, she saw me..) I confirm she got see me when she drive out larhx.. The only thing is .... does she recognise me? Or will she be like those other chers and say things like.. "I dun remember you.." Those words really hurt.. Ok, after i finish bbss i went out with a few of my sec sch clss and sch mates to bkt timah to play lan.. Some of the guys ate at the coffe shops up above beauty world shopping centre while i and a few others went to the mac at the ground floor.. After that we all walk to bkt timah shopping centre.. As we were walking past a small drain, a few of my frens spotted a little kitten trapped inside the drain.. I said "Soooo cute.." It was really very confused and scared.. And i observed the drain for any openings where the little kitten could have entered.. But the only opening was dark small hole at the side of the drain.. I tink if the kitten exit thru that hole, then god bless it.. So i bent down and open the drain cover.. ButAsk my fens to help scoop it up.. But it surprise alll of us.. It juz leap out of the drain and towards some bushes.. Haix.. Did not want to chasee it coz it sure run away from me.. Somemore the bushes were just beside a carkpaprk and i scarad it run to the carkpark and get run over by a car.. (Let some other hao xin passer-by take it home bah) Then horx, my frens all ask me if i still keep cat food in my bag.. Haha.. Of coz not lah.. (I last time after sec sch dismiss always feed stray cats near the sch one.. But then that fucking AVA go and cull all the cats.. Now not one cat is left dere..) ='( Was shocked to see that Lol had dominated the lan shop business in bkt timah shopping centre.. Lol is over price lah!! Give us back Mech warrior!! (The best lan shop that had ever exsisted in bkt timah shopping centre until it moved out recently..) We all playd dota and battlefield2.. But hey, i feel like a bloody noob.. (I introduced dota to all of them and now i am noobier than all of them...) -.-" This is so damn suay.. Hey dun blame me.. they all have been honing their dota skills everyday during the holidays before poly started.. Me?? I fuckcare Dota lahz..
Never Say Die...- Poly life might be stressful, but our God is bigger.. Amen..(Bing Hao)Lol.. Yeah its true.. Our god is greater, and he will help us all rise against wadever tribulation that we are facing now. He that created the heavens and the earths has a plan for each and every one of us and he will help us break down every stronghold thats preventing us from acheiving greater heights. Those that listen to this and say watever.. Please rethink ur decision to reject the one true god... For although he is kind and loving to us, he will also incur a wrath to those that blatently reject him and cursse him openly. For those people will recieve no mercy from god. ABSOLUTELY NO MERCY, and they will burn in the fires of hell for an eternity.. What i am saying is the truth and its not some fucked up lie that is being used to brainwash u to converting to christianity... Believe in jesus, ONLY THEN can you be saved..Ok, enough talk about my religion.. It seems like i'm talking about these stuff alot in my blog.. Dunno why.. =( And hey, in case u are wondering, I'M NOT taking them out.. Call it propaganda or BULLSHIT or watever u want, but they stay... Exams are coming in 3 weeks and i'm trying my best to prepare for it.. I'm revising a lot more and i'm reducing all of my cca activities.. For if i forward any of my modules, i will most definitely sink into depression.. Like what the chers always say.. nobody forwards modules.. Nobody.. Not unless they have been busy slacking for that module the entire semester. FUCK.. i think i have just been stabbed in the back a dozen times.. The stabs came from the fucked up results i got from my termtests.. Ok, maybe it served as a wake up call for me, But, it was also fucking demoralising to get such low marks.. Even worse.. A few of those chao slackers in my class even managed to get a's for their subjects. I refused to believe it, but its so true.. And, the truth hurts.. Ever so badly.. ='(Even worse still, my classamtes have not provided me with any respute after my demoralising termtest results by beginning to show selfish attitudes. Attitudes that indirectly said to me .. " Hey, I want to be better than you..You shall not surpass me.. I will use every method conceivable to ensure that i triumph over you.." This will indirectly affect our friendships as it shows that they are willing forsake their friends for personal Glory, Fame and Fortune.. Just like in that take of the bear and the 2 friends.. ( I am repeatedly taught in crusade not to focus too much on Glory, Fame And Fortune it will affect my spiritual growth as a christian.. I am also taught to trust god's plan more and to surrender my lentire ife to god.. Personal glory, fame and fortune are only things people use to fill the emptiness dwelling inside them.. But, remember that God is greater than everything on earth and so we should trust god more.. )Asked my ICT crusade seniors to tutor me in a number of my modules..Many willingly offered to help me in my modules.. Wahh!! =D So nice of them!! See, this is what i mean by trusting god and he will provide for you... Anyways, i have also requested the help of my IT lecturers, one or 2 of them have even started extra remedial leassons for the weaker students.. namely people like me.. Diao.. -.-" One lecturer who has shown considerable paitience in teaching my class and tolerating our nonsense is my math lecturer... He's a very kind man who has been very forthcoming with his guidance and help.. Ok, Lets get to the point..Went to his first remedial today at 5 o clock..The lesson was quite basic and understandable and he even told us the exam format... Hmm.. Thats great.. Learnt quite a lot. He also got say wad section a of the math exam is really NO CHOICE and die die must complete.. But i was tinking horx, Section a is mostly multiple choice questions.. And multiple choice questions is means GOT CHOICE lah!! Haha.. Cold Joke.. Why the fuck did i tink of this toopid joke.. Haha.. must be too stressed liao.. Haha.. Anyways, i really need to study.. Thats all for today.. To all those spending time to read my blog, i juz wanna say.. Thank you.. I really appreciate it.. nite.. =)
O lvl english oral... (and that dreadful crs presentation earlier in the day..)
This afternoon i was horrified by my group CRS project.. The last spker created more questions then answers for our topic and he went largely off point.. When the quesiton and answer session came he was talknig a lot of senseless stuff.. (Beating about the bush..) Then when ppl quesiton bout our points.. (Of which the other grp memebers have individually researched on and so should be in a better position to argue back to the questioning audience.. Well, before the question and ans session began, i actually wanted to specify more information to further our stand.. It was also meant to cover up our project loopholes and thus create less questions from the audience.. (The rest of our clss lah..) Okay he didn't wait till i finished telling him what i had to say, but refused it.. Coughs.. Coughs.. Then i was like nvm lorx.. Lets see what u got.. When the question and ans session continued...( Most of the time i was shaking my head and would had smacked my forehead with my hands had it not been for the fringe covering my forehead..)
I wanted to assist him in the question and ans session.. As i could see that a majority of the clss were constantly bombarding him with questions.. A few of which i had the right answers.. (Also i wanted to help the grp coz my individual assignment for crs was submitted late and i got lesser marks for it.. So, i felt that i did not have the luxury of just standing at one corner while my teamate took the full force of the beatings form the class.. I DON'T WANT TO FAIL CRS!! Furthermore i needed to rush home to prepare for my 'o' lvl english oral.. ) But, sadly, he refused.. Well, the answers he gave the audience fuelled more and more questions.. Instead of being like other groups , whose onli desire was to answer the questions and leave, he even quoted form other ppl's projects.. I was like OMG... OMG.. That was clearly a wrong move.. A move that triggered the Ticking time bomb leading to Amargeddon for our entire group.. Why create more questions when we haven't answered even the basic few?? And, what about the groups before us? I dun tink they have the advantage of being able to quote form other ppl's projects.. Simply because they ere eariler.. So, other ppl's projects should NVR be touched upon.. ( During the Q&A i felt compiled to beat ppl up as i was rejected to answer questions time after time.. Why??I was at my best that day after weeks of preparing for the 'o' lvl orals and i was ready to counter many questions that the clss shot..But, i was not given a chance!! Argghhhh!!!) Maybe my clssmate (aka team leader) dragged the Q&A session bcoz he felt we had more time.. (We were the last grp presenting) But, the truth is, i dun have that much time!! I needed to rush home after crs presentation was over to prepare for my english 'o' lvl oral.. (I am retaking my o lvl english btw)
I dun wish to continue saying bout him coz he's a friend..(Dun wish to hurt his feelings..) I have said enough and dere's nth i can do about the project.. Its over.. Now, i just pray that i will pass my crs.. Hides in the shadows.. Never turning back..
Cheer me up a bit.. I go West Mall CD Rama to buy that new techno album that i was saving for for this week.. Hmm.. could not find it on the shelves so i asked the saleswomen (all middle-aged , so cannot be consider sales-girl..) =p then one of the saleswomen showed me that the album was hidden behind another album.. also techno.. -.-" Well, last album liao worx.. I also noe Cd Rama wun restock anymore.. its over $20+ so i managed to get my Cd Rama membership card stamped.. But when i open the album back home, (Tear off the plastic wrapping and open the cardboard packaging) , i was like SHIT!! The enitre cd casing was falling to pieces!! Luckily the cd's were not damaged.. Obviously some faggot dropped the album when in Cd Rama and just hid the it behind another album.. Sibei inconsiderate!! Wah lau.. Going to return it to cd rama first thing tml.. But will they have another of my techno album? (Like i say it was the last that day..) Or will they exchange it to something of equal value?? All the other techno cd's in CdRama i already purchase liao horx!! Oh man.. i tink i better burn the Cd's first, just to make sure.. U can call me cheapskate already worx.. ^^
Ok, i went home to freshen up for the 'o' lvl english oral.. Went to sch 30 min before the oral supposed to start.. Hey, the instruction booklet to 'o' lvl private candidates says so.. ( i kiasu a bit mahx.. scared not allowed to enter exam hall later than that) But, its not true.. Got ppl arrive 15 min's later than the start time and can still sit for exam!! I met this indian guy from ns.. He was in ite before ns.. I tell him i was frm bbss and i live nearby.. He say he dun understand why he live in clementi but have to go to bkt batok for exam.. Ok, exam starting.. We all divided into 2 grps.. My fren go the other grp and he take his exam first.. Sobs..Sobs..Sobs.. Din't manage to get his hp no.. Juz waved gdbye to him as he left the exam hall..Sibei bored.. Kept listening to my mp3 while waiting for my turn.. (No, i dun tink i saw any bbsians taking the exam, though some of the private candiates look strangely firmiliar) The exam was ok larhx.. Juz scared they penalise me coz of my long fringe which i tried to avoid covering my eyes.. After i went home, met an ex sec sch cls mate..Told him exam was ok lorhx.. Will meet another ex sec sch clssmate by coincidence also later.. (Both are closer to me in sec sch and are also living in bkt batok..)
