( Bp Mentoring + all my other poly activities ) = SIAO LIAO!!
Hurray!! Joined mentoring this week!! I get to meet primary school kids and with them.. =D Good activity for me... cheers.. =D happy liaoz.. but then horx, i realised something that made me want to cry.. ----> More Stress and less time for my break!! Oh no!! The seniors at mentoring were so persuasive i felt i had no choice but to join it.. Worse still, after i found out from the primary sch teacher in charge that the kids we are reaching out to are having financial difficulties, family problems and poor social skills, i realised that those kids need understanding ppl like me.. ( Eg, some of them have frequently run away from sch and home .. ) This made me recall a sad case where this sec 1 Singaporean boy kept running away from home and one faithful day, he suicided at Cardiff Court condominium swimming pool.. If you ppl want to know more about the incident, please search the home section of the Straits Times dated Tuesday June 28 2005.. Well, the mentoring activities are held in 2 schs.. ZhengDe Primary Sch and JinTai Primary Sch... yup, u guessed it.. its THAT JinTai.. In case you well don't know, Jin Tai Primary is an infamous sch in the west side of Singapore where LOTS of primary sch gangsters study.. Ok, maybe not study bah.. Trauncy should be the correct word worx.. Anyways, i went to ZhengDe primary on my first day.. Hope it won't be my last.. D'= Well, it so happened that one of my poly clssmates was an ex-student of that sch.. Hmm.. he gave me and another clssmate directions to the sch.. But, thnk goodness we listened to the mentoring seniors and not him, or else we would have stopped one mrt station short of the sch.. Cannot blame him lah.. He was only trying to offer us some help.. =D I also found one of my taekwondo friend in mentoring too!! Well, after interacting wit some of the seniors, i realised that there was another mentoring location closer to my home of Bkt Batok.. Jin Tai Primary lorx.. At first i almost vomited when they offered to post me dere.. Why huh? Becoz JinTai is infamous for gangsters lahz!! But then horx, i began thinking.. If everyone shunned others juz bcoz they were different, then how would those people who were shunned feel? I always feel that ppl shld be given chances to meet up to ppl's expectations.. This will make the world a better place to live in.. But, if they repeatedly betray your paitience and kindness, then its best to FUC_K CARE them and let them rot away in total misery... Everyone has limits u noez.. U tink we so free can set aside large amounts of time juz for one asshole who refuses to change? Ok, i'm tinking of ways to approach those gangsters in that pri. sch.. coz i have a huge attitude.. My anger might get the better of me at times and i need to control myself..
[ Must share the gospel with the kids!! Lets change the lives of these lost souls together!! =D In god i trust.. Amen.. ]
Tired and weary.. ( Spiritually, physically and mentally.. )
As i pen my thoughts right now in my blog, i hve to let u noe that i am sooooo tired.. even facing a dreadful cold right now... sniff.. sniff.. i feel awful... D'= I keep sneezing and i'm trying my best to control myself in sch.. Used up 6 packets of tissues liao.. Might retire from sch activites for a while, coz my they are tearing my life apart.. My schedule is so tight, there's no time to take a break.. Arrggghhhh!!! I want to scream out loud!! I want to vent all of my frustrations out in taekwondo and kick that stupid taekwondo target to pieces... I want to MURDER the next person who dares piss me off... My condition is worsening.. Backslidding a lot more and grwing more frustrated and angry.. I tink campus crusade is making me more stressed.. I mean, a lot of people dere expect me to be holy but i can't live up to their expectations.. In reality, I'm no better then those freethinkers out dere.. How do i explain this anger that is overwhelming me? And wiill i unleash all my fury during taekwondo sparing once i become a green belt?? ( You never know.. )
Dreams are fading away... Sadz..
OH FUC_K!! Some guy from class 1B23 opened the emergency door to enter our class in T2032 after going to the restroom.. SHIT!! The emergency alarm started sounding like crazy .. I cannot take the noise ah!! Plugged on my ear phones and turned them to high volume.. But, the buzzing noise still can hear... ="( Ok, i was about to write something down here about dreams fading away fast even though it was sooo noisy when suddenly, all the computers in the other half of T2032 blacked out!! Oh SHIT!! I have lost all inspiration to write any things.. I guess you guys have to wait till i tink of anytin to say about my dreams.. Later horz, the IT technicians came over and stopped the noise.. Computers can also turn back on.. ( My VBAS Chapter 3 practicals were lost becoz i nvr save them before the blackout.. ) waaaaaa.... Lesson is going to be over soon.. Lunch time is next.. Stay happy always!! Byez... =D
Latest Addition.. Ghosts in Sp..
Another mystery solved.. There are 2 photos taken of a place in the Sp campus that are generating gossip.. The pictures show several orbs circulating around in the first picture and then changing positions in the second picture.. Now, before you ask me what the fuc_k orbs are, juz calm down and let me explain.. Orbs are supposed to be spheres that float around places where deaths have taken place, or where bodies are buried.. They are said to contain the souls of the dead and are considered to be spirits.. Although not as scary as your usual occult movies , or the female ghosts that u see in japanese horror flicks, this orbs symbolise a lot.. Ok, orbs are VERY easy to fake in pictures.. Many orb sightings in pictures are mainly just dust or water droplets reciding on the camera lens... So, if a person was to have cleaned his camera lens before he took the second picture, the orbs should be real right? Maybe lorx.. I lazy to explain further.. If want to know where the pictures were taken go the the small patches of grass to the right of the former Eco- garden.. Try searching around for something unnatural.. If u see something, maybe u will BELIEVE...
Newest addition to this posting!!! PLEASE READ ON!! If anyone wishes to take pictures of the campus near foodcourt 1 and 3 late in the night, your photographs WILL contain several pictures of orbs..This is not a lie.. I have seen dozens of such pictures taken there to really believe.. If you are still skeptical, try it yourself.. Also, beware of the School kindergarden at night.. ( If u dunno where it is, its beside mlt 2.. just above foodcourt 3.. ) There have been sightings of a lady dressed in white standing at the main entrance.. I've heard that the lady has also been sighted near workshops next to the Marine simulator.. So, BEWARE...
Something worth dying for ---> ( A trip to heaven )
Yupz yupz.. Thats right.. =D the one thing worth dying for... The chance of a lifetime.. What am i talking about huh? Going to Heaven lorx.. Forget about sacrificing your life for your Bf/Gf or for your frens.. Its not worth it lah.. Ppl nowadays find it romantic and courageous worx.. But i tell u one thing.. In the end u will end up in hell.. ^^ Then horx.. u may wonder.. How come jesus sacrifice his life and still end up back in heaven? That one horx.. is different the lahz.. He sacrificed his life for a purpose.. He sacrificed his life for our sins so that we may gain entry to heaven.. But before jesus died, all of our good deeds ar church attendances could not enable us to go to heaven..(the works of men were not good enough) ='( Cryz for all those ppl who died before jesus did that ultimate act of faith Dortx.. Don't they get a second chance?? Its not their fault they did not know god wadz!! However, on Earth ah, dere got ppl still challenge what he did for us, even though they have a chance to accept christ.. They say things like " Anybody can point a gun to himself and "piang!!" shoot himself dead and say that he sacrificed his life for all the world's sins.. " I tell u what lahz.. Leave the miracles to those religious Bigshot's like jesus.. Small frys like us should concentrate on changing the world in small steps.. Eg. Try to convert more and more christians to serve christ.. Those actions have more meanings than killing yourself.. ( Dun be christian matyr pls.. ) Remember that dere are millions of unsaved souls out dere who have never heard of jesus.. Reach out to them and show them the path away from eternal suffering.. We may not be able to save the entire world from the fires of hell , but we must TRY TILL THE END!! Put aside your selffishness and show the world what they are missing.. SHOW THEM THAT GOD EXISTS AND THAT SALVATION IS AT HAND.. For the wages of sin is death in the fires of hell, but the gifts of christ lead to eternal life in Heaven.. ( If any of you have any verses from the bible that are based on my current topic, pls contact me.. I lazy to research for some verses larhx!! )
[ So, after reading this article, dun u tink its time u left the computer monitor and touch some souls?? =D For jesus christ !!! Amen.. ]
You have to BELIEVE to answer this questions..
I've been thinking recently horx.. what would other ppl do to challenge christians on whether god exists.. So i have come up with a lot of questions for christians to debate about.. I noez that i should not bring the questions up but i really need to worx..
Q1. You are deceived by thinking that the god you believe in is from the good side.. Maybe you are wrong? Perhaps the god you believe in is actually evil and the " satan " whom you despise is actually good... Your "gods" powers could have been so strong that he has deceived you into thinking he is holy.. Maybe the " good side " is not as strong as the dark side [ lead by the so called "Satan" ] in showing you the truth?
( Reminder!!! I am tinking from a non- christians point of view.. In my eyes, our heavenly father is holy and almighty forever.. Amen.. )
Q2. We are wrong to think that there is a holy power up there known as god.. Christians always claim that god is leading their lives and is always providing for them.. For every fortunate event that has befalled upon them, they attribute it to God's plan for them.. Never once do they attrbute it to luck and chance... eg. " This boy got an A in a difficult maths exam.. Reason: His God has guided him through the learning process and had given him inspiration and wisdom when he took the test.." ( Then, they will continue with this ----> " What about non-christians who got an A? Did they need a god's divine power to help them?? No!! " ) And, they will give more examples.. "If the boy had failed the difficult math exam, He won't say that god helped him through the exam, even though he had prayed for wisdom and inspiration before the exam.. Instead, he will say that he had tried his personal best..
( Please take note that i am all for god!! I am not against him!! I am writing this as a testimony of my dedication in serving the lord.. My relationship with god is not affected in any way by what i have posted.. Amen.. )
Just Another Sad and Lonely day..
Had this talk with a friend.. Told me to trust myself and return to my church... Well.. he could see that i really missed my church.. I didn't know that my feelings showed.. Anyways, It hurts so bad.. ( I miss all my frens dere.. ) Why does life have to be so unfair.. ='( Am changing my attitude towards life.. No more wanting to be bad.. ( Changing from an immature Ah Beng a few months ago to a nice and sensitive guy.. ) I've been influenced back to the light.. Hope you people are happy.. ( I know u are.. ) My friends have also said that people evolve and don't devolve.. Ah Beng are the low life of society.. Useless beings that try to be cool to make up for their lack of skills.. ( skills is means knowledge and qualities.. ) Nobody want Ah Beng the leaders of important companies.. Maybe leader of gangs lah.. But after that.. no more leadership roles liao.. Life has eaten me up... Not the cheerful guy i once was ... Very quiet and sad these days .. Maybe its because i've not adjusted to the stress of poly life yet.. or maybe its because i find it hard being a nice guy.. But, there's this emptiness from within me that i just cannot comprehend.. I feel weary and weak and broken.. I like to bottle my feelings up .. Tightly sealed inside my very mind.. never opened for people to view.. I'm trying to be as honest as i can when writing my blog.. But there are just some things that i find impossible to share with others.. The others who i call my friends ...
Frustrated and confused in searching...
Hahaha.. here i am writing again.. ( typing actually worx ) =/ hmm.. lets shee.. time flies so fast.. 3 weeks have like passed since poly started for me.. *criez*.. I am still blur about my course.. guess i have no choice liao.. muz ask my IT seniors what to do.. Still trying to find my poly " jie jie " .. I knew about her when i was still playing gunbound during the long break.. She from the school of business.. but, i dunno how to contact her!! *sniffles* Asking some sch of biz seniors to help me search.. Hope to meet her before the first semester ends.. ----> Hopefully!! ( Confused and frustrated in searching... ) But, not giving up yet!! Its not my fault that the search is so hard!! My gunbound cannot go online liao coz my computer's graphic card is missing.. and gunbound needs graphic card to run.. waaaaaa... Somemore my " jie jie " also very rare go online in gunbound liao.. ( Not sure if i should risk going to a cyber cafe to see if she online ) Well, i asked for her email before when i was online in gunbound.. But she say that she cannot give coz her Bf and her are sharing that email.. ( She last time got say her Bf was once an Ah Beng so i dun question her for email liao.. ) =P Dun laugh hor!! She say her Bf has a lot of those Ah Beng contacts.. I dun want to act Ah Beng anymore so must not get influenced!! ( I'm now a nice guy.. ) Dun laugh!! But then again.. maybe she is reading my blog rite now and wil respond to me.. Who knows?? Its a small world after all.. To be sure.. I am leaving my email in this blog.. Its dark_angel41@hotmail.com.. If anybody has any information or wants to help me search pls pls add me in Msn messenger... ( I have her gunbound name and real name btw... ) Tears in eyes.. ( I am so frustrated in searching!! )
Why you should believe..
Hmm... let me see ah.. oh yah!! .. todays post ish bout believing.. believe in who ah? Believe in God lor.. Believe that the lord has a plan for your life.. Aways put your faith in god, and you will be able to start destroying strongholds that bind your life together... Hmm.. i shall now share with you a few things about me .. I am a backslidder for 2 years.. fallen short of god's grace.. but, i have this huge longing to return to my holy ways.. I joined Boy's Brigade during my sec sch to know more about christ.. ( I never went church regularly before i joined BB ) Through the officers in my cca, i started attending a cellgroup comprising of mostly bb boys.. ( The church i went to was supporting my BB company financially ) Church of Singapore Bukit Timah.. Believe me, many people dere were great... Until i saw their true colours.. During a mission trip with them in 2002 to Nongkai in thailand, we saw several miracles performed.. ( A lame lady who was crippled on the left leg for almost a decade jumped and walked again after a few of my church friends prayed for her.. When my pastor shared christ with the inmates of the Nongkai Prison and asked who wanted to recieve christ after his sharing session, over 90% of the inmates listening raised their hands in unison.. ) But, the attitudes of the seniors that went to the mission trip had much to be desired.. ( Many turned violent.. Even started fighting in the hotel lobby .. Started throwing vulgarities at each other.. Sulked a lot when asked to do some tasks.. Scolded other people for slacking when they were trying to do their best.. Talking behind other peoples backs ) I had seen enough.. If going on a mission trip was to bring out the worst in some people, then tell those people to GO AND DIE.. I was supposed to go to another mission trip in thailand in 2003.. But, my results were declining and i was pulled out of the trip last minute by my parents.. ( I hate them.. ) When i backed out of the trip, my days in the church were gone.. Everytime i returned to the church, people who went for the 2003 mission trip would give me stares and ignore me.. My cell leader has passed leadership to some fresh polytechnic grads.. They SUCK at leading the cellgroup... Primary sch students have joined my church and disrupted the valuabel time that my cellgroup was supposed to have.. If i had my way, i would have beaten them to death.. I am backslidding.. they seem so oblivous about it.. and yet they want to mock me.. FUC_K THEM.. I have not gone to church since.. I will not return..
Believe in christ.. Do not believe in me..
Your best friend was once a stranger worx..
As i was recollecting the events that happened during my secondary school days , i realised how fortunate i was to have friends.. ( Friends are people that stick with you through thick and thin, no matter what obstacles you both may face.. ) With friends, people find courage to face their everyday tribulations and can thus make a difference in the world.. Ok worx.. so i am trying to sound very wise and learned.. ( Bahh!! I am just a guy who uses too much Singlish and Hokkien.. ) Like i am so good with my english liddat.. ( Actually i am =P) Hahah.. but thats not the point of my discussion today lah.. today i am going to share with you something about friendship.. You see ah, every friend that you have today was once a stranger before.. (Wad i am saying is sooooo true rite??) But, many people tend to forget this and keep taking their frens for granted.. Thats bad... ='( hiaazz.. at least i treasure all my frens.. yupz yupz .. i still treasure you guys as frens.. i will never abandon you guys .. ( and that's a promise ) Ok, everybody needs friends.. Why ah? Its bcoz no man is an island.. *Imagines myself doing groupwork or watching movies alone and shivers* I'm very sure that you don't not want that to happen EVER... So, what must you do to prevent that from happening? Make more frens lor.. ( Friendster is a good place to start worx) Also, dun piss ur frens lor.. ( The friend that u piss might be the one u need the most in the future.. )
Decided to drop 2 cca's from my total no of 4 ccas's.. Before you jump to any conclusions.. Let me have my say.. No, i am not quitting taekwondo and i am DEFINITELY NOT quitting campus crusade... ( Hears many *sighs of relieve* from the ppl viewing my blog.. especially from the crusaders and navigators.. ) Anyways i know that my taekwondo training might clash with my crusade activities... ='( However i don't expect anyone to accomodate for me and make me feel extra special .. ( I want to be a normal crusader mahz ) =D My classes end at 5 0 clock on tuesdays and fridays.. ( the days of my taekwondo training ) and my taekwondo training is at 7.00.. so, i gotz 2 hours to socialise with the crusaders before i get physical.. ^^ hope to make new friends.. ( i know i already have ) 3 Cheers!! hope to join a church soon.. Maybe i will end my grudge with my former church and return.. stop acting so childish.. Just because I don't like a few people iin church doesn't mean i must ruin my relationship with god by not attending it.. ( In the very end, i will be the one who loses out... ) Besides, there may be people who dion't like my attitude back there too.. LOL.. All i know is that god is planning my entire life.. it will not always remain smooth.. No!!!That IS NOT god's plan for me.. There will always be obstacles preventing me from moving on .. God can only show me a way to overcome them.. At the very end, its up to me to triumph and lead that victorious life...
Is there anything strange about being a leftie?
Since i am a left-hander, i was always wondering why god created me as one.. Am i one of the select few destined for greatness? Or am i one of those doomed to be kept in eternal darkness? Well, i never bothered to find out why the majority of the world population were born righties.. My friend was born a leftie, but he was forced by his mother to use his right hand when writing.. If he stuck to his left hand, he was severly disciplined.. ( So, he now uses his right hand more frequently than his left hand.. ) Sibei Strange ah!! And, people always did accept left handers.. So, i didn't really care if i was one.. i never feel extra special.. ( Except when i using right handed material, playing golf or arm wrestling.. )
Well.. it so happened that i chanced upon this website which talked about lefties.. And the way they wrote about left-handers, i felt hurt.. The article kept saying that the left hand was associated with bad luck. ='( Anyway, heres the full article which the website wrote.. Very hard to read and understand worx!!
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For much of human history, and all around the world, left-handers often have been left out in the cold. And it's not just because they're stuck using right-handed scissors and desks at school. Many people have actually believed that lefties were sinister. (That's right: evil.) The very word, sinister, comes from the Latin word for left, which was considered to be--at best--unlucky.
For example, the left side of the Buddhist yin and yang symbol, yin, represents darkness, while the right represents light and life.
The left side gets distinctly bad treatment in the Bible, where, in one famous passage, sheep are at the right hand of Jesus and goats are on the left. While the sheep go to heaven, the goats are destined for eternal barbecue. (If you want to remember this image forever, listen to the Cake song "Sheep Go to Heaven." It might never leave your head; it's that catchy.)
The Maoris of New Zealand thought that if you had a tremor while you were sleeping, a ghost had seized your spirit. The Maoris did their best to find out which side of the body had been jiggled. If it was the right, good luck was coming. But a tremor on the left meant bad luck, and possibly death.
Moving counterclockwise was considered moving in "the wrong direction." The Scots called this withershins, a movement associated with witchcraft.