Another event happened when i reach home.. pls read the below post.. haha thx.. =)
Strange happenings around me.. ( weird.. )
Just this few days i've been noticing a lot of weird happenings around me.. Or am i more open to people moving around me? Hmm.. i saw this old man a few days ago who waxed up his eyebrows.. Weird.. Then, dere was this other guy who had fucking bad breath at the mrt.. When he coughed frequently thru his mouth, the smell was soooo intoxicating!! OMG!! His breath smelled like sneakers that were not washed for 3 years!! It also smelled like he was very sick.. Then, his body odour was terrible man!! I dun tink he has bathed for months..( After he left the mrt at clementi station, the smell still lingered in the mrt for like dunno how long...) I am serious!! He also kept trying to prevent his nose from becoming runny... (I dunno how to explain this action but, yah.. u noe what i mean) Worse still, i could not move away from him as the mrt was filled to the max.. Oh man i was suffering.. The other ppl in the mrt were also reeling their heads away in disgust.. Then today horx, i saw thismalay old man walking below blk 114, (its nxt ot my blk..) But, later he sat down below the blk and started acting strange.. He was bending down and i thought he was doing prayers.. He was also making alot of moaning sounds. I apprached him and asked him.. "Erm.. Uncle, are u okay? Its dangerous to sit dwn here u noe?" Coz, where he sitting up above got alot of aircon ducts hanging and then i also scared got ppl throw killer litter down..He nvr respond.. (i keep asknig if he was okay but he nvr respond.. I also dunno how to spk malay to him..) Then horx, he started twisting his limbs to a different position.. But still facing same direction and still "praying lah".. Finally, i tink he too exhausted liao.. Then, he moaned a few times loudly.. At this point of time i got notice that he's left arm had 2 fingers missing.. Or maybe it was a birth defect? Coz i tink <--- (tink onli ah..) i got see his 2 shorter fingers got finger nails..In case u are wondering wad fingers were missing from his left hand , its the ring finger and the middle finger.. Finally, after a while, he began to turn to one side and he stopped moving entirely.. Okay lah, i freaked out.. I ask again if he was okay.. He still nvr respond.. Hiazz.. What to do siah.. No passerbys lehx.. I also dun want to leave him coz its not right.. Scully he injured internally or he is very sick then how? If he die coz i was able to help him but nvr help him, then i will be guilty for life man.. Also, i feel that i really need to help that man.. Luckily horx, got one guy walk pass wearing a jc t-shirt.. Dunno wad jc larhx, but i got see the word jc at the corner of the t-shirt.. He approached me and ask if the man fell down from blk 114.. Then i was like yah horx.. His position really look like he fell down from building like that..I wave my hands frantically and said nono.. Looks like horx, but actually is not.. I tell him wad happen lahrx and ask him wad to do.. he also very confused.. We all sibei blur.. But, the jc guy got ask me if he got a home.. I say dunno.. Luckily later got adults come..and the jc guy left.. Heng bo.. The adults ah, are related, consisting of 3 middle age women and 1 middle age man.. They ask what happen and one of the lady say its best to call police.. So, i pass her my hp and ask her help me call police.. (Hey dun blame me horx, i dunno what to say to police..) Call liao, (the old man is still breathing horx.. not dead) the adults say they need to go.. coz a few of them need to rush to catch a plane to malaysia.. Ok larhx.. so i wait for the police form bkt batok neighbourhood police post to come.. Wait wait wait.. 5 min pass liao.. But it seemed forever before they came... zzzz.. But horx, got this blangadesh road sweeper who came up and ask me what happen.. I tell him lah.. boring siah..(Everybody who passes by me keeps asking me what just happened and i have to tell them in full detail) Then he say he got see the old man walking form the soccer field all the way to where he was lying now.. At least got ppl saw him before me.. The blangadesh man say that the old man was walking quite fine and wasn't acting strange when he was walking.. Then he needed to continue his job and he said that if the police needed his eye witness accnt, he will be ready.. Hmm.. i kept waitn gfor the police to come.. Sooo long!! I diallead 999 and ask why so long.. (Hey my very first call to 999..) I know what happen when u call 999 liao.. A police officer will immediately answer the phone.. =p As i kept waiting, ppl who were walking by kept giving me and the man that Aiyo.. The man jumped down from blk 114 or that you must have injured him look.. But, the old man did not faint lah!! He got yawn,( i saw that his teeth were all yellow stained and alot of his teeth were missing) move his hand to sctrath his nose and even move his arms to another more comfortable position..Then the blangadesh man return to keep track of the old mans condition.. I tell him the old man did not faint as believed when the adults made the phone call.. 2 Police arrive also.. Woo hoo.. Now can relieve me and i can go home.. (Which technically is just one blk away..) -.-" But when the police arrive, my sec sch clssmate also arrived!! (Btw he's now studyin in Sp.. Mass Comm..)Wahahahaha!! i tell him everything lorx.. Again.. Waste my breath lehx.. Might as well just blog everything and lethe passer-by's view the url.. =/ The police ask for my identificaiton card.. And, they record my details.. Then, they ask what happen.. Wah lau!! I have to tell.. oh man.. How many ppl i need to tell siah!! k, i tell and also refered to the blangadesh man.. (He's mia now) My sec sch clssmate and the policelady got see him.. So proved my point.. haha.. Ok, shows over for me.. I have kept virgil over the old man for long enough.. I tink i heard the policeman call for ambulance.. yay.. i can leave already.. My fren said take care horx and then we parted.. (Me ah? I just climb up a staircase and walk to my blk lift lorx..) -.-" Oh man.. This is truly lame..
Just another day...
Entering the spritual battle to win souls for chirst..
The Harvest Is plentiful.. Let us go forth and do our part!!
Ok, i went to the crusade room again.. Dunno why.. Boredz i guess.. SO i went in and i saw my fren frm tkd inside the buddhist society room.. He promise mi that he will play chinese chess with me so out he went, carrying the huge chinese chess set.. Ok, we played 3 rounds.. 2 he won, one he lost.. But, the 3rd match we played was amazing.. Why? I tell you.. Coz during the time we played our 3rd match, got like 1-2 members of the buddhist society and campus crusade gather around us to watch.. All thought my fren was in the winning position.. I mean, we both had around the same number of troops.. I eat some, he eat some.. Same Same Mahx.. But, his troops were advancing quicker than i could.. Already his 2 cannons were out dere, waiting to check mi.. His horse was also freakishly close to my king, which i didn't really like.. Was i doomed to lose this match again, losing to my fren? I mean it was ok with me, (He's a chinese from shanghai and is more experienced in chinese chess than i am) coz he was better than me.. But, i managed to trap his king to one corner, and guess what, i did a flying check!! (What chinese will call a "Fei Jiang") Then i was like "yay!!" and holding both my hands up halfway in the air with my fingers twisted.. Well, my crusade senior who was watching (His waiting to go Ns.. not part of Sp anymore) was surprised.. He thought my fren had the upper hand in the game, but it so happened that the underdog, namely me won.. This taught me valuable lessons both in chinese chess and in Life.. I will also make some references to christianity.. (Expected..) ^^
1. Never underestimate ur opponent. (No matter how big,small, fat,thin,skinny,muscular etc..)
2. Even though u may feel that u have no hope left, always believe god will pull you through..
(Eg: When u face any setbacks in life)
3.Miracles by god can happen. Do not witness them before u decide to become a christian..
(I'm not saying that i won my fren coz of a miracle.. Only using the 3 matches as an example)
4. There will always be a mountain taller than the tallest mountain.
(Not refering to Mount Everest or any other mountain lahrx!! Just saying that if u strive harder in something , who knows? Someday u may even be better than the grand master of that something)
Hmm.. i am supposed to quote some verses ffrom the bible.. Supposed to do that for every single posting, but this time i didn't really prepare anytin.. So so sorry.. haixx.. Its getting late.. Sleepppyyy.. zzzzzzz...
Harvest day 17-08-05
Oh well, it was wednesday worx.. Hmm.. was tinking of doing my vbas project.. Very behind time liao.. But, i still went to my usual hangout.. What else.. The crusade room lorhx.. Ok, i went downstairs to buy packet lunch.. (Cheap fare consisting of rice wit chicken and char siew..) yummy!! mmmm... Can still taste that delicious charsiew sauce up till now.. I later found out that the crusade was having Harvest day.. Then i remember.. Oh yah horx.. Harvest day is every wednesday afternoon.. Ok lah, i dun really feel like going.. Coz harvest day is really very stressful.. So i juz sit inside the ctrusade room and study my dbms.. Study bout SQL chpt 10.. (Wasn't really listening in clss when cher was teaching this chpt..) =P So anyhow, i was like.. read..read..read.. underline..underline..underline.. and also try to understand the chpt.. Doing so fine worx.. Until everyone going for harvest day started coming.. -.-" One by one.. Until the entire crusade room was packed..OoOhHh.. Start briefing for harvest day liao lorx.. SHIT.. (puts dbms book away and listens to briefing..) We did the usual things any crusade meeting would have had.. Then a;sp prayed for a plentiful harvest and that god would provide us with the right things to say when we were engaging the lost souls out dere in the campus.. Well, i teamed up with the vice president of the crusade, and we searched everywhere for ppl to talk to.. My plan was to approach ppl who were sitting alone in the foodcourts or studycorners.. But, siao liao.. hardly anyone was sitting alone.. And, those few ppl who were sitting alone kept rejecting us.. One guy even said he heard of jesus christ but said he does'nt like him.. Can't really blame him.. His bag was full of slayer iron-on's and he was wearing a slayer t-shirt.. In case u dunno, Slayer is a well known death-metal band that is considered to be anti-christ.. Hmm.. but dunno why, my vp still approached him.. Then i decided that we should go to foodcourt 2.. Why huh? Coz that place we haven't searched for lost souls yet lah.. Still ask why!! -.-" Ok lah.. this time we all lucked out.. My vp met a buddhist guy whom he was following up with dere.. Talked to him again.. But could see that dere was still no progress.. diao.. My vp was juz reading the lines from our harvest booklet.. Liddat isn't it better to juz give that guy the booklet to read and ask when he dun understand points.. Ok lah i was feeling so sianz asmy vp was talking.. talking.. talking..
Was going to fall alseep if i dun do my own harvesting.. PLEASE READ ON.. INTERESTING PART COME LIAO!! So i stood up and glanced around foodcourt 2 lah..Then SONGBO!! Sw this guy drinking juice alone.. Ran to talk to him. So i asked lah.. "Excuse me, but is it ok if i take a moment of your time to share with you something?? Well i'm from the campus crusade for christ, a christian organisation, cca in Sp and er..." And yah, he agree lah.. Then omg!! I found out that he was from the buddhist society..He's also a 3rd year student... (In case u dunno, the buddhist society room is juz nxt to the crusade room) But, thats not why the OMG comes into the picture lahrx.. ^^ The OMG is coz he's in the buddhist society for 3 years but...
HE'S WAS NVR NOT A BUDDHIST!!! He join buddhist society in yr 1 bcoz alot of his frens got join...Suddenlyanother OMG came about.. I asked him if anybody had ever shared christ with him b4.. He said i'm the first.. So i was like Oh ok.. =/ Once again, This is not why i said OMG... the OMG is coz.. HIS OLDER BROTHER IS A CHRISTIAN, HIS GRANDMOTHER IS A CHRISTIAN, AND WORSE STILL, HE WENT TO YOUTH SERVICE IN CHURCH IN HIS EARLY TEENS!!!
WTF..Ok so maybe his family respects his freedom of religion, BUT WHY HASN'T ANYONE FROM THE CHURCH HE WENT TO SHARED CHRIST WIT HIM BEFORE?!?!
Ok, i went through the harvest booklet with him and shared about god and how he saent his only son jesus to die for our sins.. I also got say that jesus died a painful death just so that our sins can be cleansed.. I specified alot that if ppl know of this person call jesus cherist but refuse to accept him , they will end up roasting in hell, FOREVER.. But, if they choose to know jesus, they will be able to have a relationship with god the father and have a passport to eternal life with god in heaven.. No man can truly say that he is without sin.. Common sense mahx.. Even those christian bigshots also got sin b4.. He said that he strongly believe this is true.. He also believes that dere's someone out dere , god who created him.. But, he stated that he was juz interested on his creator and reagarded it sas theology.. (Chim, but i can explain..Erm.. theology huh? I tink its related to science lorx.. Like must have scientific proof than will believe..) Aiyah i also not veri sure!! But, something like this lah!! =D Since it was so surprising that he was in buddhist society but not a buddhist, i ask him if he got kneel down and pray to that buddha picture in the buddhist society room.. (Expected question coz i sawa ppl from that society bowing dowm to the picture many times..) He say that he very rare got bow down.. But no matter how rare is still means he got do b4 lah.. Then i ask another expected question.. What exactly is your purpose for bowing towards that statue.. Is it to pray to buddha? He gave me good ans lorx.. To give respects to this Man call Buddha..<---- pls take note.. (Later got quiz... jk jk..) He said that Buddha was a man with good values and believes and so should be respected.. So, if he say buddha is a man, i thought of yet another expected question.. "Do u consider Buddhism a religion?" He said No.. So i was like oh ok.. Nxt expected question.. "So, do u consider christianity a religion?" He reply with a yes.. Hmm... interesting.. So i ask if he wants to find out more abt his creator.. He decline lor.. but he say our talk was veri "Fruitful".. Hmmm..Fruitful huh? That word i like.. =) Wahh .. when i listen to wad he say , i felt SONG man!!! Ok lah.. time constraints.. need to return to crusade room for debriefing.. I took dwn his particulars and went back with another freshy fren to the crusade room.. Go back crusade room i realise something.. OH FUCK.. i forgot to pass him the harvest booklet!! Oh man i'm fucked!! But, haha.. i forgot to return his ballpoint pen.. haha.. Msged him.. He say leave it in the buddhist society room.. (Which i did of coz..) =P Fee;s that if i continue to push foar this guy b4 he leaves for Ns, he will surely change for the better!! Yeah!! Amen!! Maybe his brother will also open up and they will start being more sociable with each other.. (He say his relationship with is brother is juz so-so..) Then even if i cannot reach out to that guy, Lets hope that his oh so religious brother will step in for us and bring the lost soul towards christ.. Amen? ^^
GOD IS GOOD TO MI!!
Just a week ago i was so worried that i will retain alot of my modules and become a forward student in poly.. Well, not anymore!! Bcoz, god has taken away all of my worries.. ^^ On friday, 12th of august, i spoke to my dgl( disciple group leader) .. He said that i wasn't following my dg book properly coz dere got one chpt on Why Worry? zzz.. At that moment i got recall that chpt.. And then was like diao.. -.-" Why i nvr think back to that chpt siah..It was so obvious.. But then i realised that it wasn't my fault bcoz i was too scared and frightened and full of worry to think of anything.. (except ask my crusader It seniors for help) =( Read Luke chapter 12: Verse 22-30.. ( My dg bk says so one..)