Even today, when we're supposedly beyond superstition, our language is full of left-handed compliments--that is, insults--for southpaws. How do you describe someone who is really trusted and valuable to you? He's your right-hand man. What if you're a bad dancer? You have two left feet. Have you ever said, "How gauche" to describe something tactless? What you're really saying, in French, is "How left-handed." My favorite word for left, the Romany word bongo, means crooked or evil. Even in English, though, we punish the southpaw. Take a moment to look at the Encarta dictionary entry for left-handed. Does it surprise you to learn that "clumsy" is one of the definitions of the term?
There are exceptions, of course. The Boy Scouts shake with their left hands. The official explanation for this is that it comes from an Ashanti custom where the bravest men shook left-handed, because it required them to put down their shields. But some experts in handedness point out, perhaps rightly, that the Boy Scouts' founder, Lord Baden-Powell, supported the Ambidextral Culture Society in England. He might have had an ulterior motive for encouraging the left-handed greeting.
When you stop to think about all of this, it's really bizarre. Our left and right hands look more or less alike. It takes several years of practice for most of us to even distinguish between left and right. I can distinctly recall going to kindergarten with my shoes on the wrong feet. So, why the bias against the left hand? I have no idea. But my thinking did lead me to some very interesting tidbits of information.
( Cut off a few paragraphs of information because they weren't relevant to the current topic.. )
Most people are right-handed, and this dominance flies over mountains and cuts across oceans. Unlike hair and eye color, for example, right-handedness is dominant everywhere. It's tough to say exactly how many people are left-handed, because there's a spectrum of handedness: Some people do different things with each hand, and to varying degrees. What's more, it's more common for boys to be lefties. An inventory at Edinburgh University put the figure at 10 percent of men, and 5.92 percent of women. According to Stanley Coren, a Canadian researcher and author of The Left-Hander Syndrome, human beings haven't always been righties. Until 50,000 years ago or so, we apparently were apt to use either hand.
How can scientists tell? By looking at our tools. During the Stone Age, which began 2.5 million years ago and ended around 5,000 years ago--earlier and later in some places--humans started making tools. Archaeologists studying the surviving tools have found some made for lefties, some for righties, and some that could be used in either hand. Percentages vary, but there are way more left-handed tools remaining than the current percentages of left-handed humans.
What's even more striking is that during the Bronze Age, which is far more recent, right-hand dominance had been established. Bronze sickles that have been found are made for righties. (Kind of like most scissors today.) And, interestingly enough, right-hand dominance emerged in cultures that were quite different from each other, suggesting that something in the biology of humans had changed. It wasn't that people gave thumbs down to the left hand. Something inside our brains tilted the balance.
What was it? Could it have been the same thing that made a human ancestor, Australopithecus, right-handed 2 million years ago? Scientists have found the skulls of baboons smashed mostly by right-handed australopithecines (and even some australopithecines murdered by their own, right-handed kind).
( I cut off a few paragraphs of text here because they keep bullshiting alot of crap.. Very chim! The text talked about how our brain thinks affecting whether we are lefties or righties.. )
There are advantages in having most people be right-hand-dominant, which explains it from an evolutionary perspective. For example, you only have to make one kind of tool. But there are advantages in having some left-handers, as well. Lefties, as we've all seen, make wicked baseball pitchers. And many legendary thinkers and artists, such as Leonardo da Vinci, were left-handed--perhaps their unorthodox brain structure gave them insights that most of us don't have.
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[ pS: This hard to read article was not written by me!! It was from some " encarta " website.. Hope you can read and understand !! ='( I know i don't.. ]
A Ghost Story From Sp.. [ More will be added to this blog soon.. ] ='( scaredzz!!
The other day i was in school doing VBAS practical.. but lesson was boring wadz.. so i went explore sfogs.com ( singapore's first online ghost stories ) .. That website was there since i was sec1.. ( in case u didn't know ) And it has got weird pictures taken in Sp.. Pictures that might freak euu out.. I checked this picture taken of a graduating class of Sp a few years back.. The picture was taken just below the staircase leadiing to the convention centre.. ( its beside the mrt station ) At that time, the convention centre was still under construction and it was not open to anyone yet.. But what was in the picture shocked me.. Behind the locked glassdoors leading into the convention centre stood a little girl dressed in white.. The picture was zoomed in towards the girl and i saw clearly that the picture could not have been altered.. which means, there is a real ghost lying in the convention centre!! After taekwondo class on the 10th of june.. ( which was a friday ) i looked closely through the convention centres glass doors.. ( i always do that after every taekwando class ) Nothing better to do right? Well, i saw nothing supernatural.. but wait till u hear what i have to say nxt, then maybe u will believe.. U noe that the secruity guard post is just next to the convention centre? Dere was 2 secruity guards on duty that night.. I approached them and kept fingering towards the convention centre saying that there is a ghost there.. The secruity guard who was sitting jumped up from his chair when he heard what i said.. and he responded like this.. " HUH!! GOT GHOST AH! " His face was pale man!! This IS NOT a lie.. The other secruity guard didn't fare very well either.. He kept looking around anxiously like he was expecting something to materialise in frnt of his eyes.. I left hurriedly to meet with my taekwondo frens to the mrt station after that.. The incident wit the secruity guards left me wondering.. Since they are stationed so close to the convention centre, isn't it possible that they had experienced weird encounters? There have been many cases throughout Singapore of secruity guards sighting ghosts while on duty and quitting their jobs the next day.. So, this 2 unlucky secruity officers must be very brave to stand on duty in such a huge place called Sp.. I really salute them.. ( Hope that they won't see any of those " things ".. )
[ As i was typing out this article for my blog.. i kept feeling a weird sensation around me.. It was as if " something " was watching me closely while i was using the computer late in the night at home.. And this is no lie.. ]
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Christians, Jews and Catholics... what exactly is their difference??
I have begun writing stories about ghost living in Sp.. The stories are here thanks to the great collection of ghost stories and pictures found in ---> SFOGS.com ( Singapore's First Online Ghost Stories ) You really should check out that site.. It has got some weird ghost stories from Singapore.. ( But the majority of the ghost stories are just " stories" .. ) hiazzz.. =/ So, its up to you whether you want to believe the stories or notz.. But, if you believe that dere's such a thing as god, then, his evil counterpart Satan should be in existence as well..so should spirits.. Anyone who is still sceptical, please read the bible..
Satan was once an angel who rallied other angels to go against god.. They tried to attack god, but god proved too powerful for them and banished them from the kingdom of heaven.. Well.. Satan now recides in hell.. ( yuck!) Its a nasty place to be in after u die.. You are going to need lots and lots of protection to survive the fiery flames of hell.. ( but.. my jewish friend from Israel once told me something weird.. ) He says that ALL jews are eligible to enter heaven.. Those jews that are backslidding only need to spend a year in hell before they are allowed back in heaven!! Is this true?? ( My jewish friend is now in an israeli university.. )
But aren't jews considered the chosen people by god? In the bible.. Hebrews ( or jews as they are called now ) were always considered the chosen people.. God has always provided for them.. Eg: ( Israel was formed less then a century ago against all odds .. ( and it is now located in the middle of several arab nations.. weird huh? ) with all the worlds jews gathering together inside it.. The United Nations awarded the jews that piece of land in 1948 btw.. However.. did u noe that the Soviet Union broke up to allow ( 800,000 ) jews living behind the iron curtain to return to Israel?!?!
Let me share with you this 2 quotes from the bible...
1. " And I will bring you out from the people, and will gather you out of the countries wherein ye are scattered, with a mighty hand, and with a stretched out arm, and with fury poured out. "( Ezek 20"34 ) 597 BC
2. " I will say to the north ( Russia ) , Giveup; and to the south( Ethopia ), Keep not back: bring my sons from far, and my daughters from the ends of the earth." ( Isa 43.6 ) 740 BC
The world called the breaking up of the soviet union an accident.. but we all know that God caused it to crumble.. Between 1980 and 1991, 85000 ethopian jews returned to Israel.. The Israeli population has grown from 650,000 in 1948 to over 6 million today!! The bible also hinted that the world will not end until the jews ( chosen people ) are first back in their own land ... It also stated that the first people to dissapear during the rapture are jews.. So, are we wrong to have been christians, when there has been so many hints in the bible that the jews are the chosen ones?
.. Can anyone answer me on this bizzare truth? ..
Wahh! This few days so hot worx !! Eberitime i walk out of the airconditioned MRT to my class at , it is always frying!! So i was wondering.. Is it possible to die of heat stroke this days?? ( I really tink so.. ) Hiazz.. Its so hot, i tink i can fry an egg on the roadside in 5 mins!! What is happening? When will the rain ever come? Is this sudden change in weather the result of " Global Warming " that everyone is talking about this days? Maybe we should go out on the streets and perform rain dance.. ( somemore get community service points for doing so.. ) lol..
.. to be continued ..
Crusader welcome tea.. 7th june 2005 ( Edited version )
Went for the crusade welcome tea on 7th june at the LT14B block in Sp.. Met many fimiliar faces.. including ----> ANGELA... ( siao char bo of campus crusade ) I later tell u why.. Ok, there was free food and drinks for all of us.. Didn't feel like eating.. I also met one of my classmates.. Apparently she also joined campus crusade.. ( Not naming her to protect her identity ) Then hor, we went into the LT14B auditorium.. Play games lor.. Ermz.. its that egg chick and eagle game.. Primary school always play that game one lah.. i got eagle worx... ( proud ) Ok, now is the funny part.. when everyone sit back at their seats liao, the mc's of the evenings activities asked who still egg... Nobody answered but angela.. She was sitting a few rows behind me and she all of a sudden shouted "ME!"... -.-" I dunno what to say!! ( speechless ) Well, she forfeited with 3 male seniors in the end.. But standing on the stage she still trying to be funny.. Hiaazz.. I guess some ppl nvr change.. What she do arh?? She make so much noise on the stage and kept laughing .. She was supposed to spell out campus crusade with the other male seniors.. she got do lah.. but take so long .. =P.. this is so unlike a senior.. ( speechless again ) Later hor.. we all sing christian songs.. ( i saw angela playing the keyboards.. Wahh!! she play so well!! ) then ah.. got this year 3 senior who talked bout how campus crusade brought god into his life and changed his life forever.. ='( so touching.. i almost cried.. It really made me rethink my life on why the fuc_king hell i was backslidding.. I want to change!! I don't want to be bad!! Wo yao zhuo hao ren!! One of the crusade staff gave a talk on being a light to the world to the world later in the evening and i felt really down.. Oh my.. How can i spread light to the world when i'm still caught up in total darkness.. ='( I really want to experience the touching of hearts and the salvation of souls for chirst once again.. Just like i did 3 years ago, when I was once on fire for christ.. Back then, i was winning lots of lost souls for christ and i was a VERY active member of my cellgroup and church.. But sadly, those days are long gone.. I am backslidding like mad and i have stopped attending church and my cellgroup.. If only i can feel the greatness and wholeness of christ again.. ='( hiaazz... ( If any of u crusaders are reading this , please help me!! )
Ok, i'm so pissed.. Now i figured out why my cca senior angela asked for my name.. ( " Orh!! You are that Bing Hao.. Wo zhong yu zhi dao Bing Hao shi suai lor.. Orh.. " ) She wanted to search my name with the freshman list and then find out my email.. I dun know how she did it, but she must have searched through my records in the campus crusade website and managed to gain access to my blog.. ( I put up my blog address in my particulars ) She told me that she viewed this blog when i went to the crusade welcome tea.. Ok, i am feeling so pissed.. What did i do wrong!! I have never done anything bad to her.. Honest.. ='( .. but Heng Bo.. this is only my secondary blog.. haha.. bet none of you have ever realised that i have 3 blogs.. one from msn spaces and 2 from blogger.. Tell u what lah.. i shall concentrate on my other blog 4 now..The lucky thing is that my other blog address is only given to my closest frens, or else ppl like angela can view it.. >=( Its also password protected.. Those who are interested in viewing it please contact me..
Doing my blogging in poly..
haha.. Nothing much to do during lab classes.. so what to do.. Blog lor.. hmm.. better not let the lectureres catch me. or i'll be dead meat.. ( maybe i'll get detention.. lol.. ) like i will liddat.. i'm also doing messaging in msn .. Juggling that with my visual basic lesson also.. Wow.. didn't know i could do all that in such a short time.. =P... Anyways.. like i promised.. i will be doing more blogging when school term starts.. i nvr bluff euu onez!! see i so good.. keep my promise... Euu laugh i come kick ur ass... Everyday is a new experience.. yay!! Blogging rulez!! =D
hmm.. i'm going to continue taekwondo.. but sad.. ='( i sunday also haf lifesaving course.. where ah? i dun tell u worx!! Later u come find me.. =D anyways.. i learn taekwondo is for a purpose.. what else? Go find people i don't like and beat up worx.. Jk.. Jk.. ( Actually i join is to learn how to defend myself from those chao ah beng.. ) Nxt time dun need to be scared of them.. can piss them off anytime i like also.. lol.. Dun go anyhow spread the word that i can beat up ah beng hor.. I am still not ready.. lol..Ok.. my tuesday and friday nights are fully booked.. ( Taekwondo classes ) my wednesday afternoons are also booked too.. ( Mentoring activities ) and my sunday mornings are used up ( life saving courses ).. So, no time for church.. = P Hmm.. i got to squeeze campus crusade into my schedule.. but how!! I now left mondays and thursdays!! But i also have gaming!! Its play games like cs and dota .. So slack!! Somemore can represent school and earn cca points!! Wah!! I want to keep gaming as one of my cca!! Wahh!!! No time to keep up with my social life lor!! Only gods grace can save me now!! * Prays to god for salvation and god's grace..* Only the lord can help me manage my timetable now.. hiaazzz.. ='(
Singapore Polytechnic Campus Crusade For Christ Supporter...
Thats what i am worx.. Just one of the very 2 freshman who bother to come down to the crusade activities to support them.. The other person who regularly turns up is Kimberly.. Well.. shes very tall for a girl!! Also a very nice person... Juz that she dun remember chinese names too well.. thats bad.. I'm not sure why, but campus crusade seems to have such low turnouts for its activites.. Well, they organised a puppet show on the 1st of june.. i came worx.. ( support them mahz ^^ ) Wo si hao xing ren hor!! DUN LAUGH!!! But dunno why.. so many seniors recognise me for the wrong reasons.. They call me " the gangster.. " Guess i'm infamous in Campus Crusade .. =P
Only 3 freshman came that day!! Me, kimberly and another girl.. The worst thing was, there was like 8 times more seniors then freshman.. My god.. ( But cannot blame them ) Coz school dismiss for the freshman at 3 o clock latest but their activities started only at 5 o clock .. [ Poor seniors .. ='( so paiseh.. ] Nevermind lahz.. 2nd june ( the next day ) also got crusade activities.. This time special special one.. A magic show.. The show was borrriiinnnggg.... Such low turnout again.. Less than 10 freshman.. ALL the magic tricks the guy was doing i already figure out how to do it liao.. But the worst thing was how the "magician" used those fuc_king lame tricks to explain how god works in our lifes.. ( GET A LIFE MAN!.... and some new breath mints!! ) Haha.. i was joking about the breathmints part.. But i cannot criticize him lah.. He did put in some effort for the show.. =P
.. hmm.. puppet show leh? 3rd june lor!! 3rd june is friday and its my taekwondo training at Sp from 7 - 10 o clock.. Do what to do.. i stay in school study also sibei sian wan.. Aiyah.. i come support Campus Crusade at 5 o clock lah.. Hahah..my campus crusade senior angela was there.. ( Tell you something, she a bit the siao one ) Can become hyperactive any time... When i came to watch the puppet show on the 1st, she already forgot what my name was.. ( cannot blame her... she saw me only in the crusade bbq.. and, i didn't go for the crusade chalet stay... ) Well, she asked for my name that day,, then she kept swaying her fingers at me and saying " Orh!! You are that Bing Hao.. Wo zhong yu zhi dao Bing Hao shi suai lor.. Orh.. " Of coz i freak out.. What did i do wrong!! Is it becoz i act damn gangster during the campus crusade bbq and offend a few people? Thats why they spread my name around and i haf become infamous? I approached her .. ( Study bench seperating both of us ) and demanded that she tell me what was wrong face to face.. She so bad...go and say "hmmpphh...Who want to talk to you face to face.. " So bad one... ='(
Anyway.. shes a very friendly person.. ( Trust me.. ) When i came on 3rd june to watch the puppet show for REAL... She was like "Wahh! You so nice.. Always come and support us one.. " I felt SONG worx.. Now, she is like a friend to me.. i dun call her Siao Char Bo anymore also.. haha.. ( i might be still be considered a gangster in her eyes.. lol.. )Okay.. bout the puppet show..soooo funny!! Keep up the good work!! The puppet show is about this puppet who keeps singing " I loooovveee you jesssuss, deep down in my heart.. " The crusader who was controlling that puppet made him sound so funny... He sing so low pitched voice.. haha..and the puppet mouth also open big big... the non christian puppet looked so funny!! His hair was very messy and his grumpy face reminded me of berts grouchy face.. ( Bert is Ernies best friend and roommate) Well, the acting was really damn shiok.. I laughed till i ached all over.. haha.. Campus Crusade u rock!!Too bad i didn't bring a camcorder to film the show.. ='(
hmm..i haf to support campus crusade activities.. Not only is it very interesting and promotes bonding, but if the rest of the freshmen continue to be soooo fuc_k care about crusader activities and dun contribute.. ( btw.. 5 freshman came that day only , kimberly, me , an indian guy and 2 other non christian girls ) i tink campus crusade can shut down in Sp liao... Oh no.. Must not let that happen!! =D Going to enjoy campus crusade!! Got so many nice people inside it!! Let me DOMINATE over them.. muahahaha... >=) FEAR ME!!
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Oh man! I hate IT... ( FUC_K IT! )
Waaaaaa! i keep sleeping in class... Cannot concentrate over most of my modules... How do i keep u with what the lecturer says liddat!! ='( Its juz not fair.. I don't like IT!! ( It was my 5th choice.. ) And, my classmates have formed Sp's very first helicopter group !! wo men si ...
... helicopter!! yay.. my classmates are so fun.. ( except for a select few worx ) All no life.. Somemore one of them is a fuc_king GAY... he keeps touching my friends chests ( classmates ) and keeps smiling and staring at them.. Worse still ah.. He got lift up my friends shirts juz to check their underwear size and colour!! Wah lau!! This is called harrasing people.. Go outside can get beaten up by thos chao ah beng u know.. Anyways, i am joining a lot of ccas.. I' not sure how i can squeeze them into my tight schedule!!! My social life is at stake!! Hmm.. let me see what ccas i want to join.. Well, theres Sp Campus Crusade For Christ ( A christian organisation in poly ) Mentoring ( Teach and be a mentor to primary school students ) , Life arts ( drawing manga cartoon, no hentai =P ), Canoeing ( All those people who canoe all got good phisyque!! ), Taekwando ( Can fight with people in poly!! ), Gaming ( Play games like Cs and Dota for competitions.. So slack.. ) and Guitarists ( I haven't learnt how to play my guitar yet coz i'm a lefty.. ) Siao right?? What i supposed to do!! I am trying to cut down my ccas to just 4 ccas for the time being.. But, the ccas i have chosen from here are very demanding!! I have chosen Taekwando, Campus Crusade, Mentoring and Gaming.... Hmm.. i see what i can do to cut down this list further.. Anyother thing i keep you people informed... (soon i hope) ='( sadz...