" 22Then Jesus said to his disciples: "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. 23Life is more than food, and the body more than clothes. 24Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them. And how much more valuable you are than birds! 25Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? 26Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?
27"Consider how the lilies grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 28If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today, and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, how much more will he clothe you, O you of little faith! 29And do not set your heart on what you will eat or drink; do not worry about it. 30For the pagan world runs after all such things, and your Father knows that you need them. 32Do not be afraid, little flock, for your Father has been pleased to give you the kingdom."
Ooohhhh.. Sounds interesting.. ( i read this few verses when i reached home) My dgl told me that in order to acheive greater acheivements, i must first surrender myself to god.. He noted that his life was once empty without god and that his relationship with his family was quite rocky.. But, after he knew god and surrendered his entire life to the father, his entire life changed.. I can tell u horx that this is very true.. My dgl has received 2 director honour rolls so far in his 3 yrs in Sp and he has also recieved a scholarship.. Ok, so maybe u might say that he is the kind who always study one.. But, u will be surprised to when i tell u that he has 6 cca's!! Yes, its true!! And, most of his cca's are sports based!! He is taking up leadership roles in everyone of those ccas and he is also qualified to teach lifesaving... Then he also knows how to play the saxophone and the guitar..Wah kau! Plus, he go sch also have time to wax up his hair.. But not dye lah.. Everday can see him smiling cheerfully..(Not all the time, but with the people he knows) He also handles a dg session on monday, a dg session on friday, a dg session where he is a disciple (so 3 dg sessions a week in all) plus attending church on sundays,plus serving actively in his church!! When i visit his church i can see him dancing around with joy..He also makes his calender free for many social activites and other major christian events in Singapore.. So what is he like ah? A person with no life? OF COZ NOT LAH!! He's is the kind of guy with the most life.. Eternal life.. Somemore, i feel that those ppl who always slack and nvr study are the ones who lose out in the end, coz they will most probably do badly in their exams and get lousy jobs.. (Lousy as in low pay jobs no Singaporean wants to take if they had a choice ) Wahh!! Talk about multi tasking man!! I take one cca already burn out liao.. But my dgl still has the energy to take on 6 ccas and still be a top student in Sp.. My dgl also said that he is applying to go to mus.. I tell u something, with his grades, he will surely enter nus... Not only that, i feel that he will top the school..Yup, his acheivements today would not have been possible if hadn't been for god's grace.. Surrender your life to god and you will benifit far more than u will ever imagine.. Take my dgl for example.. He is a devoted christian who rests everything he does in god's loving hands.. God has not only given him the promise of eternal life in heaven, but god has also been good to him and has helped him academically..
Luke 12:12
"And do not set your heart on what you should eat or drink; do not worry about it"
Ok, this is what happened.. On friday, i went into the crusade room in Sp disillusioned.. I knew that my term test results would be very bad and i was too depressed.. I went over to ask the crusade seniors if they could help me and god answered my questions.. One of the crusaders studying dbit reached out to ask me what modules i was taking.. I showed him my math booklet and he immediately recognised it.. He had taken it during his first yr in dbit.. Then, he quickly volunteered to tutor me in math.. Ooohhh!! I was overjoyed siah!! So, my first session with him was during the next day, Saturday.. Then , i stayed a while in the crusade room to ask around for more seniors taking IT.. Well, it so happened that 2 seniors came into the crusade room 15 mins later.. One of them was an IT student!! LOL!! And, he offered to tutor me in DBMS.. (Database management systems) One of those modules that i cannot make it lorx.. The last crusader taking IT ( 2 other IT seniors weren't that good in it and so could not help mi..) was quite illusive.. He does not have a Hp no, so its pretty tough trying to contect him.. (When i finally caught up with him, he say he dun wan to have a Hp coz he dun like to have one..) Well, on monday , after sch i went over to the salc (Self Acess Learning Centre) to print out some tutorial answers and to work on my Vbas project..Ok, now the next few events that happened to me were very weird.. U can call me suay or wadever, but in the very end i found the last IT senior.. Thank you lord.. Ok, after i finished printing out my math tutorial solutions, i reache dinto my bag to take out my mp3 player.. Enjoy a bit of techno while i am doinbg my project mah.. I was busy untangling the earphones.. (Its so irritating..Waste my time!!) zzz... after i finish liao and plug the earphones in my ear, i saw the screen.. Time till logoff.. 5.. 4.. 3.. 2..1.. Nooooo!!Don't log off!!! But in the end the the comp still logged off.. Oh shit.. No hoice lah.. have to book another slot with another computer.. Ok, i book liao.. But the computer that i book cannot login one!! I try to book again but the stupid machine say cannot have double bookings!! FUCK IT LAH... Need to wait one hour b4 can book again.. zzzzzzzz... So wu liao.. No choice liao.. Go crusade room and slack away.. Hey u wun believe it but when i walked towards the crusade room, the person whom i soooo badly wanted to find was standing inside, nxt to the doorway!! Hallelujah!! Praise the lord!! Did god make the computer spoil juz so that i will go to the crusade room and meet that guy? I believe so!!!
"For the Holy Spirit will teach you at that time what you should say."
( Ok this verse i dunno get from where one.. I just typed luke 12:12 in biblegateway.com , a web version of the bible and i got this verse.(Lazy to type out the verse from my bible mahx.. So juz copy and paste from internet) ^^ But, this verse has alot of meaning so i'm posting it up in my blog.. =p
I am now learning to surrender my life to god.. =D Hope that i will suceed.. and, if u are a christian reading my blog, pls pray for mi.. God bless all of you reading this blog entry.. Night..
"I will give you rest" Matthew 11:28
Vbas proj. is due on my bday.. CRAPZZZ...
Yeah, its true larhx.. Vbas is due on my bday.. sobs.. sobs.. sobs.. why must this happen!! Haixx.. Cannot complain.. god has been good to me so far.. =p
Went for the 2nd day of the Festival Of Praise..
Oh yeah.. went for the 2nd day.. long queues as usual.. but hey , the crusade and me finally got in.. They helped me queue up while i was at home playing computer games.. haha.. And, wow.. Darlene Zschech of Hillsong was totally awesome..Her singing is much better today.. ( She was also great on the first day.. )Woohoo! My favourite christian song was sung.. JESUS YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND and u will always be, and nothing will ever change that.. ^^ Delirious on the other hand was a great dissapointment..to my point of view lahx.. It didn't get as much crowd support as Hillsong and it did something worse.. All the songs that they sang on the 2nd day were the same as the 1st days songs!! Hey, on the 3rd day of the fop, i heard form my friends that delirious finally sung different songs.. But, boo hoo.. i wasn't dere.. T.T But, yah, i tink delirious has more of an entertainment value than seriousness in worship..(No offence..) During the 2nd day, I saw the lead singer of delirious kneeling down on the floor when he sang.. Typical rock band? Or is he really on fire for christ?? Reverevd Colin Dye gave his speech again as usual.. He was doing it every single day for the 3 days of the FOP.. And yah, i realised that there were several things that were not quite right about the songs and about all the sppeches made by those christian ministers, Including Reverend Colin Dye.. I always forget what they are.. haizz.. But, they are good questions to be asked about christianity anyway..Maybe god doesn't want me to remember all these questions that i have thought of at the indoor stadium?? Hmm.. Not very sure but its possible.. After the event, i stuck closely to my campus crusade friends.. If anything happened, they were my ticket home.. ( Can borrow money form them in case of emergency mahx..Somemore cna treat me drink and they will also make sure i dun go geylang again..) ^^ You'll be please to know that i neber go geylang.. haha.. i went the other way .. away from geylang.. haha.. we all went to kfc to buy back dinner..Talked to this ex crusader who is in City Harvest Church abd an usher at the FOP that day.. When i tell her not to mess with me, she say that she was once an Ah Lian beofre she met christ.. She say ppl she believe can change.. I was like -.-" .. Then , she say something that really pissed me.. SHE SAID ----> ( You dun need to look like somebody to be somebody.. She was refering to me looking like a beng lahx.. ) I was so fucking hopping mad.. WHAT THE FUCK.. So, She saying that little baby can be Ah Beng ah?? Our country's president and prime minister can look like gangsters and still have their jobs in the government ah?? If she say like this, then why not continue to LOOK LIKE AN AH LIAN BUT STIL BE A CHRISTIAN?? Ok, dun angry over that person liao.. The kfc near the indoor stadium in kallang got free refills of drinks!! Wahh!! I neber bring my water bottle!! Luckily the seniors all bought meals and everyone grab straws... Refill.. Refill.. Refill..Drink.. Drink.. Drink.. Then horx, we all decide go take bus and taxi home coz mrt last train sure no more liao.. My campus crusade senior say that if i take taxi with him, he will share the fare with me.. My eyes brighten up .. $$ .. Btw, my senior lives in Boon Lay so my house is just along the way.. But, he say that if bus 30 comes earlier, ( Bus 30 goes to clementi.. Take cab from clementi to house is cheaper.. But, it takes 45 min to 1 hour to reach clementi!! The also got another bus that goes somewhere in the west.. Bus 196.. ) Eeeeekk!! I try to flag dwn taxi so many times!! Waving my hands like a big chicken..Haizz.. All the taxis were filled..Sobs.. Sobs.. Sobs.. I kept hoping bus 30 and bus 196 would not come.. But Siao Liao lah!! Bus 30 and bus 196 came earlier!! I quickly rush to distract my senior until the buses went away.. Haha!! I suceeded.. =p Bus 14 came later.. The rest of the crusaders livng in the north were suppose to take this bus.. But when thwy ask the bus uncle if they were on the correct side, the bus uncle said ---> "nope.." Wah lau!! They damn suay lorx.. No choice they had to cross over to the other side.. Then the weird thing happen.. When we were all crossing the road, the empty taxi came!! Arrgghh!!! Sat in the taxi wit my senior lorx.. haha.. Enough cab fare to go home lah.. It was 22 dollars when the taxi reach boon lay.. haha.. Sibei Heng, the taxi driver did not count the extra 2 dollars that my senior suppose to pay.. Anyways, i really should have gone for the 3rd day of the Festival Of Praise.. Haizz.. missed out on all the worship.. was busy rushing a project at home.. I have always been askin myself this questions whenever i have too much homework to go to church.. " Are studies more important than worshipping god?? " And hey, i've found the answer to be a big fat " NO! " But haizz.. we are living in a new generation.. Never study properly = No good job.. No good job = low pay.. Then liddat how i donate money to god's ministry?? So, must study hard.. In the end, i will still be serving god.. ^^ Simple reasoning horx? Yah..
Delirious and Hillsong.. The Festival of Praise.. A night to remember...