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( Bp Mentoring + all my other poly activities ) = SIAO LIAO!!
Hurray!! Joined mentoring this week!! I get to meet primary school kids and with them.. =D Good activity for me... cheers.. =D happy liaoz.. but then horx, i realised something that made me want to cry.. ----> More Stress and less time for my break!! Oh no!! The seniors at mentoring were so persuasive i felt i had no choice but to join it.. Worse still, after i found out from the primary sch teacher in charge that the kids we are reaching out to are having financial difficulties, family problems and poor social skills, i realised that those kids need understanding ppl like me.. ( Eg, some of them have frequently run away from sch and home .. ) This made me recall a sad case where this sec 1 Singaporean boy kept running away from home and one faithful day, he suicided at Cardiff Court condominium swimming pool.. If you ppl want to know more about the incident, please search the home section of the Straits Times dated Tuesday June 28 2005.. Well, the mentoring activities are held in 2 schs.. ZhengDe Primary Sch and JinTai Primary Sch... yup, u guessed it.. its THAT JinTai.. In case you well don't know, Jin Tai Primary is an infamous sch in the west side of Singapore where LOTS of primary sch gangsters study.. Ok, maybe not study bah.. Trauncy should be the correct word worx.. Anyways, i went to ZhengDe primary on my first day.. Hope it won't be my last.. D'= Well, it so happened that one of my poly clssmates was an ex-student of that sch.. Hmm.. he gave me and another clssmate directions to the sch.. But, thnk goodness we listened to the mentoring seniors and not him, or else we would have stopped one mrt station short of the sch.. Cannot blame him lah.. He was only trying to offer us some help.. =D I also found one of my taekwondo friend in mentoring too!! Well, after interacting wit some of the seniors, i realised that there was another mentoring location closer to my home of Bkt Batok.. Jin Tai Primary lorx.. At first i almost vomited when they offered to post me dere.. Why huh? Becoz JinTai is infamous for gangsters lahz!! But then horx, i began thinking.. If everyone shunned others juz bcoz they were different, then how would those people who were shunned feel? I always feel that ppl shld be given chances to meet up to ppl's expectations.. This will make the world a better place to live in.. But, if they repeatedly betray your paitience and kindness, then its best to FUC_K CARE them and let them rot away in total misery... Everyone has limits u noez.. U tink we so free can set aside large amounts of time juz for one asshole who refuses to change? Ok, i'm tinking of ways to approach those gangsters in that pri. sch.. coz i have a huge attitude.. My anger might get the better of me at times and i need to control myself..
[ Must share the gospel with the kids!! Lets change the lives of these lost souls together!! =D In god i trust.. Amen.. ]
Tired and weary.. ( Spiritually, physically and mentally.. )
As i pen my thoughts right now in my blog, i hve to let u noe that i am sooooo tired.. even facing a dreadful cold right now... sniff.. sniff.. i feel awful... D'= I keep sneezing and i'm trying my best to control myself in sch.. Used up 6 packets of tissues liao.. Might retire from sch activites for a while, coz my they are tearing my life apart.. My schedule is so tight, there's no time to take a break.. Arrggghhhh!!! I want to scream out loud!! I want to vent all of my frustrations out in taekwondo and kick that stupid taekwondo target to pieces... I want to MURDER the next person who dares piss me off... My condition is worsening.. Backslidding a lot more and grwing more frustrated and angry.. I tink campus crusade is making me more stressed.. I mean, a lot of people dere expect me to be holy but i can't live up to their expectations.. In reality, I'm no better then those freethinkers out dere.. How do i explain this anger that is overwhelming me? And wiill i unleash all my fury during taekwondo sparing once i become a green belt?? ( You never know.. )
Dreams are fading away... Sadz..
OH FUC_K!! Some guy from class 1B23 opened the emergency door to enter our class in T2032 after going to the restroom.. SHIT!! The emergency alarm started sounding like crazy .. I cannot take the noise ah!! Plugged on my ear phones and turned them to high volume.. But, the buzzing noise still can hear... ="( Ok, i was about to write something down here about dreams fading away fast even though it was sooo noisy when suddenly, all the computers in the other half of T2032 blacked out!! Oh SHIT!! I have lost all inspiration to write any things.. I guess you guys have to wait till i tink of anytin to say about my dreams.. Later horz, the IT technicians came over and stopped the noise.. Computers can also turn back on.. ( My VBAS Chapter 3 practicals were lost becoz i nvr save them before the blackout.. ) waaaaaa.... Lesson is going to be over soon.. Lunch time is next.. Stay happy always!! Byez... =D
Latest Addition.. Ghosts in Sp..
Another mystery solved.. There are 2 photos taken of a place in the Sp campus that are generating gossip.. The pictures show several orbs circulating around in the first picture and then changing positions in the second picture.. Now, before you ask me what the fuc_k orbs are, juz calm down and let me explain.. Orbs are supposed to be spheres that float around places where deaths have taken place, or where bodies are buried.. They are said to contain the souls of the dead and are considered to be spirits.. Although not as scary as your usual occult movies , or the female ghosts that u see in japanese horror flicks, this orbs symbolise a lot.. Ok, orbs are VERY easy to fake in pictures.. Many orb sightings in pictures are mainly just dust or water droplets reciding on the camera lens... So, if a person was to have cleaned his camera lens before he took the second picture, the orbs should be real right? Maybe lorx.. I lazy to explain further.. If want to know where the pictures were taken go the the small patches of grass to the right of the former Eco- garden.. Try searching around for something unnatural.. If u see something, maybe u will BELIEVE...
Newest addition to this posting!!! PLEASE READ ON!! If anyone wishes to take pictures of the campus near foodcourt 1 and 3 late in the night, your photographs WILL contain several pictures of orbs..This is not a lie.. I have seen dozens of such pictures taken there to really believe.. If you are still skeptical, try it yourself.. Also, beware of the School kindergarden at night.. ( If u dunno where it is, its beside mlt 2.. just above foodcourt 3.. ) There have been sightings of a lady dressed in white standing at the main entrance.. I've heard that the lady has also been sighted near workshops next to the Marine simulator.. So, BEWARE...
Something worth dying for ---> ( A trip to heaven )
Yupz yupz.. Thats right.. =D the one thing worth dying for... The chance of a lifetime.. What am i talking about huh? Going to Heaven lorx.. Forget about sacrificing your life for your Bf/Gf or for your frens.. Its not worth it lah.. Ppl nowadays find it romantic and courageous worx.. But i tell u one thing.. In the end u will end up in hell.. ^^ Then horx.. u may wonder.. How come jesus sacrifice his life and still end up back in heaven? That one horx.. is different the lahz.. He sacrificed his life for a purpose.. He sacrificed his life for our sins so that we may gain entry to heaven.. But before jesus died, all of our good deeds ar church attendances could not enable us to go to heaven..(the works of men were not good enough) ='( Cryz for all those ppl who died before jesus did that ultimate act of faith Dortx.. Don't they get a second chance?? Its not their fault they did not know god wadz!! However, on Earth ah, dere got ppl still challenge what he did for us, even though they have a chance to accept christ.. They say things like " Anybody can point a gun to himself and "piang!!" shoot himself dead and say that he sacrificed his life for all the world's sins.. " I tell u what lahz.. Leave the miracles to those religious Bigshot's like jesus.. Small frys like us should concentrate on changing the world in small steps.. Eg. Try to convert more and more christians to serve christ.. Those actions have more meanings than killing yourself.. ( Dun be christian matyr pls.. ) Remember that dere are millions of unsaved souls out dere who have never heard of jesus.. Reach out to them and show them the path away from eternal suffering.. We may not be able to save the entire world from the fires of hell , but we must TRY TILL THE END!! Put aside your selffishness and show the world what they are missing.. SHOW THEM THAT GOD EXISTS AND THAT SALVATION IS AT HAND.. For the wages of sin is death in the fires of hell, but the gifts of christ lead to eternal life in Heaven.. ( If any of you have any verses from the bible that are based on my current topic, pls contact me.. I lazy to research for some verses larhx!! )
[ So, after reading this article, dun u tink its time u left the computer monitor and touch some souls?? =D For jesus christ !!! Amen.. ]
You have to BELIEVE to answer this questions..
I've been thinking recently horx.. what would other ppl do to challenge christians on whether god exists.. So i have come up with a lot of questions for christians to debate about.. I noez that i should not bring the questions up but i really need to worx..
Q1. You are deceived by thinking that the god you believe in is from the good side.. Maybe you are wrong? Perhaps the god you believe in is actually evil and the " satan " whom you despise is actually good... Your "gods" powers could have been so strong that he has deceived you into thinking he is holy.. Maybe the " good side " is not as strong as the dark side [ lead by the so called "Satan" ] in showing you the truth?
( Reminder!!! I am tinking from a non- christians point of view.. In my eyes, our heavenly father is holy and almighty forever.. Amen.. )
Q2. We are wrong to think that there is a holy power up there known as god.. Christians always claim that god is leading their lives and is always providing for them.. For every fortunate event that has befalled upon them, they attribute it to God's plan for them.. Never once do they attrbute it to luck and chance... eg. " This boy got an A in a difficult maths exam.. Reason: His God has guided him through the learning process and had given him inspiration and wisdom when he took the test.." ( Then, they will continue with this ----> " What about non-christians who got an A? Did they need a god's divine power to help them?? No!! " ) And, they will give more examples.. "If the boy had failed the difficult math exam, He won't say that god helped him through the exam, even though he had prayed for wisdom and inspiration before the exam.. Instead, he will say that he had tried his personal best..
( Please take note that i am all for god!! I am not against him!! I am writing this as a testimony of my dedication in serving the lord.. My relationship with god is not affected in any way by what i have posted.. Amen.. )
Just Another Sad and Lonely day..
Had this talk with a friend.. Told me to trust myself and return to my church... Well.. he could see that i really missed my church.. I didn't know that my feelings showed.. Anyways, It hurts so bad.. ( I miss all my frens dere.. ) Why does life have to be so unfair.. ='( Am changing my attitude towards life.. No more wanting to be bad.. ( Changing from an immature Ah Beng a few months ago to a nice and sensitive guy.. ) I've been influenced back to the light.. Hope you people are happy.. ( I know u are.. ) My friends have also said that people evolve and don't devolve.. Ah Beng are the low life of society.. Useless beings that try to be cool to make up for their lack of skills.. ( skills is means knowledge and qualities.. ) Nobody want Ah Beng the leaders of important companies.. Maybe leader of gangs lah.. But after that.. no more leadership roles liao.. Life has eaten me up... Not the cheerful guy i once was ... Very quiet and sad these days .. Maybe its because i've not adjusted to the stress of poly life yet.. or maybe its because i find it hard being a nice guy.. But, there's this emptiness from within me that i just cannot comprehend.. I feel weary and weak and broken.. I like to bottle my feelings up .. Tightly sealed inside my very mind.. never opened for people to view.. I'm trying to be as honest as i can when writing my blog.. But there are just some things that i find impossible to share with others.. The others who i call my friends ...
Frustrated and confused in searching...
Hahaha.. here i am writing again.. ( typing actually worx ) =/ hmm.. lets shee.. time flies so fast.. 3 weeks have like passed since poly started for me.. *criez*.. I am still blur about my course.. guess i have no choice liao.. muz ask my IT seniors what to do.. Still trying to find my poly " jie jie " .. I knew about her when i was still playing gunbound during the long break.. She from the school of business.. but, i dunno how to contact her!! *sniffles* Asking some sch of biz seniors to help me search.. Hope to meet her before the first semester ends.. ----> Hopefully!! ( Confused and frustrated in searching... ) But, not giving up yet!! Its not my fault that the search is so hard!! My gunbound cannot go online liao coz my computer's graphic card is missing.. and gunbound needs graphic card to run.. waaaaaa... Somemore my " jie jie " also very rare go online in gunbound liao.. ( Not sure if i should risk going to a cyber cafe to see if she online ) Well, i asked for her email before when i was online in gunbound.. But she say that she cannot give coz her Bf and her are sharing that email.. ( She last time got say her Bf was once an Ah Beng so i dun question her for email liao.. ) =P Dun laugh hor!! She say her Bf has a lot of those Ah Beng contacts.. I dun want to act Ah Beng anymore so must not get influenced!! ( I'm now a nice guy.. ) Dun laugh!! But then again.. maybe she is reading my blog rite now and wil respond to me.. Who knows?? Its a small world after all.. To be sure.. I am leaving my email in this blog.. Its dark_angel41@hotmail.com.. If anybody has any information or wants to help me search pls pls add me in Msn messenger... ( I have her gunbound name and real name btw... ) Tears in eyes.. ( I am so frustrated in searching!! )
Why you should believe..
Hmm... let me see ah.. oh yah!! .. todays post ish bout believing.. believe in who ah? Believe in God lor.. Believe that the lord has a plan for your life.. Aways put your faith in god, and you will be able to start destroying strongholds that bind your life together... Hmm.. i shall now share with you a few things about me .. I am a backslidder for 2 years.. fallen short of god's grace.. but, i have this huge longing to return to my holy ways.. I joined Boy's Brigade during my sec sch to know more about christ.. ( I never went church regularly before i joined BB ) Through the officers in my cca, i started attending a cellgroup comprising of mostly bb boys.. ( The church i went to was supporting my BB company financially ) Church of Singapore Bukit Timah.. Believe me, many people dere were great... Until i saw their true colours.. During a mission trip with them in 2002 to Nongkai in thailand, we saw several miracles performed.. ( A lame lady who was crippled on the left leg for almost a decade jumped and walked again after a few of my church friends prayed for her.. When my pastor shared christ with the inmates of the Nongkai Prison and asked who wanted to recieve christ after his sharing session, over 90% of the inmates listening raised their hands in unison.. ) But, the attitudes of the seniors that went to the mission trip had much to be desired.. ( Many turned violent.. Even started fighting in the hotel lobby .. Started throwing vulgarities at each other.. Sulked a lot when asked to do some tasks.. Scolded other people for slacking when they were trying to do their best.. Talking behind other peoples backs ) I had seen enough.. If going on a mission trip was to bring out the worst in some people, then tell those people to GO AND DIE.. I was supposed to go to another mission trip in thailand in 2003.. But, my results were declining and i was pulled out of the trip last minute by my parents.. ( I hate them.. ) When i backed out of the trip, my days in the church were gone.. Everytime i returned to the church, people who went for the 2003 mission trip would give me stares and ignore me.. My cell leader has passed leadership to some fresh polytechnic grads.. They SUCK at leading the cellgroup... Primary sch students have joined my church and disrupted the valuabel time that my cellgroup was supposed to have.. If i had my way, i would have beaten them to death.. I am backslidding.. they seem so oblivous about it.. and yet they want to mock me.. FUC_K THEM.. I have not gone to church since.. I will not return..
Believe in christ.. Do not believe in me..
Your best friend was once a stranger worx..
As i was recollecting the events that happened during my secondary school days , i realised how fortunate i was to have friends.. ( Friends are people that stick with you through thick and thin, no matter what obstacles you both may face.. ) With friends, people find courage to face their everyday tribulations and can thus make a difference in the world.. Ok worx.. so i am trying to sound very wise and learned.. ( Bahh!! I am just a guy who uses too much Singlish and Hokkien.. ) Like i am so good with my english liddat.. ( Actually i am =P) Hahah.. but thats not the point of my discussion today lah.. today i am going to share with you something about friendship.. You see ah, every friend that you have today was once a stranger before.. (Wad i am saying is sooooo true rite??) But, many people tend to forget this and keep taking their frens for granted.. Thats bad... ='( hiaazz.. at least i treasure all my frens.. yupz yupz .. i still treasure you guys as frens.. i will never abandon you guys .. ( and that's a promise ) Ok, everybody needs friends.. Why ah? Its bcoz no man is an island.. *Imagines myself doing groupwork or watching movies alone and shivers* I'm very sure that you don't not want that to happen EVER... So, what must you do to prevent that from happening? Make more frens lor.. ( Friendster is a good place to start worx) Also, dun piss ur frens lor.. ( The friend that u piss might be the one u need the most in the future.. )
Decided to drop 2 cca's from my total no of 4 ccas's.. Before you jump to any conclusions.. Let me have my say.. No, i am not quitting taekwondo and i am DEFINITELY NOT quitting campus crusade... ( Hears many *sighs of relieve* from the ppl viewing my blog.. especially from the crusaders and navigators.. ) Anyways i know that my taekwondo training might clash with my crusade activities... ='( However i don't expect anyone to accomodate for me and make me feel extra special .. ( I want to be a normal crusader mahz ) =D My classes end at 5 0 clock on tuesdays and fridays.. ( the days of my taekwondo training ) and my taekwondo training is at 7.00.. so, i gotz 2 hours to socialise with the crusaders before i get physical.. ^^ hope to make new friends.. ( i know i already have ) 3 Cheers!! hope to join a church soon.. Maybe i will end my grudge with my former church and return.. stop acting so childish.. Just because I don't like a few people iin church doesn't mean i must ruin my relationship with god by not attending it.. ( In the very end, i will be the one who loses out... ) Besides, there may be people who dion't like my attitude back there too.. LOL.. All i know is that god is planning my entire life.. it will not always remain smooth.. No!!!That IS NOT god's plan for me.. There will always be obstacles preventing me from moving on .. God can only show me a way to overcome them.. At the very end, its up to me to triumph and lead that victorious life...
Is there anything strange about being a leftie?
Since i am a left-hander, i was always wondering why god created me as one.. Am i one of the select few destined for greatness? Or am i one of those doomed to be kept in eternal darkness? Well, i never bothered to find out why the majority of the world population were born righties.. My friend was born a leftie, but he was forced by his mother to use his right hand when writing.. If he stuck to his left hand, he was severly disciplined.. ( So, he now uses his right hand more frequently than his left hand.. ) Sibei Strange ah!! And, people always did accept left handers.. So, i didn't really care if i was one.. i never feel extra special.. ( Except when i using right handed material, playing golf or arm wrestling.. )
Well.. it so happened that i chanced upon this website which talked about lefties.. And the way they wrote about left-handers, i felt hurt.. The article kept saying that the left hand was associated with bad luck. ='( Anyway, heres the full article which the website wrote.. Very hard to read and understand worx!!
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For much of human history, and all around the world, left-handers often have been left out in the cold. And it's not just because they're stuck using right-handed scissors and desks at school. Many people have actually believed that lefties were sinister. (That's right: evil.) The very word, sinister, comes from the Latin word for left, which was considered to be--at best--unlucky.
For example, the left side of the Buddhist yin and yang symbol, yin, represents darkness, while the right represents light and life.
The left side gets distinctly bad treatment in the Bible, where, in one famous passage, sheep are at the right hand of Jesus and goats are on the left. While the sheep go to heaven, the goats are destined for eternal barbecue. (If you want to remember this image forever, listen to the Cake song "Sheep Go to Heaven." It might never leave your head; it's that catchy.)
The Maoris of New Zealand thought that if you had a tremor while you were sleeping, a ghost had seized your spirit. The Maoris did their best to find out which side of the body had been jiggled. If it was the right, good luck was coming. But a tremor on the left meant bad luck, and possibly death.
Moving counterclockwise was considered moving in "the wrong direction." The Scots called this withershins, a movement associated with witchcraft.