Wow!! Delirious really got me shaking to their songs during the Festival Of Praise.. I was dancing up and down to the beat as though i was in China Black clubbing... Nobody could stop my vibes as i swayed around to the rhythm and the heavy beat.. But hey, worshipping god is not feeling high to the music and neither is it about the bands that play the music.. That is why, we shouldn't be clapping hands for the 2 bands when they finish playing a song.. The 2 bands are just servants of god serving in Singapore and spreading important messages to us.. But, i kept wondering why Martin Smith, the lead singer of Delirious kept telling us to dance to the rhythm and not to god.. A typical pop rock band maybe? I dun tink their band is genuine enough to be considered a christian rock band.. Too much media attention on pop radio..Planet shakers more credible as a christian rock band.. I feel that hillsong is not here in Singapore to entertain us... They are here to spread an important message... The fact that god and his son jesus exist and are working in our lives.. Btw, the 2 bands that played during the festival today are Hillsong and Delirious.. 2 of themost popular christian bands alive.. Other than planet shakers, Delirious is considered to be the next best christian rock band in the world.. But, i'm still lost over how i missed the sonic festival last week.. Where the 2 best christian acts alive, Sonic Flood and Planet Shakers, came to Singapore to sing and worship.. Haizz.. But, as i worshipped today at the indoor stadium, i kept asking jesus to come back into my life and fill up the emptiness that was reciding from within my heart.. As we proceeded with the days events, i felt whole once again!! I just couldn't explain it, but i could feel the emptiness from within me dissipating and i felt GREAT!! But, there were some things that never changed.. My love for rock music, including Chrisitan rock.. As usual , i was jumping up to the beat of the rock music and bobbing my head everywhere.. U should have seen me.. I was like an Ah beng dancing away at a Rock Concert.. ( A free one.. ) Praise the Lord!! My fire is now renewed for God and his son Jesus.. I'm now on fire for christ!! HURRAY!! Actually, i felt that hillsong wa smore devoted to christ while Delirious was more of an entertainment.. When the event was coming to a close, Darlene Zschech, the lead singer of Hillsong asked anyone who wanted to accept jesus christ to come towards the front.. I hesitated at first but i just said HECK LAH and i walked up to the frnt with the rest of those ppl who wanted to accept christ.. My purpose was to renew my relation with jesus christ.. And hey, i managed to get my face captured when the guy was filming all of us right below.. I also managed to catch glimpses of Hillsong and Delirious!! Wahh.. The Delirious lead singer Martin Smith got such nice shades of grey dyed hair!! (Still remember when the band first started out he had spiked-up hair.. ) When he was singing, my friend noticed that he kept touching his hair and pushing it to one side.. Why does he care so much about his looks.. He was supposed to worship christ and he is so concerned about his appearance to the public?? CRAP!!! I dun really tink delirious is htat devoted.. Maybe they are better off in the pop world.. But,Martin Smith's voice is so unique.. Throughout the festival of praise, i was shocked by how wonderful he sang.. Wow his singing was amazing!! Out of this world!! Btw, you have to listen to his band live to have a feel of his voice.. so dun try downloading any delirious songs right now..coz, it wun do u any good.. Believe me.. just as i believe in god's plan... After the first day of the Festival Of Praise was over, i left the crusade peeps whom were with me when i went for the event to meet up wit 2 of my classmates .. One of them was frm City Harvest Church, who organised the Festival Of Praise..He was serving as an usher dere.. The other was also frm Crusade, sitting nxt to me during the event, but left while i went below to reaccept christ.. I rushed to meet them at the east gate of the Indoor Stadium, but i got lost!! Hey, i always get lost!! I asked ppl where the east entrance was.. They all stupid siah , give me the wrong advice.. ( chanced upon one of my campus crusade friends church friends..he did not go for the 1st day of fop but i did go to his church b4.. That was like 4 weeks b4 the FOP?? But, one of the girls frm his church recognised me!! I did not even remember her when i asked her for advice.. Hahah!! In the end, the directiond she gave me was wrong.. at least i know one of those ppl who give me wrong advice.. can go find her for beating liao.. heheheh.. >=) Before i left her grp of church mates, i shouted.. " HEY, I KNOW WHICH CHURCH YOU ARE FROM!! " Scare them a bit mahx.. ^^ ) Anyways, i made several calls to my 2 clssmates while searching for their bus stop before giving up and asking them to go ahead without me..Very paiseh, ask one of my clssmates cousins to wait for me.. Bus and mrt 11.30pm will be no more mahx.. =p I walk.. walk.. walk.. then i ask ppl.. ask ppl ask ppl.. they all say kallang mrt is here..dere.. here.. dere.. in the end, they say kallang mrt, whoch i wanted to go to was further than aljunied mrt.. I rushed towards aljunied mrt, but Siao Liao lah! I had to pass geylang!! Even those decent ppl from the cars passing geylang didn't wish to help me find aljunied mrt.. I ran all the way past geylang just to reach aljunied mrt man!! In the end , i aksed around and finally went to aljunied mrt.. But shit! The last mrt was at 11.30pm.. its was now 11.40pm.. The bus services had also ended.. I was so panicked man! Did i have to spend the entire night in geylang while my parents kept worrying about me at home?Later horx, i realised i could take taxi home.. I rushed to flag dwn a taxi to take me home.. The taxi uncle kept questioning why i was in geylang and asked if my parents knew about this.. Obviously he thought i was up to no good in geylang.. I told him i made a mistake and ended up in Geylang and i was seperated from my friends.. Soon, we began chatting ( he was very friendly.. ) Then i found out he had a son who was 22 yr old and in taekwondo.. That boy trains evey saturday at woodlands community club.. Haha.. most of our conversations were about taekwondo.. Ok, when we reached bkt batok, i realised that i didn't bring enough cash with me!! Actually knew that i had lost 5 dollars, which added with some ez-linkcards or phone cards with value inside and my current amount of 6 dollars could have counted for something.. btw the fee was 12.90!! Lucky i was smart enuf to be nice to the uncle throughout the trip, or he wouldn't have accepted my offer.. 6 dollars 20 cents, 2 standard tickets that can be deposited for 2 dollars and 2 ezlink cards with no value inside.. Hey, if the son of that uncle or maybe even better, that uncle is reading my blog rite now, I juz want to say a BIG THANK YOU!! XIE XIE NI UNCLE!! u are so nice!! Wish all taxi drivers were like you!!
Hi Guys.. Sorry for that ridiculous post i juz did today.. If u are unsure what i mean, pls read the last posting.. WARNING: ( Definitely not for the weakhearted!! ) Not that i want to anger anyone, but that person knows who i am referring to.. Ok, i want to cover up that posting.. can't have everyone viewing my blog seeing those atrocities at first sight.. Its just like most websites that you view on the net. They all come with disclaimers if their contents are disturbing... Well, mine is considered disturbing.. Although, i was careful enough not to specify any organisation on earth.. HaHa.. Nobody can take legal action on my now.. To whoever my last post is indirectly referring to : "I have basic knowledge of the internet law.. What i have typed earlier represent the views of myself and possibly many other citizens from a certain country.. If you choose to take legal action against me, then i'm sad to say that the evidence that u might use against me might not be sufficient enough." "If u ppl are not HUM JI'S , hiding behind the backs of the secruity forces, then take my advice and start improving the policies of a certain country ad stop controlling the lives of its citizens!! "
Anyways, back to my post.. I am struggling to comprehend what god is planning for me.. I feel that he wants me to find out the truth behind christianity and differentiate btwn the facts and the lies.. I have gone to several churches of different denominations of christianity to find out more about their views on my questions.. Finally, i have decided to present my findings so far.. y findings are based on the New testament of the bible as we are now living the new generation and not the old one... When i first began my search for answers, i have discovered that the bible is actually incomplete.. It may seem to be complete when it was published, but in actual fact, many books written by ppl like mary magdelene were never published.. Jesus mother Mary also published a book, but it and many other books were destroyed by the christian church.. Apparently, the christian church wasnt quite supportive of women taking lead roles in the church. But, there were many other men whose books failed to appear in the bible.. This stunned me at first but i soon realised that this argument had some basis.. Firstly, th bible potraye jesus to be a saint, who could do wonders.. However, it did not or never showed the negative side of jesus.. After all, jesus had the power to heal the sick and the wounded but he was still a mortal man who died for our sins in the end.. Quite recently, just shortly after world war two, a collection of ancient documents known now as the dead sea scrolls were found near Israel by a sheep herder..The sheep herder sold them all to antique collectors but when news came of their exsistence, the Israeli government rushed to buy them all.. In no time, these documents were carefully studied before being put on display in the Israeli muesuem.. Shockingly, when this documents were studied, they contained references to jesus and his disciples during the time he lived. Shockingly, the documents showed convincingly that jesus was having an affair with Mary. They showed that jesus was quite found of mary and it also showed that jesus had descendants!! LOL!! could this be the missing link to the bible? The christian church wanted so badly to potray jesus as a saint that they edited all the text in the bible before it was shown to the world? Could they possibly have driven Jesus descendants into hidding? If jesus was allowed to have an affair and could have kids, then doesn't it show that he is more of a mortal than a saint?
Please bear with me as i unleash my anger and fury... God BLESS anyone that stands in my way..
Sorry for the late posting!! Soooo SORRY!! You see ah, I was busy studying for my term test this wk.. Finish liao worx, and the results will be released in 2 weeks time.. haix.. my exam results confirm is siao liao worx.. =p I dun want to retain!! Waaaaaa! ='(
Ok, lets get straight to the point.. (Brace urself FUCKERS..)
What have i learnt after i have taken the exams? LETS FUCKCARE THE EXAMS LAH! Wonder who introduced this stupid SHIT called exams to country.. It messed up all our lives.. If those ppl IS still alive siah, i'll beat them up man!!! Those ppl are fucking Cheebyes.. To those Lan Jiao : Dun mess with my life man BITCHES!! You assholes tink that you so bigshot in the education ministry and now want to destroy our futures. Exams helps to test our knowledge of a subject?? OH REALLY HUH? GOT PROVE? Or does it just test our memory?? Then why is the education ministry so extra biased and implement that fucking pussy policy saying all those students from those racist sap sch dun need to take o lvls.. Can skip to A lvls later in their lives.. You tink i what? Stupid arhx? GO EAT SHIT LAH! U saying those student from those other secondary is better than us right? When i in sec sch we all express stream like those other students u know!! All suppose to take O lvls!! If this is another one of those bullshit policies on selecting future leaders of country, then the person from education ministry who say so are stupid fuck. Now what u want us to do? At first say Eca is Compulsory.. From Extra Curriculum Activities become Core Curriculum Activities.. Then later u go and change the rules.. Say cca not needed to enter Uni? U want us to die arh? HUH? Cca actually help us to enter university ok! I know u ppl got wad crap P.H.D or what shit masters.. Got those qualification is means u guys BIG FUCK arh? Graduate from University can anyhow change policies ah? This policies suppose to help us issit? Is that what u tink?? If u ppl so Hao Xin than if country invaded we all throw u pp to the frnt of the battlefield and let u ppl fry.. But come t tink of it horx, u ppl are responsible for preventing war from happening in country rite? If country kena invaded, IS MEANS U PPL NVR DO YOUR JOB!! Its not because country suay!! Dun just because some bigshot minister Kao pei Kao bu and kena offend other countries and expect us Citizens to fight the wars for you.. ( All Talk no action!! )HEY!! This is to all those ministers with the fucking high pay.. DUN ANYHOW TRY TO CONTROL OUR LIVES LAHX!!
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
[x] World Vision International
[x] WorldWildlifeFund For Nature
[x] SPCA
[x] Cat Welfare Society
[x] -=aUdIo JuiCe.NeT=-(eURO dANCE rADIO)
[x] biblegateway
[x] who lives near you
[x] Campus Crusade Singapore
[x] free techno remixes downloads
[x]Ivan-1
[x]Ivan-2
[x]Christine(Chc)
[x]Derrick
[x]Alvin
[x]Alvin (spccc)
[x]Cuz Dawn
[x]Guoxiong
[x]Tze Wei(JUDGE)
[x]Cindy
[x]Vammy
[x]Stevanus
[x]Yik Shu Xek
[x]Wilson
[x]Fang Zheng
[x]Davin
[x]Azlan
[x]Fook Yuan
[x]YuXiang
[x]LeeMin
[x]Cara
[x]Yung Sheng
[x]Yong Xun
[x]Jian Yi
[x]Siling
[x]Amy
[x]Daryl
[x]Wen Fang
[x]Adelene
[x]Jesper
[x]Ian
[x]Edwin
[x]Evangeline
[x]Ivan
[x]Wai Seen
[x]Fiona
[x]Daniel
[x]Pei Shan
[x]Angela
[x]Andrew
[x]Belinda 1
[x]Belinda 2
[x]Winston
[x]Timothy
[x]Khalis
[x]Jeremiah
[x]Joel Kee
[x]Nissi Cellgroup
[x]Subaru (tkd)
[x]Stephen
[x]Alicia
[x]Evelyn
[x]Hui Jun
[x]Wan Ru
[x]Serene
[x]Sino
[x]Zhenwei + Wan Ling
[x]Isaac
[x]Phebe
[x]Clarice
[x]Xiu Ting
[x]Sharon
[x]Winnie Yeo
[[ Don't spam, it's very rude ]]
Teacher's day celebrations... (31-08-2005)
.
In the past few days i tried to bring my mp3 to sch again.. (Miss my techno so badly.. then also no timr to listen to my techno at home..) Haixx.. Last thursday i got bring my mp3.. but it was not charged!! Arrghh! Low battery!! Friday i charge my mp3 and brought it to sch.. but.. i left my earpahones plugged into my home comp. -.-" ok, monday i was determined to bring it to sch.. I took the earphones from the comp. and stuffed it into my bag.. But, holy shit!! My mp3 was still in the charger!! Wahh!! I give up liao lahx!! Dun wanna bring my mp3 to sch anymore!!