Even today, when we're supposedly beyond superstition, our language is full of left-handed compliments--that is, insults--for southpaws. How do you describe someone who is really trusted and valuable to you? He's your right-hand man. What if you're a bad dancer? You have two left feet. Have you ever said, "How gauche" to describe something tactless? What you're really saying, in French, is "How left-handed." My favorite word for left, the Romany word bongo, means crooked or evil. Even in English, though, we punish the southpaw. Take a moment to look at the Encarta dictionary entry for left-handed. Does it surprise you to learn that "clumsy" is one of the definitions of the term?
There are exceptions, of course. The Boy Scouts shake with their left hands. The official explanation for this is that it comes from an Ashanti custom where the bravest men shook left-handed, because it required them to put down their shields. But some experts in handedness point out, perhaps rightly, that the Boy Scouts' founder, Lord Baden-Powell, supported the Ambidextral Culture Society in England. He might have had an ulterior motive for encouraging the left-handed greeting.
When you stop to think about all of this, it's really bizarre. Our left and right hands look more or less alike. It takes several years of practice for most of us to even distinguish between left and right. I can distinctly recall going to kindergarten with my shoes on the wrong feet. So, why the bias against the left hand? I have no idea. But my thinking did lead me to some very interesting tidbits of information.
( Cut off a few paragraphs of information because they weren't relevant to the current topic.. )
Most people are right-handed, and this dominance flies over mountains and cuts across oceans. Unlike hair and eye color, for example, right-handedness is dominant everywhere. It's tough to say exactly how many people are left-handed, because there's a spectrum of handedness: Some people do different things with each hand, and to varying degrees. What's more, it's more common for boys to be lefties. An inventory at Edinburgh University put the figure at 10 percent of men, and 5.92 percent of women. According to Stanley Coren, a Canadian researcher and author of The Left-Hander Syndrome, human beings haven't always been righties. Until 50,000 years ago or so, we apparently were apt to use either hand.
How can scientists tell? By looking at our tools. During the Stone Age, which began 2.5 million years ago and ended around 5,000 years ago--earlier and later in some places--humans started making tools. Archaeologists studying the surviving tools have found some made for lefties, some for righties, and some that could be used in either hand. Percentages vary, but there are way more left-handed tools remaining than the current percentages of left-handed humans.
What's even more striking is that during the Bronze Age, which is far more recent, right-hand dominance had been established. Bronze sickles that have been found are made for righties. (Kind of like most scissors today.) And, interestingly enough, right-hand dominance emerged in cultures that were quite different from each other, suggesting that something in the biology of humans had changed. It wasn't that people gave thumbs down to the left hand. Something inside our brains tilted the balance.
What was it? Could it have been the same thing that made a human ancestor, Australopithecus, right-handed 2 million years ago? Scientists have found the skulls of baboons smashed mostly by right-handed australopithecines (and even some australopithecines murdered by their own, right-handed kind).
( I cut off a few paragraphs of text here because they keep bullshiting alot of crap.. Very chim! The text talked about how our brain thinks affecting whether we are lefties or righties.. )
There are advantages in having most people be right-hand-dominant, which explains it from an evolutionary perspective. For example, you only have to make one kind of tool. But there are advantages in having some left-handers, as well. Lefties, as we've all seen, make wicked baseball pitchers. And many legendary thinkers and artists, such as Leonardo da Vinci, were left-handed--perhaps their unorthodox brain structure gave them insights that most of us don't have.
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[ pS: This hard to read article was not written by me!! It was from some " encarta " website.. Hope you can read and understand !! ='( I know i don't.. ]
A Ghost Story From Sp.. [ More will be added to this blog soon.. ] ='( scaredzz!!
The other day i was in school doing VBAS practical.. but lesson was boring wadz.. so i went explore sfogs.com ( singapore's first online ghost stories ) .. That website was there since i was sec1.. ( in case u didn't know ) And it has got weird pictures taken in Sp.. Pictures that might freak euu out.. I checked this picture taken of a graduating class of Sp a few years back.. The picture was taken just below the staircase leadiing to the convention centre.. ( its beside the mrt station ) At that time, the convention centre was still under construction and it was not open to anyone yet.. But what was in the picture shocked me.. Behind the locked glassdoors leading into the convention centre stood a little girl dressed in white.. The picture was zoomed in towards the girl and i saw clearly that the picture could not have been altered.. which means, there is a real ghost lying in the convention centre!! After taekwondo class on the 10th of june.. ( which was a friday ) i looked closely through the convention centres glass doors.. ( i always do that after every taekwando class ) Nothing better to do right? Well, i saw nothing supernatural.. but wait till u hear what i have to say nxt, then maybe u will believe.. U noe that the secruity guard post is just next to the convention centre? Dere was 2 secruity guards on duty that night.. I approached them and kept fingering towards the convention centre saying that there is a ghost there.. The secruity guard who was sitting jumped up from his chair when he heard what i said.. and he responded like this.. " HUH!! GOT GHOST AH! " His face was pale man!! This IS NOT a lie.. The other secruity guard didn't fare very well either.. He kept looking around anxiously like he was expecting something to materialise in frnt of his eyes.. I left hurriedly to meet with my taekwondo frens to the mrt station after that.. The incident wit the secruity guards left me wondering.. Since they are stationed so close to the convention centre, isn't it possible that they had experienced weird encounters? There have been many cases throughout Singapore of secruity guards sighting ghosts while on duty and quitting their jobs the next day.. So, this 2 unlucky secruity officers must be very brave to stand on duty in such a huge place called Sp.. I really salute them.. ( Hope that they won't see any of those " things ".. )
[ As i was typing out this article for my blog.. i kept feeling a weird sensation around me.. It was as if " something " was watching me closely while i was using the computer late in the night at home.. And this is no lie.. ]
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Christians, Jews and Catholics... what exactly is their difference??
I have begun writing stories about ghost living in Sp.. The stories are here thanks to the great collection of ghost stories and pictures found in ---> SFOGS.com ( Singapore's First Online Ghost Stories ) You really should check out that site.. It has got some weird ghost stories from Singapore.. ( But the majority of the ghost stories are just " stories" .. ) hiazzz.. =/ So, its up to you whether you want to believe the stories or notz.. But, if you believe that dere's such a thing as god, then, his evil counterpart Satan should be in existence as well..so should spirits.. Anyone who is still sceptical, please read the bible..
Satan was once an angel who rallied other angels to go against god.. They tried to attack god, but god proved too powerful for them and banished them from the kingdom of heaven.. Well.. Satan now recides in hell.. ( yuck!) Its a nasty place to be in after u die.. You are going to need lots and lots of protection to survive the fiery flames of hell.. ( but.. my jewish friend from Israel once told me something weird.. ) He says that ALL jews are eligible to enter heaven.. Those jews that are backslidding only need to spend a year in hell before they are allowed back in heaven!! Is this true?? ( My jewish friend is now in an israeli university.. )
But aren't jews considered the chosen people by god? In the bible.. Hebrews ( or jews as they are called now ) were always considered the chosen people.. God has always provided for them.. Eg: ( Israel was formed less then a century ago against all odds .. ( and it is now located in the middle of several arab nations.. weird huh? ) with all the worlds jews gathering together inside it.. The United Nations awarded the jews that piece of land in 1948 btw.. However.. did u noe that the Soviet Union broke up to allow ( 800,000 ) jews living behind the iron curtain to return to Israel?!?!
Let me share with you this 2 quotes from the bible...
1. " And I will bring you out from the people, and will gather you out of the countries wherein ye are scattered, with a mighty hand, and with a stretched out arm, and with fury poured out. "( Ezek 20"34 ) 597 BC
2. " I will say to the north ( Russia ) , Giveup; and to the south( Ethopia ), Keep not back: bring my sons from far, and my daughters from the ends of the earth." ( Isa 43.6 ) 740 BC
The world called the breaking up of the soviet union an accident.. but we all know that God caused it to crumble.. Between 1980 and 1991, 85000 ethopian jews returned to Israel.. The Israeli population has grown from 650,000 in 1948 to over 6 million today!! The bible also hinted that the world will not end until the jews ( chosen people ) are first back in their own land ... It also stated that the first people to dissapear during the rapture are jews.. So, are we wrong to have been christians, when there has been so many hints in the bible that the jews are the chosen ones?
.. Can anyone answer me on this bizzare truth? ..
Wahh! This few days so hot worx !! Eberitime i walk out of the airconditioned MRT to my class at , it is always frying!! So i was wondering.. Is it possible to die of heat stroke this days?? ( I really tink so.. ) Hiazz.. Its so hot, i tink i can fry an egg on the roadside in 5 mins!! What is happening? When will the rain ever come? Is this sudden change in weather the result of " Global Warming " that everyone is talking about this days? Maybe we should go out on the streets and perform rain dance.. ( somemore get community service points for doing so.. ) lol..
.. to be continued ..