Hmm.. went back to my sec sch today.. BBSS lorx.. All my sec 4 clss mtes agree to meet up at 7.30 near the peps bus stop.. But haiyo.. In the end almost everyone all nvr come.. I also paiseh.. Live so near bbss yet can come 10 min late.. In the end msg my fren when still at home and he msg back saying the meeting place changed to macdonalds coz got ppl haven't eat breakfast yet and want to eat dere.. So i was like "Ok lorx.. Easier for me coz mac is much nearer to my house then that Bus stop.." When i went inside mac, wahh!! Almost empty siah!! Only 2 of my former classmates sitting at one corner.. Haixx..They all like dun believe how long my hair is now.. Diao.. maybe they tink i still veri good boy?? -.-" Inside mac is juz wait.. wait.. wait.. zzzzzz... Alot of bbss contacts were called but they all still at home sleeping siah!!Haha.. Expected.. not the first time this has happened.. haha.. Then later got more ppl come.. Haixx.. 5 more ppl consider alot mehx.. haixx.. So i dun care, go ahead with 2 others back to bbss.. (Btw they also now in Sp..) When i go back Sp ahrx, we all immediately rush to the teachers room area.. Hey, where else u expect us to find most of the teachers!! =( Saw 3 more clssmates.. (girls) And hey, saw my math teacher.. Wahh.. she could not believe how i had changed.. Always thought i was that good boy.. Well, she remebered me the most out of the whole class.. (Even though more than half the class was not in sch..)Why ah?? Coz b4 'o' lvl my maths grades were F9 all the way lorx.. Then 'o' lvl period i improved the most in my class.. From F9 to B3.. Hahaha.. Later met my chemistry teacher inside a room.. i Dunno how to describe it , but its juz a room thats very close to the staff room lahx!! And hey, she also expressed a bit of disbelief at how much i've changed!! LOL.. I tell her that she cannot recognise me coz of 'Lao ren chi dai zhen" Haha.. I veri the Qian Da.. haha.. I also ask her why she nvr see me during the 'o' lvl oral.. (It happen exactly one week ago..) After talking ah, went to the car park area where the bbss ppl were still watching celebrations.. Hah.. Saw my form teacher (And also social studies teacher) Haha!! She pregnant liao!! (Indian lady ah btw) Lol..When i saw her, i say she -----> "FAT!!" ROFL.. She then become very xiao qi.. haha.. chill cher.. U noe its juz a joke.. But then, she got tell me that i have changed alot.. haha.. After that, those ppl that were slacking away at home finally come.. We all go to staff room again and see more of our chers.. Some of them did'nt even recognise me!! WTF.. Have i really changed that much?!?! But others at least a bit better.. Say things like .. "Is that bing hao?" Or things like.. " Wow u have changed so much!" Hah.. this sucks.. i go to my former sec and i get this kind of shit treatment.. =( Somemore, all those my batch bbssians give me that "I dun believe it.. Is it really Bing Hao?" look.. One guy even say.. "Wahh Bing hao's hair is now very gangster lehx".. -.-" I really wanted to tell them.. "My hair has seen better days.." But haiyo, dun feel like lehx.. Then after i see all my chers.. (I saw my physics teacher again on the 1st of september, the day after the celebrations.. Said hi and told him to take care, coz his throat was really worsening after shouting at batch after batch of bbssians.. He said thank you and then we parted.. haha..) Well technically one of my chers was left out.. My history cher.. Nvr got to see her on teachers day celebrations.. But hey, she was the onli cher who saw me last week when i was retaking my engish 'o' lvl oral.. (I was walking out of sch after the oral that day and she drove out of sch in her car.. Then, she saw me..) I confirm she got see me when she drive out larhx.. The only thing is .... does she recognise me? Or will she be like those other chers and say things like.. "I dun remember you.." Those words really hurt.. Ok, after i finish bbss i went out with a few of my sec sch clss and sch mates to bkt timah to play lan.. Some of the guys ate at the coffe shops up above beauty world shopping centre while i and a few others went to the mac at the ground floor.. After that we all walk to bkt timah shopping centre.. As we were walking past a small drain, a few of my frens spotted a little kitten trapped inside the drain.. I said "Soooo cute.." It was really very confused and scared.. And i observed the drain for any openings where the little kitten could have entered.. But the only opening was dark small hole at the side of the drain.. I tink if the kitten exit thru that hole, then god bless it.. So i bent down and open the drain cover.. ButAsk my fens to help scoop it up.. But it surprise alll of us.. It juz leap out of the drain and towards some bushes.. Haix.. Did not want to chasee it coz it sure run away from me.. Somemore the bushes were just beside a carkpaprk and i scarad it run to the carkpark and get run over by a car.. (Let some other hao xin passer-by take it home bah) Then horx, my frens all ask me if i still keep cat food in my bag.. Haha.. Of coz not lah.. (I last time after sec sch dismiss always feed stray cats near the sch one.. But then that fucking AVA go and cull all the cats.. Now not one cat is left dere..) ='( Was shocked to see that Lol had dominated the lan shop business in bkt timah shopping centre.. Lol is over price lah!! Give us back Mech warrior!! (The best lan shop that had ever exsisted in bkt timah shopping centre until it moved out recently..) We all playd dota and battlefield2.. But hey, i feel like a bloody noob.. (I introduced dota to all of them and now i am noobier than all of them...) -.-" This is so damn suay.. Hey dun blame me.. they all have been honing their dota skills everyday during the holidays before poly started.. Me?? I fuckcare Dota lahz..
Never Say Die...- Poly life might be stressful, but our God is bigger.. Amen..(Bing Hao)Lol.. Yeah its true.. Our god is greater, and he will help us all rise against wadever tribulation that we are facing now. He that created the heavens and the earths has a plan for each and every one of us and he will help us break down every stronghold thats preventing us from acheiving greater heights. Those that listen to this and say watever.. Please rethink ur decision to reject the one true god... For although he is kind and loving to us, he will also incur a wrath to those that blatently reject him and cursse him openly. For those people will recieve no mercy from god. ABSOLUTELY NO MERCY, and they will burn in the fires of hell for an eternity.. What i am saying is the truth and its not some fucked up lie that is being used to brainwash u to converting to christianity... Believe in jesus, ONLY THEN can you be saved..Ok, enough talk about my religion.. It seems like i'm talking about these stuff alot in my blog.. Dunno why.. =( And hey, in case u are wondering, I'M NOT taking them out.. Call it propaganda or BULLSHIT or watever u want, but they stay... Exams are coming in 3 weeks and i'm trying my best to prepare for it.. I'm revising a lot more and i'm reducing all of my cca activities.. For if i forward any of my modules, i will most definitely sink into depression.. Like what the chers always say.. nobody forwards modules.. Nobody.. Not unless they have been busy slacking for that module the entire semester. FUCK.. i think i have just been stabbed in the back a dozen times.. The stabs came from the fucked up results i got from my termtests.. Ok, maybe it served as a wake up call for me, But, it was also fucking demoralising to get such low marks.. Even worse.. A few of those chao slackers in my class even managed to get a's for their subjects. I refused to believe it, but its so true.. And, the truth hurts.. Ever so badly.. ='(Even worse still, my classamtes have not provided me with any respute after my demoralising termtest results by beginning to show selfish attitudes. Attitudes that indirectly said to me .. " Hey, I want to be better than you..You shall not surpass me.. I will use every method conceivable to ensure that i triumph over you.." This will indirectly affect our friendships as it shows that they are willing forsake their friends for personal Glory, Fame and Fortune.. Just like in that take of the bear and the 2 friends.. ( I am repeatedly taught in crusade not to focus too much on Glory, Fame And Fortune it will affect my spiritual growth as a christian.. I am also taught to trust god's plan more and to surrender my lentire ife to god.. Personal glory, fame and fortune are only things people use to fill the emptiness dwelling inside them.. But, remember that God is greater than everything on earth and so we should trust god more.. )Asked my ICT crusade seniors to tutor me in a number of my modules..Many willingly offered to help me in my modules.. Wahh!! =D So nice of them!! See, this is what i mean by trusting god and he will provide for you... Anyways, i have also requested the help of my IT lecturers, one or 2 of them have even started extra remedial leassons for the weaker students.. namely people like me.. Diao.. -.-" One lecturer who has shown considerable paitience in teaching my class and tolerating our nonsense is my math lecturer... He's a very kind man who has been very forthcoming with his guidance and help.. Ok, Lets get to the point..Went to his first remedial today at 5 o clock..The lesson was quite basic and understandable and he even told us the exam format... Hmm.. Thats great.. Learnt quite a lot. He also got say wad section a of the math exam is really NO CHOICE and die die must complete.. But i was tinking horx, Section a is mostly multiple choice questions.. And multiple choice questions is means GOT CHOICE lah!! Haha.. Cold Joke.. Why the fuck did i tink of this toopid joke.. Haha.. must be too stressed liao.. Haha.. Anyways, i really need to study.. Thats all for today.. To all those spending time to read my blog, i juz wanna say.. Thank you.. I really appreciate it.. nite.. =)
O lvl english oral... (and that dreadful crs presentation earlier in the day..)
This afternoon i was horrified by my group CRS project.. The last spker created more questions then answers for our topic and he went largely off point.. When the quesiton and answer session came he was talknig a lot of senseless stuff.. (Beating about the bush..) Then when ppl quesiton bout our points.. (Of which the other grp memebers have individually researched on and so should be in a better position to argue back to the questioning audience.. Well, before the question and ans session began, i actually wanted to specify more information to further our stand.. It was also meant to cover up our project loopholes and thus create less questions from the audience.. (The rest of our clss lah..) Okay he didn't wait till i finished telling him what i had to say, but refused it.. Coughs.. Coughs.. Then i was like nvm lorx.. Lets see what u got.. When the question and ans session continued...( Most of the time i was shaking my head and would had smacked my forehead with my hands had it not been for the fringe covering my forehead..)
I wanted to assist him in the question and ans session.. As i could see that a majority of the clss were constantly bombarding him with questions.. A few of which i had the right answers.. (Also i wanted to help the grp coz my individual assignment for crs was submitted late and i got lesser marks for it.. So, i felt that i did not have the luxury of just standing at one corner while my teamate took the full force of the beatings form the class.. I DON'T WANT TO FAIL CRS!! Furthermore i needed to rush home to prepare for my 'o' lvl english oral.. ) But, sadly, he refused.. Well, the answers he gave the audience fuelled more and more questions.. Instead of being like other groups , whose onli desire was to answer the questions and leave, he even quoted form other ppl's projects.. I was like OMG... OMG.. That was clearly a wrong move.. A move that triggered the Ticking time bomb leading to Amargeddon for our entire group.. Why create more questions when we haven't answered even the basic few?? And, what about the groups before us? I dun tink they have the advantage of being able to quote form other ppl's projects.. Simply because they ere eariler.. So, other ppl's projects should NVR be touched upon.. ( During the Q&A i felt compiled to beat ppl up as i was rejected to answer questions time after time.. Why??I was at my best that day after weeks of preparing for the 'o' lvl orals and i was ready to counter many questions that the clss shot..But, i was not given a chance!! Argghhhh!!!) Maybe my clssmate (aka team leader) dragged the Q&A session bcoz he felt we had more time.. (We were the last grp presenting) But, the truth is, i dun have that much time!! I needed to rush home after crs presentation was over to prepare for my english 'o' lvl oral.. (I am retaking my o lvl english btw)
I dun wish to continue saying bout him coz he's a friend..(Dun wish to hurt his feelings..) I have said enough and dere's nth i can do about the project.. Its over.. Now, i just pray that i will pass my crs.. Hides in the shadows.. Never turning back..
Cheer me up a bit.. I go West Mall CD Rama to buy that new techno album that i was saving for for this week.. Hmm.. could not find it on the shelves so i asked the saleswomen (all middle-aged , so cannot be consider sales-girl..) =p then one of the saleswomen showed me that the album was hidden behind another album.. also techno.. -.-" Well, last album liao worx.. I also noe Cd Rama wun restock anymore.. its over $20+ so i managed to get my Cd Rama membership card stamped.. But when i open the album back home, (Tear off the plastic wrapping and open the cardboard packaging) , i was like SHIT!! The enitre cd casing was falling to pieces!! Luckily the cd's were not damaged.. Obviously some faggot dropped the album when in Cd Rama and just hid the it behind another album.. Sibei inconsiderate!! Wah lau.. Going to return it to cd rama first thing tml.. But will they have another of my techno album? (Like i say it was the last that day..) Or will they exchange it to something of equal value?? All the other techno cd's in CdRama i already purchase liao horx!! Oh man.. i tink i better burn the Cd's first, just to make sure.. U can call me cheapskate already worx.. ^^
Ok, i went home to freshen up for the 'o' lvl english oral.. Went to sch 30 min before the oral supposed to start.. Hey, the instruction booklet to 'o' lvl private candidates says so.. ( i kiasu a bit mahx.. scared not allowed to enter exam hall later than that) But, its not true.. Got ppl arrive 15 min's later than the start time and can still sit for exam!! I met this indian guy from ns.. He was in ite before ns.. I tell him i was frm bbss and i live nearby.. He say he dun understand why he live in clementi but have to go to bkt batok for exam.. Ok, exam starting.. We all divided into 2 grps.. My fren go the other grp and he take his exam first.. Sobs..Sobs..Sobs.. Din't manage to get his hp no.. Juz waved gdbye to him as he left the exam hall..Sibei bored.. Kept listening to my mp3 while waiting for my turn.. (No, i dun tink i saw any bbsians taking the exam, though some of the private candiates look strangely firmiliar) The exam was ok larhx.. Juz scared they penalise me coz of my long fringe which i tried to avoid covering my eyes.. After i went home, met an ex sec sch cls mate..Told him exam was ok lorhx.. Will meet another ex sec sch clssmate by coincidence also later.. (Both are closer to me in sec sch and are also living in bkt batok..)
Another event happened when i reach home.. pls read the below post.. haha thx.. =)
Strange happenings around me.. ( weird.. )
Just this few days i've been noticing a lot of weird happenings around me.. Or am i more open to people moving around me? Hmm.. i saw this old man a few days ago who waxed up his eyebrows.. Weird.. Then, dere was this other guy who had fucking bad breath at the mrt.. When he coughed frequently thru his mouth, the smell was soooo intoxicating!! OMG!! His breath smelled like sneakers that were not washed for 3 years!! It also smelled like he was very sick.. Then, his body odour was terrible man!! I dun tink he has bathed for months..( After he left the mrt at clementi station, the smell still lingered in the mrt for like dunno how long...) I am serious!! He also kept trying to prevent his nose from becoming runny... (I dunno how to explain this action but, yah.. u noe what i mean) Worse still, i could not move away from him as the mrt was filled to the max.. Oh man i was suffering.. The other ppl in the mrt were also reeling their heads away in disgust.. Then today horx, i saw thismalay old man walking below blk 114, (its nxt ot my blk..) But, later he sat down below the blk and started acting strange.. He was bending down and i thought he was doing prayers.. He was also making alot of moaning sounds. I apprached him and asked him.. "Erm.. Uncle, are u okay? Its dangerous to sit dwn here u noe?" Coz, where he sitting up above got alot of aircon ducts hanging and then i also scared got ppl throw killer litter down..He nvr respond.. (i keep asknig if he was okay but he nvr respond.. I also dunno how to spk malay to him..) Then horx, he started twisting his limbs to a different position.. But still facing same direction and still "praying lah".. Finally, i tink he too exhausted liao.. Then, he moaned a few times loudly.. At this point of time i got notice that he's left arm had 2 fingers missing.. Or maybe it was a birth defect? Coz i tink <--- (tink onli ah..) i got see his 2 shorter fingers got finger nails..In case u are wondering wad fingers were missing from his left hand , its the ring finger and the middle finger.. Finally, after a while, he began to turn to one side and he stopped moving entirely.. Okay lah, i freaked out.. I ask again if he was okay.. He still nvr respond.. Hiazz.. What to do siah.. No passerbys lehx.. I also dun want to leave him coz its not right.. Scully he injured internally or he is very sick then how? If he die coz i was able to help him but nvr help him, then i will be guilty for life man.. Also, i feel that i really need to help that man.. Luckily horx, got one guy walk pass wearing a jc t-shirt.. Dunno wad jc larhx, but i got see the word jc at the corner of the t-shirt.. He approached me and ask if the man fell down from blk 114.. Then i was like yah horx.. His position really look like he fell down from building like that..I wave my hands frantically and said nono.. Looks like horx, but actually is not.. I tell him wad happen lahrx and ask him wad to do.. he also very confused.. We all sibei blur.. But, the jc guy got ask me if he got a home.. I say dunno.. Luckily later got adults come..and the jc guy left.. Heng bo.. The adults ah, are related, consisting of 3 middle age women and 1 middle age man.. They ask what happen and one of the lady say its best to call police.. So, i pass her my hp and ask her help me call police.. (Hey dun blame me horx, i dunno what to say to police..) Call liao, (the old man is still breathing horx.. not dead) the adults say they need to go.. coz a few of them need to rush to catch a plane to malaysia.. Ok larhx.. so i wait for the police form bkt batok neighbourhood police post to come.. Wait wait wait.. 5 min pass liao.. But it seemed forever before they came... zzzz.. But horx, got this blangadesh road sweeper who came up and ask me what happen.. I tell him lah.. boring siah..(Everybody who passes by me keeps asking me what just happened and i have to tell them in full detail) Then he say he got see the old man walking form the soccer field all the way to where he was lying now.. At least got ppl saw him before me.. The blangadesh man say that the old man was walking quite fine and wasn't acting strange when he was walking.. Then he needed to continue his job and he said that if the police needed his eye witness accnt, he will be ready.. Hmm.. i kept waitn gfor the police to come.. Sooo long!! I diallead 999 and ask why so long.. (Hey my very first call to 999..) I know what happen when u call 999 liao.. A police officer will immediately answer the phone.. =p As i kept waiting, ppl who were walking by kept giving me and the man that Aiyo.. The man jumped down from blk 114 or that you must have injured him look.. But, the old man did not faint lah!! He got yawn,( i saw that his teeth were all yellow stained and alot of his teeth were missing) move his hand to sctrath his nose and even move his arms to another more comfortable position..Then the blangadesh man return to keep track of the old mans condition.. I tell him the old man did not faint as believed when the adults made the phone call.. 2 Police arrive also.. Woo hoo.. Now can relieve me and i can go home.. (Which technically is just one blk away..) -.-" But when the police arrive, my sec sch clssmate also arrived!! (Btw he's now studyin in Sp.. Mass Comm..)Wahahahaha!! i tell him everything lorx.. Again.. Waste my breath lehx.. Might as well just blog everything and lethe passer-by's view the url.. =/ The police ask for my identificaiton card.. And, they record my details.. Then, they ask what happen.. Wah lau!! I have to tell.. oh man.. How many ppl i need to tell siah!! k, i tell and also refered to the blangadesh man.. (He's mia now) My sec sch clssmate and the policelady got see him.. So proved my point.. haha.. Ok, shows over for me.. I have kept virgil over the old man for long enough.. I tink i heard the policeman call for ambulance.. yay.. i can leave already.. My fren said take care horx and then we parted.. (Me ah? I just climb up a staircase and walk to my blk lift lorx..) -.-" Oh man.. This is truly lame..
Just another day...
Entering the spritual battle to win souls for chirst..
The Harvest Is plentiful.. Let us go forth and do our part!!
Ok, i went to the crusade room again.. Dunno why.. Boredz i guess.. SO i went in and i saw my fren frm tkd inside the buddhist society room.. He promise mi that he will play chinese chess with me so out he went, carrying the huge chinese chess set.. Ok, we played 3 rounds.. 2 he won, one he lost.. But, the 3rd match we played was amazing.. Why? I tell you.. Coz during the time we played our 3rd match, got like 1-2 members of the buddhist society and campus crusade gather around us to watch.. All thought my fren was in the winning position.. I mean, we both had around the same number of troops.. I eat some, he eat some.. Same Same Mahx.. But, his troops were advancing quicker than i could.. Already his 2 cannons were out dere, waiting to check mi.. His horse was also freakishly close to my king, which i didn't really like.. Was i doomed to lose this match again, losing to my fren? I mean it was ok with me, (He's a chinese from shanghai and is more experienced in chinese chess than i am) coz he was better than me.. But, i managed to trap his king to one corner, and guess what, i did a flying check!! (What chinese will call a "Fei Jiang") Then i was like "yay!!" and holding both my hands up halfway in the air with my fingers twisted.. Well, my crusade senior who was watching (His waiting to go Ns.. not part of Sp anymore) was surprised.. He thought my fren had the upper hand in the game, but it so happened that the underdog, namely me won.. This taught me valuable lessons both in chinese chess and in Life.. I will also make some references to christianity.. (Expected..) ^^
1. Never underestimate ur opponent. (No matter how big,small, fat,thin,skinny,muscular etc..)
2. Even though u may feel that u have no hope left, always believe god will pull you through..
(Eg: When u face any setbacks in life)
3.Miracles by god can happen. Do not witness them before u decide to become a christian..
(I'm not saying that i won my fren coz of a miracle.. Only using the 3 matches as an example)
4. There will always be a mountain taller than the tallest mountain.
(Not refering to Mount Everest or any other mountain lahrx!! Just saying that if u strive harder in something , who knows? Someday u may even be better than the grand master of that something)
Hmm.. i am supposed to quote some verses ffrom the bible.. Supposed to do that for every single posting, but this time i didn't really prepare anytin.. So so sorry.. haixx.. Its getting late.. Sleepppyyy.. zzzzzzz...
Harvest day 17-08-05
Oh well, it was wednesday worx.. Hmm.. was tinking of doing my vbas project.. Very behind time liao.. But, i still went to my usual hangout.. What else.. The crusade room lorhx.. Ok, i went downstairs to buy packet lunch.. (Cheap fare consisting of rice wit chicken and char siew..) yummy!! mmmm... Can still taste that delicious charsiew sauce up till now.. I later found out that the crusade was having Harvest day.. Then i remember.. Oh yah horx.. Harvest day is every wednesday afternoon.. Ok lah, i dun really feel like going.. Coz harvest day is really very stressful.. So i juz sit inside the ctrusade room and study my dbms.. Study bout SQL chpt 10.. (Wasn't really listening in clss when cher was teaching this chpt..) =P So anyhow, i was like.. read..read..read.. underline..underline..underline.. and also try to understand the chpt.. Doing so fine worx.. Until everyone going for harvest day started coming.. -.-" One by one.. Until the entire crusade room was packed..OoOhHh.. Start briefing for harvest day liao lorx.. SHIT.. (puts dbms book away and listens to briefing..) We did the usual things any crusade meeting would have had.. Then a;sp prayed for a plentiful harvest and that god would provide us with the right things to say when we were engaging the lost souls out dere in the campus.. Well, i teamed up with the vice president of the crusade, and we searched everywhere for ppl to talk to.. My plan was to approach ppl who were sitting alone in the foodcourts or studycorners.. But, siao liao.. hardly anyone was sitting alone.. And, those few ppl who were sitting alone kept rejecting us.. One guy even said he heard of jesus christ but said he does'nt like him.. Can't really blame him.. His bag was full of slayer iron-on's and he was wearing a slayer t-shirt.. In case u dunno, Slayer is a well known death-metal band that is considered to be anti-christ.. Hmm.. but dunno why, my vp still approached him.. Then i decided that we should go to foodcourt 2.. Why huh? Coz that place we haven't searched for lost souls yet lah.. Still ask why!! -.-" Ok lah.. this time we all lucked out.. My vp met a buddhist guy whom he was following up with dere.. Talked to him again.. But could see that dere was still no progress.. diao.. My vp was juz reading the lines from our harvest booklet.. Liddat isn't it better to juz give that guy the booklet to read and ask when he dun understand points.. Ok lah i was feeling so sianz asmy vp was talking.. talking.. talking..
Was going to fall alseep if i dun do my own harvesting.. PLEASE READ ON.. INTERESTING PART COME LIAO!! So i stood up and glanced around foodcourt 2 lah..Then SONGBO!! Sw this guy drinking juice alone.. Ran to talk to him. So i asked lah.. "Excuse me, but is it ok if i take a moment of your time to share with you something?? Well i'm from the campus crusade for christ, a christian organisation, cca in Sp and er..." And yah, he agree lah.. Then omg!! I found out that he was from the buddhist society..He's also a 3rd year student... (In case u dunno, the buddhist society room is juz nxt to the crusade room) But, thats not why the OMG comes into the picture lahrx.. ^^ The OMG is coz he's in the buddhist society for 3 years but...
HE'S WAS NVR NOT A BUDDHIST!!! He join buddhist society in yr 1 bcoz alot of his frens got join...Suddenlyanother OMG came about.. I asked him if anybody had ever shared christ with him b4.. He said i'm the first.. So i was like Oh ok.. =/ Once again, This is not why i said OMG... the OMG is coz.. HIS OLDER BROTHER IS A CHRISTIAN, HIS GRANDMOTHER IS A CHRISTIAN, AND WORSE STILL, HE WENT TO YOUTH SERVICE IN CHURCH IN HIS EARLY TEENS!!!
WTF..Ok so maybe his family respects his freedom of religion, BUT WHY HASN'T ANYONE FROM THE CHURCH HE WENT TO SHARED CHRIST WIT HIM BEFORE?!?!