Crusader welcome tea.. 7th june 2005 ( Edited version )
Went for the crusade welcome tea on 7th june at the LT14B block in Sp.. Met many fimiliar faces.. including ----> ANGELA... ( siao char bo of campus crusade ) I later tell u why.. Ok, there was free food and drinks for all of us.. Didn't feel like eating.. I also met one of my classmates.. Apparently she also joined campus crusade.. ( Not naming her to protect her identity ) Then hor, we went into the LT14B auditorium.. Play games lor.. Ermz.. its that egg chick and eagle game.. Primary school always play that game one lah.. i got eagle worx... ( proud ) Ok, now is the funny part.. when everyone sit back at their seats liao, the mc's of the evenings activities asked who still egg... Nobody answered but angela.. She was sitting a few rows behind me and she all of a sudden shouted "ME!"... -.-" I dunno what to say!! ( speechless ) Well, she forfeited with 3 male seniors in the end.. But standing on the stage she still trying to be funny.. Hiaazz.. I guess some ppl nvr change.. What she do arh?? She make so much noise on the stage and kept laughing .. She was supposed to spell out campus crusade with the other male seniors.. she got do lah.. but take so long .. =P.. this is so unlike a senior.. ( speechless again ) Later hor.. we all sing christian songs.. ( i saw angela playing the keyboards.. Wahh!! she play so well!! ) then ah.. got this year 3 senior who talked bout how campus crusade brought god into his life and changed his life forever.. ='( so touching.. i almost cried.. It really made me rethink my life on why the fuc_king hell i was backslidding.. I want to change!! I don't want to be bad!! Wo yao zhuo hao ren!! One of the crusade staff gave a talk on being a light to the world to the world later in the evening and i felt really down.. Oh my.. How can i spread light to the world when i'm still caught up in total darkness.. ='( I really want to experience the touching of hearts and the salvation of souls for chirst once again.. Just like i did 3 years ago, when I was once on fire for christ.. Back then, i was winning lots of lost souls for christ and i was a VERY active member of my cellgroup and church.. But sadly, those days are long gone.. I am backslidding like mad and i have stopped attending church and my cellgroup.. If only i can feel the greatness and wholeness of christ again.. ='( hiaazz... ( If any of u crusaders are reading this , please help me!! )
Ok, i'm so pissed.. Now i figured out why my cca senior angela asked for my name.. ( " Orh!! You are that Bing Hao.. Wo zhong yu zhi dao Bing Hao shi suai lor.. Orh.. " ) She wanted to search my name with the freshman list and then find out my email.. I dun know how she did it, but she must have searched through my records in the campus crusade website and managed to gain access to my blog.. ( I put up my blog address in my particulars ) She told me that she viewed this blog when i went to the crusade welcome tea.. Ok, i am feeling so pissed.. What did i do wrong!! I have never done anything bad to her.. Honest.. ='( .. but Heng Bo.. this is only my secondary blog.. haha.. bet none of you have ever realised that i have 3 blogs.. one from msn spaces and 2 from blogger.. Tell u what lah.. i shall concentrate on my other blog 4 now..The lucky thing is that my other blog address is only given to my closest frens, or else ppl like angela can view it.. >=( Its also password protected.. Those who are interested in viewing it please contact me..
Doing my blogging in poly..
haha.. Nothing much to do during lab classes.. so what to do.. Blog lor.. hmm.. better not let the lectureres catch me. or i'll be dead meat.. ( maybe i'll get detention.. lol.. ) like i will liddat.. i'm also doing messaging in msn .. Juggling that with my visual basic lesson also.. Wow.. didn't know i could do all that in such a short time.. =P... Anyways.. like i promised.. i will be doing more blogging when school term starts.. i nvr bluff euu onez!! see i so good.. keep my promise... Euu laugh i come kick ur ass... Everyday is a new experience.. yay!! Blogging rulez!! =D
hmm.. i'm going to continue taekwondo.. but sad.. ='( i sunday also haf lifesaving course.. where ah? i dun tell u worx!! Later u come find me.. =D anyways.. i learn taekwondo is for a purpose.. what else? Go find people i don't like and beat up worx.. Jk.. Jk.. ( Actually i join is to learn how to defend myself from those chao ah beng.. ) Nxt time dun need to be scared of them.. can piss them off anytime i like also.. lol.. Dun go anyhow spread the word that i can beat up ah beng hor.. I am still not ready.. lol..Ok.. my tuesday and friday nights are fully booked.. ( Taekwondo classes ) my wednesday afternoons are also booked too.. ( Mentoring activities ) and my sunday mornings are used up ( life saving courses ).. So, no time for church.. = P Hmm.. i got to squeeze campus crusade into my schedule.. but how!! I now left mondays and thursdays!! But i also have gaming!! Its play games like cs and dota .. So slack!! Somemore can represent school and earn cca points!! Wah!! I want to keep gaming as one of my cca!! Wahh!!! No time to keep up with my social life lor!! Only gods grace can save me now!! * Prays to god for salvation and god's grace..* Only the lord can help me manage my timetable now.. hiaazzz.. ='(
Singapore Polytechnic Campus Crusade For Christ Supporter...
Thats what i am worx.. Just one of the very 2 freshman who bother to come down to the crusade activities to support them.. The other person who regularly turns up is Kimberly.. Well.. shes very tall for a girl!! Also a very nice person... Juz that she dun remember chinese names too well.. thats bad.. I'm not sure why, but campus crusade seems to have such low turnouts for its activites.. Well, they organised a puppet show on the 1st of june.. i came worx.. ( support them mahz ^^ ) Wo si hao xing ren hor!! DUN LAUGH!!! But dunno why.. so many seniors recognise me for the wrong reasons.. They call me " the gangster.. " Guess i'm infamous in Campus Crusade .. =P
Only 3 freshman came that day!! Me, kimberly and another girl.. The worst thing was, there was like 8 times more seniors then freshman.. My god.. ( But cannot blame them ) Coz school dismiss for the freshman at 3 o clock latest but their activities started only at 5 o clock .. [ Poor seniors .. ='( so paiseh.. ] Nevermind lahz.. 2nd june ( the next day ) also got crusade activities.. This time special special one.. A magic show.. The show was borrriiinnnggg.... Such low turnout again.. Less than 10 freshman.. ALL the magic tricks the guy was doing i already figure out how to do it liao.. But the worst thing was how the "magician" used those fuc_king lame tricks to explain how god works in our lifes.. ( GET A LIFE MAN!.... and some new breath mints!! ) Haha.. i was joking about the breathmints part.. But i cannot criticize him lah.. He did put in some effort for the show.. =P
.. hmm.. puppet show leh? 3rd june lor!! 3rd june is friday and its my taekwondo training at Sp from 7 - 10 o clock.. Do what to do.. i stay in school study also sibei sian wan.. Aiyah.. i come support Campus Crusade at 5 o clock lah.. Hahah..my campus crusade senior angela was there.. ( Tell you something, she a bit the siao one ) Can become hyperactive any time... When i came to watch the puppet show on the 1st, she already forgot what my name was.. ( cannot blame her... she saw me only in the crusade bbq.. and, i didn't go for the crusade chalet stay... ) Well, she asked for my name that day,, then she kept swaying her fingers at me and saying " Orh!! You are that Bing Hao.. Wo zhong yu zhi dao Bing Hao shi suai lor.. Orh.. " Of coz i freak out.. What did i do wrong!! Is it becoz i act damn gangster during the campus crusade bbq and offend a few people? Thats why they spread my name around and i haf become infamous? I approached her .. ( Study bench seperating both of us ) and demanded that she tell me what was wrong face to face.. She so bad...go and say "hmmpphh...Who want to talk to you face to face.. " So bad one... ='(
Anyway.. shes a very friendly person.. ( Trust me.. ) When i came on 3rd june to watch the puppet show for REAL... She was like "Wahh! You so nice.. Always come and support us one.. " I felt SONG worx.. Now, she is like a friend to me.. i dun call her Siao Char Bo anymore also.. haha.. ( i might be still be considered a gangster in her eyes.. lol.. )Okay.. bout the puppet show..soooo funny!! Keep up the good work!! The puppet show is about this puppet who keeps singing " I loooovveee you jesssuss, deep down in my heart.. " The crusader who was controlling that puppet made him sound so funny... He sing so low pitched voice.. haha..and the puppet mouth also open big big... the non christian puppet looked so funny!! His hair was very messy and his grumpy face reminded me of berts grouchy face.. ( Bert is Ernies best friend and roommate) Well, the acting was really damn shiok.. I laughed till i ached all over.. haha.. Campus Crusade u rock!!Too bad i didn't bring a camcorder to film the show.. ='(
hmm..i haf to support campus crusade activities.. Not only is it very interesting and promotes bonding, but if the rest of the freshmen continue to be soooo fuc_k care about crusader activities and dun contribute.. ( btw.. 5 freshman came that day only , kimberly, me , an indian guy and 2 other non christian girls ) i tink campus crusade can shut down in Sp liao... Oh no.. Must not let that happen!! =D Going to enjoy campus crusade!! Got so many nice people inside it!! Let me DOMINATE over them.. muahahaha... >=) FEAR ME!!
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Oh man! I hate IT... ( FUC_K IT! )
Waaaaaa! i keep sleeping in class... Cannot concentrate over most of my modules... How do i keep u with what the lecturer says liddat!! ='( Its juz not fair.. I don't like IT!! ( It was my 5th choice.. ) And, my classmates have formed Sp's very first helicopter group !! wo men si ...
... helicopter!! yay.. my classmates are so fun.. ( except for a select few worx ) All no life.. Somemore one of them is a fuc_king GAY... he keeps touching my friends chests ( classmates ) and keeps smiling and staring at them.. Worse still ah.. He got lift up my friends shirts juz to check their underwear size and colour!! Wah lau!! This is called harrasing people.. Go outside can get beaten up by thos chao ah beng u know.. Anyways, i am joining a lot of ccas.. I' not sure how i can squeeze them into my tight schedule!!! My social life is at stake!! Hmm.. let me see what ccas i want to join.. Well, theres Sp Campus Crusade For Christ ( A christian organisation in poly ) Mentoring ( Teach and be a mentor to primary school students ) , Life arts ( drawing manga cartoon, no hentai =P ), Canoeing ( All those people who canoe all got good phisyque!! ), Taekwando ( Can fight with people in poly!! ), Gaming ( Play games like Cs and Dota for competitions.. So slack.. ) and Guitarists ( I haven't learnt how to play my guitar yet coz i'm a lefty.. ) Siao right?? What i supposed to do!! I am trying to cut down my ccas to just 4 ccas for the time being.. But, the ccas i have chosen from here are very demanding!! I have chosen Taekwando, Campus Crusade, Mentoring and Gaming.... Hmm.. i see what i can do to cut down this list further.. Anyother thing i keep you people informed... (soon i hope) ='( sadz...