Ok, i went through the harvest booklet with him and shared about god and how he saent his only son jesus to die for our sins.. I also got say that jesus died a painful death just so that our sins can be cleansed.. I specified alot that if ppl know of this person call jesus cherist but refuse to accept him , they will end up roasting in hell, FOREVER.. But, if they choose to know jesus, they will be able to have a relationship with god the father and have a passport to eternal life with god in heaven.. No man can truly say that he is without sin.. Common sense mahx.. Even those christian bigshots also got sin b4.. He said that he strongly believe this is true.. He also believes that dere's someone out dere , god who created him.. But, he stated that he was juz interested on his creator and reagarded it sas theology.. (Chim, but i can explain..Erm.. theology huh? I tink its related to science lorx.. Like must have scientific proof than will believe..) Aiyah i also not veri sure!! But, something like this lah!! =D Since it was so surprising that he was in buddhist society but not a buddhist, i ask him if he got kneel down and pray to that buddha picture in the buddhist society room.. (Expected question coz i sawa ppl from that society bowing dowm to the picture many times..) He say that he very rare got bow down.. But no matter how rare is still means he got do b4 lah.. Then i ask another expected question.. What exactly is your purpose for bowing towards that statue.. Is it to pray to buddha? He gave me good ans lorx.. To give respects to this Man call Buddha..<---- pls take note.. (Later got quiz... jk jk..) He said that Buddha was a man with good values and believes and so should be respected.. So, if he say buddha is a man, i thought of yet another expected question.. "Do u consider Buddhism a religion?" He said No.. So i was like oh ok.. Nxt expected question.. "So, do u consider christianity a religion?" He reply with a yes.. Hmm... interesting.. So i ask if he wants to find out more abt his creator.. He decline lor.. but he say our talk was veri "Fruitful".. Hmmm..Fruitful huh? That word i like.. =) Wahh .. when i listen to wad he say , i felt SONG man!!! Ok lah.. time constraints.. need to return to crusade room for debriefing.. I took dwn his particulars and went back with another freshy fren to the crusade room.. Go back crusade room i realise something.. OH FUCK.. i forgot to pass him the harvest booklet!! Oh man i'm fucked!! But, haha.. i forgot to return his ballpoint pen.. haha.. Msged him.. He say leave it in the buddhist society room.. (Which i did of coz..) =P Fee;s that if i continue to push foar this guy b4 he leaves for Ns, he will surely change for the better!! Yeah!! Amen!! Maybe his brother will also open up and they will start being more sociable with each other.. (He say his relationship with is brother is juz so-so..) Then even if i cannot reach out to that guy, Lets hope that his oh so religious brother will step in for us and bring the lost soul towards christ.. Amen? ^^
GOD IS GOOD TO MI!!
Just a week ago i was so worried that i will retain alot of my modules and become a forward student in poly.. Well, not anymore!! Bcoz, god has taken away all of my worries.. ^^ On friday, 12th of august, i spoke to my dgl( disciple group leader) .. He said that i wasn't following my dg book properly coz dere got one chpt on Why Worry? zzz.. At that moment i got recall that chpt.. And then was like diao.. -.-" Why i nvr think back to that chpt siah..It was so obvious.. But then i realised that it wasn't my fault bcoz i was too scared and frightened and full of worry to think of anything.. (except ask my crusader It seniors for help) =( Read Luke chapter 12: Verse 22-30.. ( My dg bk says so one..)
" 22Then Jesus said to his disciples: "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. 23Life is more than food, and the body more than clothes. 24Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them. And how much more valuable you are than birds! 25Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? 26Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?
27"Consider how the lilies grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 28If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today, and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, how much more will he clothe you, O you of little faith! 29And do not set your heart on what you will eat or drink; do not worry about it. 30For the pagan world runs after all such things, and your Father knows that you need them. 32Do not be afraid, little flock, for your Father has been pleased to give you the kingdom."
Ooohhhh.. Sounds interesting.. ( i read this few verses when i reached home) My dgl told me that in order to acheive greater acheivements, i must first surrender myself to god.. He noted that his life was once empty without god and that his relationship with his family was quite rocky.. But, after he knew god and surrendered his entire life to the father, his entire life changed.. I can tell u horx that this is very true.. My dgl has received 2 director honour rolls so far in his 3 yrs in Sp and he has also recieved a scholarship.. Ok, so maybe u might say that he is the kind who always study one.. But, u will be surprised to when i tell u that he has 6 cca's!! Yes, its true!! And, most of his cca's are sports based!! He is taking up leadership roles in everyone of those ccas and he is also qualified to teach lifesaving... Then he also knows how to play the saxophone and the guitar..Wah kau! Plus, he go sch also have time to wax up his hair.. But not dye lah.. Everday can see him smiling cheerfully..(Not all the time, but with the people he knows) He also handles a dg session on monday, a dg session on friday, a dg session where he is a disciple (so 3 dg sessions a week in all) plus attending church on sundays,plus serving actively in his church!! When i visit his church i can see him dancing around with joy..He also makes his calender free for many social activites and other major christian events in Singapore.. So what is he like ah? A person with no life? OF COZ NOT LAH!! He's is the kind of guy with the most life.. Eternal life.. Somemore, i feel that those ppl who always slack and nvr study are the ones who lose out in the end, coz they will most probably do badly in their exams and get lousy jobs.. (Lousy as in low pay jobs no Singaporean wants to take if they had a choice ) Wahh!! Talk about multi tasking man!! I take one cca already burn out liao.. But my dgl still has the energy to take on 6 ccas and still be a top student in Sp.. My dgl also said that he is applying to go to mus.. I tell u something, with his grades, he will surely enter nus... Not only that, i feel that he will top the school..Yup, his acheivements today would not have been possible if hadn't been for god's grace.. Surrender your life to god and you will benifit far more than u will ever imagine.. Take my dgl for example.. He is a devoted christian who rests everything he does in god's loving hands.. God has not only given him the promise of eternal life in heaven, but god has also been good to him and has helped him academically..
Luke 12:12
"And do not set your heart on what you should eat or drink; do not worry about it"
Ok, this is what happened.. On friday, i went into the crusade room in Sp disillusioned.. I knew that my term test results would be very bad and i was too depressed.. I went over to ask the crusade seniors if they could help me and god answered my questions.. One of the crusaders studying dbit reached out to ask me what modules i was taking.. I showed him my math booklet and he immediately recognised it.. He had taken it during his first yr in dbit.. Then, he quickly volunteered to tutor me in math.. Ooohhh!! I was overjoyed siah!! So, my first session with him was during the next day, Saturday.. Then , i stayed a while in the crusade room to ask around for more seniors taking IT.. Well, it so happened that 2 seniors came into the crusade room 15 mins later.. One of them was an IT student!! LOL!! And, he offered to tutor me in DBMS.. (Database management systems) One of those modules that i cannot make it lorx.. The last crusader taking IT ( 2 other IT seniors weren't that good in it and so could not help mi..) was quite illusive.. He does not have a Hp no, so its pretty tough trying to contect him.. (When i finally caught up with him, he say he dun wan to have a Hp coz he dun like to have one..) Well, on monday , after sch i went over to the salc (Self Acess Learning Centre) to print out some tutorial answers and to work on my Vbas project..Ok, now the next few events that happened to me were very weird.. U can call me suay or wadever, but in the very end i found the last IT senior.. Thank you lord.. Ok, after i finished printing out my math tutorial solutions, i reache dinto my bag to take out my mp3 player.. Enjoy a bit of techno while i am doinbg my project mah.. I was busy untangling the earphones.. (Its so irritating..Waste my time!!) zzz... after i finish liao and plug the earphones in my ear, i saw the screen.. Time till logoff.. 5.. 4.. 3.. 2..1.. Nooooo!!Don't log off!!! But in the end the the comp still logged off.. Oh shit.. No hoice lah.. have to book another slot with another computer.. Ok, i book liao.. But the computer that i book cannot login one!! I try to book again but the stupid machine say cannot have double bookings!! FUCK IT LAH... Need to wait one hour b4 can book again.. zzzzzzzz... So wu liao.. No choice liao.. Go crusade room and slack away.. Hey u wun believe it but when i walked towards the crusade room, the person whom i soooo badly wanted to find was standing inside, nxt to the doorway!! Hallelujah!! Praise the lord!! Did god make the computer spoil juz so that i will go to the crusade room and meet that guy? I believe so!!!
"For the Holy Spirit will teach you at that time what you should say."
( Ok this verse i dunno get from where one.. I just typed luke 12:12 in biblegateway.com , a web version of the bible and i got this verse.(Lazy to type out the verse from my bible mahx.. So juz copy and paste from internet) ^^ But, this verse has alot of meaning so i'm posting it up in my blog.. =p
I am now learning to surrender my life to god.. =D Hope that i will suceed.. and, if u are a christian reading my blog, pls pray for mi.. God bless all of you reading this blog entry.. Night..
"I will give you rest" Matthew 11:28
Vbas proj. is due on my bday.. CRAPZZZ...
Yeah, its true larhx.. Vbas is due on my bday.. sobs.. sobs.. sobs.. why must this happen!! Haixx.. Cannot complain.. god has been good to me so far.. =p
Went for the 2nd day of the Festival Of Praise..
Oh yeah.. went for the 2nd day.. long queues as usual.. but hey , the crusade and me finally got in.. They helped me queue up while i was at home playing computer games.. haha.. And, wow.. Darlene Zschech of Hillsong was totally awesome..Her singing is much better today.. ( She was also great on the first day.. )Woohoo! My favourite christian song was sung.. JESUS YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND and u will always be, and nothing will ever change that.. ^^ Delirious on the other hand was a great dissapointment..to my point of view lahx.. It didn't get as much crowd support as Hillsong and it did something worse.. All the songs that they sang on the 2nd day were the same as the 1st days songs!! Hey, on the 3rd day of the fop, i heard form my friends that delirious finally sung different songs.. But, boo hoo.. i wasn't dere.. T.T But, yah, i tink delirious has more of an entertainment value than seriousness in worship..(No offence..) During the 2nd day, I saw the lead singer of delirious kneeling down on the floor when he sang.. Typical rock band? Or is he really on fire for christ?? Reverevd Colin Dye gave his speech again as usual.. He was doing it every single day for the 3 days of the FOP.. And yah, i realised that there were several things that were not quite right about the songs and about all the sppeches made by those christian ministers, Including Reverend Colin Dye.. I always forget what they are.. haizz.. But, they are good questions to be asked about christianity anyway..Maybe god doesn't want me to remember all these questions that i have thought of at the indoor stadium?? Hmm.. Not very sure but its possible.. After the event, i stuck closely to my campus crusade friends.. If anything happened, they were my ticket home.. ( Can borrow money form them in case of emergency mahx..Somemore cna treat me drink and they will also make sure i dun go geylang again..) ^^ You'll be please to know that i neber go geylang.. haha.. i went the other way .. away from geylang.. haha.. we all went to kfc to buy back dinner..Talked to this ex crusader who is in City Harvest Church abd an usher at the FOP that day.. When i tell her not to mess with me, she say that she was once an Ah Lian beofre she met christ.. She say ppl she believe can change.. I was like -.-" .. Then , she say something that really pissed me.. SHE SAID ----> ( You dun need to look like somebody to be somebody.. She was refering to me looking like a beng lahx.. ) I was so fucking hopping mad.. WHAT THE FUCK.. So, She saying that little baby can be Ah Beng ah?? Our country's president and prime minister can look like gangsters and still have their jobs in the government ah?? If she say like this, then why not continue to LOOK LIKE AN AH LIAN BUT STIL BE A CHRISTIAN?? Ok, dun angry over that person liao.. The kfc near the indoor stadium in kallang got free refills of drinks!! Wahh!! I neber bring my water bottle!! Luckily the seniors all bought meals and everyone grab straws... Refill.. Refill.. Refill..Drink.. Drink.. Drink.. Then horx, we all decide go take bus and taxi home coz mrt last train sure no more liao.. My campus crusade senior say that if i take taxi with him, he will share the fare with me.. My eyes brighten up .. $$ .. Btw, my senior lives in Boon Lay so my house is just along the way.. But, he say that if bus 30 comes earlier, ( Bus 30 goes to clementi.. Take cab from clementi to house is cheaper.. But, it takes 45 min to 1 hour to reach clementi!! The also got another bus that goes somewhere in the west.. Bus 196.. ) Eeeeekk!! I try to flag dwn taxi so many times!! Waving my hands like a big chicken..Haizz.. All the taxis were filled..Sobs.. Sobs.. Sobs.. I kept hoping bus 30 and bus 196 would not come.. But Siao Liao lah!! Bus 30 and bus 196 came earlier!! I quickly rush to distract my senior until the buses went away.. Haha!! I suceeded.. =p Bus 14 came later.. The rest of the crusaders livng in the north were suppose to take this bus.. But when thwy ask the bus uncle if they were on the correct side, the bus uncle said ---> "nope.." Wah lau!! They damn suay lorx.. No choice they had to cross over to the other side.. Then the weird thing happen.. When we were all crossing the road, the empty taxi came!! Arrgghh!!! Sat in the taxi wit my senior lorx.. haha.. Enough cab fare to go home lah.. It was 22 dollars when the taxi reach boon lay.. haha.. Sibei Heng, the taxi driver did not count the extra 2 dollars that my senior suppose to pay.. Anyways, i really should have gone for the 3rd day of the Festival Of Praise.. Haizz.. missed out on all the worship.. was busy rushing a project at home.. I have always been askin myself this questions whenever i have too much homework to go to church.. " Are studies more important than worshipping god?? " And hey, i've found the answer to be a big fat " NO! " But haizz.. we are living in a new generation.. Never study properly = No good job.. No good job = low pay.. Then liddat how i donate money to god's ministry?? So, must study hard.. In the end, i will still be serving god.. ^^ Simple reasoning horx? Yah..
Delirious and Hillsong.. The Festival of Praise.. A night to remember...
Wow!! Delirious really got me shaking to their songs during the Festival Of Praise.. I was dancing up and down to the beat as though i was in China Black clubbing... Nobody could stop my vibes as i swayed around to the rhythm and the heavy beat.. But hey, worshipping god is not feeling high to the music and neither is it about the bands that play the music.. That is why, we shouldn't be clapping hands for the 2 bands when they finish playing a song.. The 2 bands are just servants of god serving in Singapore and spreading important messages to us.. But, i kept wondering why Martin Smith, the lead singer of Delirious kept telling us to dance to the rhythm and not to god.. A typical pop rock band maybe? I dun tink their band is genuine enough to be considered a christian rock band.. Too much media attention on pop radio..Planet shakers more credible as a christian rock band.. I feel that hillsong is not here in Singapore to entertain us... They are here to spread an important message... The fact that god and his son jesus exist and are working in our lives.. Btw, the 2 bands that played during the festival today are Hillsong and Delirious.. 2 of themost popular christian bands alive.. Other than planet shakers, Delirious is considered to be the next best christian rock band in the world.. But, i'm still lost over how i missed the sonic festival last week.. Where the 2 best christian acts alive, Sonic Flood and Planet Shakers, came to Singapore to sing and worship.. Haizz.. But, as i worshipped today at the indoor stadium, i kept asking jesus to come back into my life and fill up the emptiness that was reciding from within my heart.. As we proceeded with the days events, i felt whole once again!! I just couldn't explain it, but i could feel the emptiness from within me dissipating and i felt GREAT!! But, there were some things that never changed.. My love for rock music, including Chrisitan rock.. As usual , i was jumping up to the beat of the rock music and bobbing my head everywhere.. U should have seen me.. I was like an Ah beng dancing away at a Rock Concert.. ( A free one.. ) Praise the Lord!! My fire is now renewed for God and his son Jesus.. I'm now on fire for christ!! HURRAY!! Actually, i felt that hillsong wa smore devoted to christ while Delirious was more of an entertainment.. When the event was coming to a close, Darlene Zschech, the lead singer of Hillsong asked anyone who wanted to accept jesus christ to come towards the front.. I hesitated at first but i just said HECK LAH and i walked up to the frnt with the rest of those ppl who wanted to accept christ.. My purpose was to renew my relation with jesus christ.. And hey, i managed to get my face captured when the guy was filming all of us right below.. I also managed to catch glimpses of Hillsong and Delirious!! Wahh.. The Delirious lead singer Martin Smith got such nice shades of grey dyed hair!! (Still remember when the band first started out he had spiked-up hair.. ) When he was singing, my friend noticed that he kept touching his hair and pushing it to one side.. Why does he care so much about his looks.. He was supposed to worship christ and he is so concerned about his appearance to the public?? CRAP!!! I dun really tink delirious is htat devoted.. Maybe they are better off in the pop world.. But,Martin Smith's voice is so unique.. Throughout the festival of praise, i was shocked by how wonderful he sang.. Wow his singing was amazing!! Out of this world!! Btw, you have to listen to his band live to have a feel of his voice.. so dun try downloading any delirious songs right now..coz, it wun do u any good.. Believe me.. just as i believe in god's plan... After the first day of the Festival Of Praise was over, i left the crusade peeps whom were with me when i went for the event to meet up wit 2 of my classmates .. One of them was frm City Harvest Church, who organised the Festival Of Praise..He was serving as an usher dere.. The other was also frm Crusade, sitting nxt to me during the event, but left while i went below to reaccept christ.. I rushed to meet them at the east gate of the Indoor Stadium, but i got lost!! Hey, i always get lost!! I asked ppl where the east entrance was.. They all stupid siah , give me the wrong advice.. ( chanced upon one of my campus crusade friends church friends..he did not go for the 1st day of fop but i did go to his church b4.. That was like 4 weeks b4 the FOP?? But, one of the girls frm his church recognised me!! I did not even remember her when i asked her for advice.. Hahah!! In the end, the directiond she gave me was wrong.. at least i know one of those ppl who give me wrong advice.. can go find her for beating liao.. heheheh.. >=) Before i left her grp of church mates, i shouted.. " HEY, I KNOW WHICH CHURCH YOU ARE FROM!! " Scare them a bit mahx.. ^^ ) Anyways, i made several calls to my 2 clssmates while searching for their bus stop before giving up and asking them to go ahead without me..Very paiseh, ask one of my clssmates cousins to wait for me.. Bus and mrt 11.30pm will be no more mahx.. =p I walk.. walk.. walk.. then i ask ppl.. ask ppl ask ppl.. they all say kallang mrt is here..dere.. here.. dere.. in the end, they say kallang mrt, whoch i wanted to go to was further than aljunied mrt.. I rushed towards aljunied mrt, but Siao Liao lah! I had to pass geylang!! Even those decent ppl from the cars passing geylang didn't wish to help me find aljunied mrt.. I ran all the way past geylang just to reach aljunied mrt man!! In the end , i aksed around and finally went to aljunied mrt.. But shit! The last mrt was at 11.30pm.. its was now 11.40pm.. The bus services had also ended.. I was so panicked man! Did i have to spend the entire night in geylang while my parents kept worrying about me at home?Later horx, i realised i could take taxi home.. I rushed to flag dwn a taxi to take me home.. The taxi uncle kept questioning why i was in geylang and asked if my parents knew about this.. Obviously he thought i was up to no good in geylang.. I told him i made a mistake and ended up in Geylang and i was seperated from my friends.. Soon, we began chatting ( he was very friendly.. ) Then i found out he had a son who was 22 yr old and in taekwondo.. That boy trains evey saturday at woodlands community club.. Haha.. most of our conversations were about taekwondo.. Ok, when we reached bkt batok, i realised that i didn't bring enough cash with me!! Actually knew that i had lost 5 dollars, which added with some ez-linkcards or phone cards with value inside and my current amount of 6 dollars could have counted for something.. btw the fee was 12.90!! Lucky i was smart enuf to be nice to the uncle throughout the trip, or he wouldn't have accepted my offer.. 6 dollars 20 cents, 2 standard tickets that can be deposited for 2 dollars and 2 ezlink cards with no value inside.. Hey, if the son of that uncle or maybe even better, that uncle is reading my blog rite now, I juz want to say a BIG THANK YOU!! XIE XIE NI UNCLE!! u are so nice!! Wish all taxi drivers were like you!!
Hi Guys.. Sorry for that ridiculous post i juz did today.. If u are unsure what i mean, pls read the last posting.. WARNING: ( Definitely not for the weakhearted!! ) Not that i want to anger anyone, but that person knows who i am referring to.. Ok, i want to cover up that posting.. can't have everyone viewing my blog seeing those atrocities at first sight.. Its just like most websites that you view on the net. They all come with disclaimers if their contents are disturbing... Well, mine is considered disturbing.. Although, i was careful enough not to specify any organisation on earth.. HaHa.. Nobody can take legal action on my now.. To whoever my last post is indirectly referring to : "I have basic knowledge of the internet law.. What i have typed earlier represent the views of myself and possibly many other citizens from a certain country.. If you choose to take legal action against me, then i'm sad to say that the evidence that u might use against me might not be sufficient enough." "If u ppl are not HUM JI'S , hiding behind the backs of the secruity forces, then take my advice and start improving the policies of a certain country ad stop controlling the lives of its citizens!! "
Anyways, back to my post.. I am struggling to comprehend what god is planning for me.. I feel that he wants me to find out the truth behind christianity and differentiate btwn the facts and the lies.. I have gone to several churches of different denominations of christianity to find out more about their views on my questions.. Finally, i have decided to present my findings so far.. y findings are based on the New testament of the bible as we are now living the new generation and not the old one... When i first began my search for answers, i have discovered that the bible is actually incomplete.. It may seem to be complete when it was published, but in actual fact, many books written by ppl like mary magdelene were never published.. Jesus mother Mary also published a book, but it and many other books were destroyed by the christian church.. Apparently, the christian church wasnt quite supportive of women taking lead roles in the church. But, there were many other men whose books failed to appear in the bible.. This stunned me at first but i soon realised that this argument had some basis.. Firstly, th bible potraye jesus to be a saint, who could do wonders.. However, it did not or never showed the negative side of jesus.. After all, jesus had the power to heal the sick and the wounded but he was still a mortal man who died for our sins in the end.. Quite recently, just shortly after world war two, a collection of ancient documents known now as the dead sea scrolls were found near Israel by a sheep herder..The sheep herder sold them all to antique collectors but when news came of their exsistence, the Israeli government rushed to buy them all.. In no time, these documents were carefully studied before being put on display in the Israeli muesuem.. Shockingly, when this documents were studied, they contained references to jesus and his disciples during the time he lived. Shockingly, the documents showed convincingly that jesus was having an affair with Mary. They showed that jesus was quite found of mary and it also showed that jesus had descendants!! LOL!! could this be the missing link to the bible? The christian church wanted so badly to potray jesus as a saint that they edited all the text in the bible before it was shown to the world? Could they possibly have driven Jesus descendants into hidding? If jesus was allowed to have an affair and could have kids, then doesn't it show that he is more of a mortal than a saint?
Please bear with me as i unleash my anger and fury... God BLESS anyone that stands in my way..
Sorry for the late posting!! Soooo SORRY!! You see ah, I was busy studying for my term test this wk.. Finish liao worx, and the results will be released in 2 weeks time.. haix.. my exam results confirm is siao liao worx.. =p I dun want to retain!! Waaaaaa! ='(
Ok, lets get straight to the point.. (Brace urself FUCKERS..)
What have i learnt after i have taken the exams? LETS FUCKCARE THE EXAMS LAH! Wonder who introduced this stupid SHIT called exams to country.. It messed up all our lives.. If those ppl IS still alive siah, i'll beat them up man!!! Those ppl are fucking Cheebyes.. To those Lan Jiao : Dun mess with my life man BITCHES!! You assholes tink that you so bigshot in the education ministry and now want to destroy our futures. Exams helps to test our knowledge of a subject?? OH REALLY HUH? GOT PROVE? Or does it just test our memory?? Then why is the education ministry so extra biased and implement that fucking pussy policy saying all those students from those racist sap sch dun need to take o lvls.. Can skip to A lvls later in their lives.. You tink i what? Stupid arhx? GO EAT SHIT LAH! U saying those student from those other secondary is better than us right? When i in sec sch we all express stream like those other students u know!! All suppose to take O lvls!! If this is another one of those bullshit policies on selecting future leaders of country, then the person from education ministry who say so are stupid fuck. Now what u want us to do? At first say Eca is Compulsory.. From Extra Curriculum Activities become Core Curriculum Activities.. Then later u go and change the rules.. Say cca not needed to enter Uni? U want us to die arh? HUH? Cca actually help us to enter university ok! I know u ppl got wad crap P.H.D or what shit masters.. Got those qualification is means u guys BIG FUCK arh? Graduate from University can anyhow change policies ah? This policies suppose to help us issit? Is that what u tink?? If u ppl so Hao Xin than if country invaded we all throw u pp to the frnt of the battlefield and let u ppl fry.. But come t tink of it horx, u ppl are responsible for preventing war from happening in country rite? If country kena invaded, IS MEANS U PPL NVR DO YOUR JOB!! Its not because country suay!! Dun just because some bigshot minister Kao pei Kao bu and kena offend other countries and expect us Citizens to fight the wars for you.. ( All Talk no action!! )HEY!! This is to all those ministers with the fucking high pay.. DUN ANYHOW TRY TO CONTROL OUR LIVES LAHX!!